Meeting my Idol

I woke up from my burned-out sleep. The moment I am awake I wanted to sleep again for an unknown reason. I wash my face with cold water to prevent my drowsiness but it didn't help me. I sit on the couch with my thoughts wandering but my eyes went slowly close itself, my younger sister wake me up. I thought my drowsiness is gone but after I eat my breakfast and rest for awhile, my drowsiness visits me again.

I was startled when someone tap my shoulder. I can't see the view of his face because of the afternoon sunlight from the outside.

" Wake up, the teacher is here." He said with a cold and deep voice

I was confused about what he said.

Teacher? I already graduated in college, how come there's a teacher in our house and who is this guy sitting beside me?

I look around and it shocks me to see that I am in a classroom together with my old classmates before, when I was in middle school. It seems like I travel back in past. I was travel back in time where my best moments happened but...

Who is this guy? I never meet him anywhere else or have seen him before.

" It's not sleeping time, sleepy head. Get back to your sense." He said.

I tried recalling everything but I only remember the last thing I did and I was sitting on the couch, resting. I pinch myself to check if I am dreaming.

" Ouch!" I'm not convince with the pain I feel. I slightly slap my face many times

" Idiot, you're hurting yourself. You're not dreaming." then he pinch my face. The teacher is discussing but I'm too preoccupied to listen.

Everything feel so surreal. I'm already 26 years old but I'm still attending school and I'm sitting beside this drop-dead man.

" H-hi. This is for you. Do you have a girlfriend?" a lady got my attention when she handed a heart shape box of expensive chocolate to the guy sitting next to me.

"Yes." he answer briefly.

" Really? But, I don't see both of you went home together or eat lunch together. I know you're lying. Please, accept this."

I release a smirk as a sign of annoyance to their nuisance mushy love scenario.

" My girlfriend is already angry." I was shock when he grab my hand and intertwine his hand with mine. My iris went large because of what he did. Seriously? I'm this drop-dead guy's girlfriend.

" H-huh?" I stutter. I don't have any idea of what he's talking about. A pair of blazing eyes stare at me. Thanks to this man, my world become more chaos.

I walk away from them. I'm so confused of what's happening to me. I don't even remember the surroundings when I come out from the classroom. Everything became unfamiliar. What's wrong with me? I was sitting on the floor and release a loud sobs.

" Hush. Stop crying now. Fix yourself, I'll send you home. Promise me, you'll be back. I will wait for you no matter how long it takes for you to come back." he assist me and he wipe my tears away.

His soft natural pinkish lips touch my forehead. He hold my hand and walk through the door together. I saw a bright light. In every steps we made, the lights get brighter and bigger. As the light grows brighter and bigger it hurts my eyes. I close my eyes to prevent it from hurting. I always hate darkness but at that time I didn't feel fear because I know he is with me.

" Hey! Wake up. You're sleeping like a pig. I thought you hate sleeping on daytime." I feel a sudden wobble of my body.

" Mom, Where is the guy with me? I went home together with a gorgeous man. Have you seen him?" I panicked.

" Are you losing your mind? You're sleeping here the whole day. Who's the man you are referring? That? That human-size standee of your idol, who you went home together with, last night." I look at the direction my mother pointing.

Oh my! How come, he's the guy in my dream but I didn't recognize him there.

I pinch myself to check if I'm dreaming but it hurts. Everything in my dream felt so real. I want to sleep again. I want to dream it again and again. I want to feel that feeling again. I want to be love by the one I admire from a far. I know reality hurts. I know everything is phantasm but I want to feel it again even if it hurts.

" Mom, Can I have some of your sleeping pills? I want to sleep again."

If sleeping forever is the only way to be with you and feel your love then I'm grateful to sleep forever as long as, I'm with you.