19-You mean the world to me

Guysss Merry Christmas!!!

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Kim Namjoon pov

Lately Jin has been avoiding me he doesn't talk to me nothing i guess this is pay back from when I ignored him but i had a good reason for it i am just too afraid to love him. I already hurt him so much it will just hurt more and more if i see him get shot or even worse killed. But this can't continue like this he doesn't eat i can see that he is starving himself. And i know how worried Taehyung, Jimin and Hobi are. Speaking of them i guess we all have gotten closer these few weeks ofc i still didn't tell them that i basically forced jin to live here or anything.

I feel like we are a big family i mean we kinda agreed to forget about the past and start freshly from the start. And so far it's been good. Yoongi and Hobi have definitely got a lot closer and i feel like we all are happy when someone can melt our grumpy cats cold heart. But there's something that's been bugging all of us and it's Jin. And i know its my fault I shouldn't shout at him for doing nothing. I have to fix this.

I was currently walking through the school hals bored as ever. Even if I agreed not to bully anyone im not stepping in that boring classroom. The halls feel so quiet there's no one and can u imagine that Hobi got Yoongi to go to class with him i know right i was shocked too. I was about to leave when I spotted a familiar black haired guy sitting on a bench at the back of the school. Jin!!! Should i talk to him.. would he even want to talk to me... but i have to talk to him eventually... maybe i should!

I walked to him and sat there he looked so peaceful sleeping there while the sun was shining on his beautiful face. But he looked awfully skinny and it was not a good thing. I was just watching him sleep until he started to wake up. He was rubbing his eyes "so cute" wait Namjoon no!

We were staring at each other until he spoke.

N-Namjoon what do you want...

Jin listen we need to talk i am so sorry that i shouted at you like that I didn't mean it i was so stressed about things and you don't know how much you mean to me i don't know what i would do without you what if you get shot again or even killed it would crush my heart. You mean the world to me the way you smile at me when we talk and your laugh is the best i have ever heard you alwayst worry about other when you should worry about yourself i just don't want you to leave me because....

....i love you Jin hyung

Huhhh that was a handful I thought i looked back up and stared at his eyes he looked shocked his mouth was open and i saw a tear fall from his eye. Wait why are you crying!!! I am so sorry did I say something wrong!!

You big dummy he said while hitting me. You can't say something so cheesy like that even if we argue i would never leave you Namjoon and you know that he said sobbing..

So does that mean you forgive me?

I might forgive you in one condition.. he said looking at me with his big doe eyes.

And what might that be i said smirking.

(AHHH ITS HAPPENING)

Kiss me.....

And princess why didn't you tell me straight away?

C-cause I thought you would say no?...

And why would that be you do realize that I literally confessed my love to you few minutes ago!

I-

But you know what your wish is my command princess. And with that i pressed my lips to his. His lips were so soft like feathers so delicate so yummy.. it tasted like starwberry's. And his innocence is killing me!!! I can't control anymore... and with that i bit his bottom lips to ask for entrance. He slightly moaned from my rough actions but parted his lips slightly. I pushed my tongue in his mouth we fighted for dominance but ofc i won. I started to explore his wet covern. (Don't know if that is a word but will go with it) I heard him slightly moan until we both had to pull away to get air.

I looked at him and he was so red the reddest i have ever seen his ears looked like they were about to explode.

So princess does that mean you forgive me?

Y-yes i heard while he stuffed his face to my chest.

Wow.. That was hot

We turned around and saw Yoongi and Hobi.

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Guys this story is getting to an end soon!! :(((