The Start

PROLOGUE

  five years ago...

"I am a big fan of BTS,

My bias is Kim taehyung,

My dream destination is  korea,

I am a College student,

His 24 and I'm 20,

I love him as a man,

but he loves me as one of his fan,

I'm inlove with him,

and everyone's called me STUPID,

because I fall for someone who is hard to reach,

his like a star,that I will never reach.

that's all thank you"

then I bowed my head to my classmates who's listening to me,It was actually a presentation about the country we loves to go,I am a tourism student in Halterns University.

I have a bestfriend named Rohan,his a boy---no actually his a boy with a heart of a girl, inshort his a gay.

"perfect!!! whaaaaa she's my bestfriend!!! who fall with someone who don't even know her" Rohan said sarcastically,and I just rolled my eye and seat besides him.

"shut up,ugly gay." I told him,and he just rolled his eye and flip his fake hair.

kringgggggg...kringgggggggggggg....

"class dismiss" our prof said.

Rohan and I,is bestfriend since highschool,I was transferred to their school because my grandmother was sicked and she need us to be their to care for her.

"heeeyyy beshie!!!"

"What?!"

"hehehe....Can I walk you home?" I just nod.

he's weird actually,because he always want me to walk home.

and his reason?

My safety.

fast forward

Everyone saying that Rohan is not a gay,that his really a man...but if he's really a man,why the hell is he pretending?!

Now Im here at the park,waiting for him because he havesomething to tell.

when he called my at phone last night, he's really serious and scary.

his voice is so manly and I just can't explain it.

"Beshiieee!!!" he shouted and waving his hand, sound gayish, hmmm what's wrong with him?

"Hey so what's the matter?"

"U-uhm let's eat first"he said while scratching his hair, wierdo.

We walk to the nearest fastfood restaurant,and Yeah I'm hungry too,so I can't say no,even tho I'm really curious about what he wants to say because it's the first time, He's so serious, then going back being gayish, and I want to punch here, And I'm serious.

We ordered our food and waited it a minutes, while waiting for it Rohan and I are just silent,like we're scared to talk.

"Here's your order Ma'am, Sir. Enjoy your food." the waiter said after serving the foods we ordered.

"Thank you," I said to him, and he left.

"So let's eat?"Rohan smiled at me and I just nod.

We're eating but I can say that he's so tense or maybe I'm just paranoid and his outfit is different, pants and a Vline white t-shirt, no make-ups our what.

Just a simple man.

I wonder what happened to him, or maybe the rumors are true, is he playing me?

"Stop staring at me," he said, his voice is so manly and husky.

I drop my spoon and fork and face him.

"So it's true, your not a gay?"I didn't hesitate to ask, And slowly he faced me with no emotion.

"Let's just eat first, okay?" he said coldly.

now I know, he betrayed me.

After we eat, we finally go, walking in the park and now he's the one who opens up the topic.

he sigh.

"I'm not a gay...I'm sorry...I didn't mean to do that,I'm just so desperate to be with you"

"Why did you do that?... all along? your just pretending?!... for what?! just to be with me?! are you insane?!"

"N-no I didn't, when...before you transferred to our school, I already know you...y-you don't want to friend with boys...I know you ever since because...I'm the one who's sending you a love letter...I'm the one who's always stalking you...I-I love you ever since..."

"Y-you fooled me, if you love me, then you should tell me! damn it!"

"Hey don't shout everyone's looking at us, calm down." he said "I'm afraid that maybe if I say my feeling towards you, you'll reject me... please forgive me"

"And you think I will forgive you?! You fooled me for so long, You pretended that you're  gay!"

"I'm sorry, please I'm begging you, forgive me."

"And why did you tell me this?! Because what?!"

"I'm afraid to lose you, because the rumors are true, that maybe you'll hate me forever if I'm not gonna tell you."

"I trusted you, but you! You ruined my trust."I said and walk away, left him crying.

I never thought that this is happening.

my best friend, he lied to me.

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