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Chapter 8 : Photoshoot

Ritz

I opened my eyes. It's too early but I need to get up now. This is the day of our photoshoot. Our official wedding photoshoot to be exact. It is really happening indeed. And this time I will going to meet him personally. Rizz and I wouldn't be switching today. It's part of the plan.

Honestly, Rizz didn't totally agree with the whole idea but she can't say no to me, to us. She really love me that much. And as of now, we will just go with the flow.

" Good morning, grandma! and also to you, grandpa! " I greeted them with full of energy.

They are already having their breakfast when I entered the scene. I sat on the chair beside grandma and start to eat with them.

As I observe them while we were eating. They both look delighted and happy. It seems that they are in good shape and mood. And it also means that I 'm succeeding on our first phase.

" As soon as your fiancé arrives here, the first part of the photoshoot will begin. So, prepare yourself after we eat, Riri " It's my grandma's reminder while were still eating. I just nod and smiled at her, as my response.

As you all can see, I don't want to talk with them as much as I could 'only because I didn't want to mess up especially in front of them. My temperance is at limit right now so, I will go easy and make this the most of it.

After an hour...

" He's here. Go and greet him first, Ritz " Grandpa's ordered me to do.

And as an obedient me, I obliged. I automatically went to the main door of this mansion and open the door for him of course. Then I met his eyes, looks like he is the stranger before and he's here right now as my fiancé. What is happening really?

Seconds later, I shook my head and smile at him. Time to play! I must focused.

" Hey, Are you okay? " He asked concernedly.

" Yes! I am. Let's go? " I just invite him inside.

I erase all of my thoughts about him and others when we were currently walking inside the mansion. I must not be caught and act normal as I should be. This is not the first time I seen him close right? I repeatedly remind myself.

" This way! Grandpa and Grandma are waiting for you inside " I break the silence between us.

He seem so quiet and i don't know why. I didn't bother to talk to him too because it is too awkward for both of us or it is just me?

And when we enter to my grandpa's office. He automatically smile and greeted them with full of respect. I guess, this is the first time I see him smiling and I'm too fast to get attracted with it. No! No! No! This is bad!

Fast forward.

" Look here! Look at the camera and try to smile wider, Ritz! " The photographer shouted. It's been hours since we started this but I am too distracted really. He's watching me! I think I can't take this anymore. Damn! He's smiling now.

Focus Riri! I shouted to myself multiple times now but I just can't take. I can't smile completely when he's right there 'watching intensively. I was forcing my smile the whole time because I am too tense really.

" READY RITZ!!! " I nodded slightly and looked at the camera again.

Oh! G! This is torture! He is really watching me seriously right now and then smile out of the blue. No! I am so lost! What is he even thinking? He's obviously teasing me . ARRRRGGG!!! I hate it! I totally hate my situation right here.

And by the way, this is just the first phase only and there's more of it for sure. On this phase, we will be having our solo shots which had three themes. And for the last phase later on. It is obviously for our couple shots. This is the most important piece among all with a lot of different wedding themes again, just like they requested. I must really say that this is obviously an act of torturing.

" Few more shots for you Ritz, and we will be done "

I just nodded. PHEW!!! This is it. I must finished this quick so I can take my break for a while. Honestly, I can't even breathe properly knowing he's just in front of me. My heart can't even stop from beating so fast. I don't know anymore now.

" AND... WHY I AM TOO ATTRACTED TO HIM SERIOUSLY? " I sighed. This is all part of their plan, TSSSSK!!!

I instantly get back to the reality when the photographer signals at me that the next shot will be the last and final one. And the next one, will be my fiancé turn.

" For the last one, your signature pose Ritz! " And i gladly do what the photographer said. I smiled completely now and tried my best to ignore his stare because definitely after this, my solo shots will be finally done. I felt also that it took years until i finished this one even if it wasn't really.

This is just a piece of cake for me honestly but it turns out to be more challenging than i expected it. And obviously go beyond overboard and get insane for a moment. I admit that I get panicked because this is so new to me, but here i must say that i need to stop this before they eaten me alive.

" Ritz, you may take a break now! " He signal me to go and then call my fiancé because he is the next one.

I sat comfortably in the chair that was given to me and as i was sitting, I suddenly cover my whole face using my hand for unknown reason. I was already drained at this point. I sighed deeply and turned my attention to the one 'whose causing me a lot of trouble in my system right now.

I carefully watch him as he took the spotlight easily without having so much trouble. He is owning every poses he made 'like his the original owner of it.

Yes, I'm attracted to him. I meant it and I really do. But I must stop this madness before it grows deeper. This feeling will bring only misery to us. It must really stop!

This is no good and I knew that. And it can take away everything and anything we have in instant. I can't let that happen. I won't make that happen in front of my eyes.

I smiled at him unconsciously while grinning. I guess this will be the last time that I will going to entertain this feeling of mine. After this, I must felt nothing even I am with him.

This is the right thing to do now. For the sake of everything especially her.

to be continued.