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Chapter 15 : About Us

I've prepared a simple dinner for us tonight. I already plan to tell her about everything, including us. At first, I did not know everything at all. All I know before was fake and manipulated when the truth is in front of me now.

I'm just a victim also. I believe in lies all along. When I've first heard about all of this to her , I almost get insane. But, I still manage not to because of her. I already know that he will need me now even if she's still didn't remember me. I know now her situation and be with her is best thing to do right now.

Before the engagement party happened Rizz, her twin already tell me about everything. The truth about the situation of her sister Ritz, the real woman I loved and it will never be her. She only do what her sister requested her to do in that time. She only do what's she promised for...

At first, I was angry at her but on the other side I understand her also. She have her reason and I will respect that and also it is happened already so let's just stop right there.

In that day also, we plan to escape her to the engagement party that was about to happen in the next day. She and Gab, help me with that. They promised me also that they're going to handle everything after we escape. I don't know how will they handled it without getting busted but all I have now is to trust them. And they've suggested that we need to stayed to the place that far from everyone including them also as much as possible.

" The place that our identity was unknown nor will be unknown... "

I know that this may be gave me a lot of hard time also but she needs to know this, she have all the rights to know everything.

This may not be everything but it's means everything to her. I a little scared right now, on how will gonna be her reaction after she heard it all. What if, it may bring more problems to us? What if, she decide to leave me for real this time. I'm obviously scared...really scared to lose her again. Big time!!!

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As soon as she stepped into the kitchen where we were having a dinner. She looks beautiful in her simple dress that's she's wearing right now. I held a chair for her and she instantly sit on it.

It is a simple dinner with candlelight. I cooked a dished that I know she will loved and her favorites also. I get the information of that through Gab and Rizz. I already know a little bit things about her but its still not enough so I asked them about it.

I'm still can not believe that she's with me right now. The real her. Only her. I'm very happy and grateful that she's still alive after that accident. I'm always here for her, keeping her safe in my arms until all our problems are gone and finally she can remembered me also. I will make him happy. That's a promise.

" Let's eat first... " I said while looking at her. She seems nervous right now and at the same time she was calming herself too. It is obviously obvious right now.

She just nod at me and gave me a simple smile. We started to eat after that. To my observations, she really loves the food we've eaten.

After we've finished eating. I held her to the living room. We were going to have a long talk there. I hope that everything will still be alright after this between us.

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We are on the living room now. We were sitting on a long sofa, comfortably with a little uneasiness and still we didn't speak up yet.

I want her to ask me first about what I am going to say to her. It's easy for me in that way.

After a few minutes, she choose to speak up first now. And hearing those words and questions of her made my system went on revolution. I'll try to compose myself after that and little by little I answered her questions.

" We're...together...? " She's obviously shocked while asking me that.

" Yeah, you can say that... but we're still not married " I seriously said to her.

" How longed we knew each other? " She's now curious.

" It's only a month, It didn't take long " I sighed after saying that.

" What happen before I get into a accident back then? " She's looking at me now seriously while she asked me.

I just tell that I didn't know the whole details of it but I still said what I knew about that. I said that we were together before it was happened to her. We just go in separate ways back then and also plan to meet up again but it didn't happen. It was happen but she's not with me anymore. It was her sister whose with me then without me knowing it. She requested it. I know now.

After we've talk she walks straight to her room without looking at me. I didn't know what she's feeling right now after all I said to her what I know.

I know also know that it was not easy for her. She need to take her time understanding and analyzing it. And she also not fully recovered in her situation right now. She still didn't remember everything. It made me sick even more knowing that. That she's still didn't have remembered me and about us.

" I want to be selfish right now. I want her to remember me. Only me. And all the things about us, including this house...This is one of my promise to her. I want myself to be remembered by her, always... I really love her. I really still. Still I do. After years had been passed, I love her so much. Still. "