I Never Knew

Louisa's POV

That evening as I laid in my bed to sleep, I couldn't get myself to sleep as I kept thinking about my relationship with Aminu, is this going to be the end of our relationship? Is Aminu going to break up with me because of this? I sat up on my bed and decided to pray about it. I closed my eyes but I didn't know what to say, I just only resumed going to church a few weeks back, after not attending any church service for over two years.

"God I really don't know what to say, I know I only remember you when I'm in trouble and need your help, and for that I'm sorry."

I paused again as I thought of how I could properly construct my sentence, then it hit me that God didn't want to hear a perfectly constructed prayer, but he just wanted me to talk to him from my heart.