Most Important Think

Very next day we both are went to the our office.. we are going like it's our first.. we both are switch the position.. we are going to going to work with another boss. I don't know it's good thing or bad thing..

We just comfort each other. After yesterday when she told me.. I told her that she don't have to feel alone. I always be with her. She wanted to asked about me and Shawn but she didn't.. I am happy for that.. beacuse now I am not ready for it..

" We can do this.." she said to me.. and just nodded with her. And we both are get in the elevator..

" You think they will give us chance to meet each other.. " she asked me..

" I don't know hazz. But we will figure it out... " I said to her..

" Do you talk with Aunt Mary.. " she ask suddantly.. i dont get time to talk with mom.. I was so bussy in all this stuff.. I forget about to call her.. we i didn't reply she know that my answer is no..

" You have to call her.. yesterday mom called me.. I don't want to talk with her. But  I also know that if I don't pick it up.. she not going to stop.. she told me that your mom not feeling well.. I mean today's ago she's to high.. they called the doctor.. now she's fine.. but still.. she needs you bell.." she said to me.. hearing this.. I never know this my mom hide with me.. my mom everything to me.. I can just see her like this . I have to talk to her. And told her that how i am doing. When she know she will be happy.. and she will take care of her health..

" I will call her in lunch time.." i told her. And we Stand there little more. Than our floor come. We both hug each other. And part away..

I saw her office first time when Mrs Rosie show us our office.. so I go different direction and finally I see that my cabin.. I open it.. an get in..

When I reach.. I see there is already lots of work I have to started to do.. and I don't west any second.. and started to work on this project..

Hour and a half I see that some girl come knock my office and come in with coffee.. I didn't order any coffee..

" I didn't order any coffee.." I told her..

" I thought it's hazz.. well she always order coffee to her this time.. I am sorry." She said and ready to left my office I stop her..

" Wait . It's oky.. you can take it . And yeah you can come everyday do this things with me same too.. and about hazz.. she's in other end of the office you can make one more coffee for her and give here there.. she will be very appropriate with that.." I told her.and she smile at me.. and take coffee on my table.. and she nodded with me. And left..

I grab it.. and drink it.. damn.. now I feel really good.. take my time with my coffee. I again started to work.. than my phone buzz.. and it's hazz text.. I know she will text me to say thanks..

When I open it.. and yeah the way I think she thank me for this coffee.. I wellcomed her. And than we started out work again..

I don't know how much time I work on this project.. I hear another know on my office.. and Alex come in my office.. I got up to my seat.. than he told me to seat..

" You need anything Sir.." I told him.. he come my desk and see that what I am doing..

" I just want to know that you are comfortable here or not.. " he said to me.. and we talk with me nicely.. so I feel relaxed.

" Thanks you so much to do this to us.. we both really needed it.. and yeah I am very comfortable here.." I told him showing him my thousands dollars smile.

"Good.. and I also wanted to know you that your lunch time also changed.. and it's time.. you can go for lunch if you want to.." he said to me.. and I look at my watch.. it's noon.  Didn't see it..

Of course duh.. how can you know you are to bussy work on this project..

" Ohh thank you for knowing me this.. I will take my lunch time.. " I told him. And he nodded. And leave..  and I take deep breath. Uhhh...

" Now I have to get combo meal I really need this right now.." i told myself.. and grab my my things.. and left my office..

I enter King bugger.. and order me to large combo meal with Chess.. when my food come. I take pictures an sand to hazz. And she got mad and jealous.. we both talk some more time. Than I told her that I am going to talk with mom.. I will talk with her later.. she agree with me. And than I deal my Mom number an call her.

And my luck she pick up in two rings..

" Hyy my baby.. how's you.." she said when she pick my call..

" Mom if your not bussy come to the face time.. I want to see you..," I told her. And she agree an hangup on me.. thank God I also grab laptop with me..  and I connect with this Cafes wifi.. and than FaceTime to my mom..

" Hyy sweetie.." she said. And I see she's in leaving room and she's with Aunt Lucy..

" Hyy mom.. hyy aunt Lucy.. how's you both.." I told them.. and eat my food.

" We all are fine how you.. and it's your lunch time.. where is hazz " Aunt Lucy said..

" Well guy's.. there is problem.. we both have different time of lunch. So you see. I am eating this meal alone..come on join me.." I told them. and they suprise.. and than didn't say anything.

" No you have to baby.. so how's everything going there.. you girls settle down without any complications" mom said to me..

" We both are fine.. and all are going well.. I know you both are check social side some of you both are like my photos.." i told them..

" Yeahh looking at that.. we feel that you both are enjoying.." they said. And I nodded with my head also eating my food.

" But still guys.. we miss your food. And your hugs.. and also your weird face.." I joke at them. They both show me fake anger and than laugh..

" Oky guys you both are talk I will be back.." Aunt Lucy said. And me and Mom both are nodded.

" So mom how's you.. did you take care you health properly." I asked her.. and I also know that she know that why I am asking her..

" So that's why you called... I see.." she said and act like she's mad at me. Because I didn't call or text her..

" Mom.. I am sorry that I didn't contact you.. but that doesn't mean that you just skipped meal.. " said to her..

" I didn't Skip meal.. I just don't hungry.." she said to me..

" Mom.. don't act like I don't know.. how can I will be happy here when I hear that my own mother doesn't take care of herself.. you know I feel regret now to come here.. I am coming back to London.." i said to her..

" Ohh no baby.. no.. you are not coming before you complete your internship oky.. and I promise that I will take care of myself.. and you also have to promise that you will come me whenever you got time.. and not avoid me.. I miss you darling.." my mom said. And we both are cried.. I know I am the only person to her life.. she's also Alone there.. I know she want me to stay with her. I also want to stay with her. I don't want her to be alone..

" Mom stop crying.. I will called everyday I promise.. I don't like it when you cry.. you see you all make-up ruined.. now you look like ghost.." i made joke so she can laugh..

" I will when you also stop crying.." she said to me.. and wipe her face..

" mom see.. I am stop.. " i said to her wiping my tears..

" You hear the news bella.." mom said to me.. we both know what she talking about..

" Yeahh I hear it.. I also congratulate them." I tell her.

" Are you coming next month to the wedding.." she asked me..

" Yes.. I guess.. we are still family.. and I don't want him to feel sad in he's wedding night.." i told her..

" And what about you darling.. he's doing all this.. he's hurting you what about this.." my mom know me well.. she know that everyone know that how much I love and adore Grayson..

" Mom.. I will be fine.. it's not about me right now.. it's about him. Can't you see he's happy with her.. she make her smile, laugh, love, care.. what I want more. I just want him to be happy.. if he's happiness are connected with her.. so I don't want to hold him back." I told her mom.

" Bell I really proud off you.. your daddy will proud of you if he's here right know.. he saw you that how you grow up and become woman and sacrifice her won happiness.. he will happy for you Bella.." she said.

" Mom.." i said.. " I miss him... I miss him so damn much.." I told her.. I know if my dad is alive . This thing never happened.. and me and Grayson maybe still with each other.. who know we both are ended up to love each other's.. or I never had married with him.. I am still single or doing don't know what..

" I miss him to baby.. I miss him to.." she said to me.. I see the time. My lunch break is  over and I still her I have to go to office now like right now..

" Mom.. please take care of you health. I don't want you any other complete about you. and my lunch time is over.. i will call you.. now I have to go.. love you.." I told her.

" I love you to bell.. take care of yourself and also take care of hazz. And whenever got time please contact me.. I always free for you.." she said to me.

" I will mom.. I will.." i said and cut the call. And get up on my seat. And give them extra tips. For using there hospot..  and I left the cafe. And Went to my office.. damn I am too late..

When I reached top floor.. I see that Alex and hazz both are standing there waiting for elevator..

" You are late ." Alex said when he see me..

" Bell are you oky.. I thought something happened.." she said. And hug me..

" I am fine hazz.. I just forget about time.. I am talking with our mom's.." I told her and she broke the hug and said o and also made face like this..

" So what they said.." she said ignore Alex that he's still standing here..

" Well they suprise saw me alone eating my food.." I tell her. And than we both look at each other and look at Alex. He look at us. And get little scared at us..

" What.." he said.. we both are ignore him..

" Anyway leave for now. we will talk about this.. when we are in our apartment.." I told her. And she nodded.. and I left them. I see that Alex also go with her. I don't know why he follow her when hazz already clear him out that there is nothing going on and nothing going to happen.. or maybe just give them time to fine it that there own.

I get in my office. Take my things. And I feel relaxed little talk with my mom.. I forget that how much I miss her.. now I feel guilty that.. I bussy in handle to my problems I forget about her.. how I feel like Grayson.. I don't want to be like him.. I want to be better person.. I am not doing anything like this.. my first priority is my family.. after that is work and all things .

Yes.. now I will keep that in mind.. I don't care how much I am bussy or stress I have to talk with her. Talking with her. I feel little bit happy. She also seems happy when she seem me.. oky so if I made her like this. And she will take care of herself so I will do it.. I don't want to lost her.. she's my only real family.. and I want her by my side. We both are going to be old together.. we don't want man to happy us. We are happy with each other.. plus I also have hazz. Aunt Lucy.. it's our little group..

After thinking all this.. I started again to work the project what I am working on before. But the same time someone enter to my office with knocking.. I snap myself for sudden thing.. I look up.. and that's it..

What is he's doing here.

" Mr Staves.. what are you doing here.." i didn't expect him here. And I am not more in he's under working.. so why he's here..