Looking at him. I clear my thought..
" Alex Sir is not here.. " i tell him. He look at my office. And come to my desk . And look at what I am going.. and look at my work.. he walk where I was standing. He stood besides me.. I feel nervous again.. why he's here..
" I will called him to tell you are looking for him.." i said. I don't know what to say.. what to do.. so I just grab office phone and started to called him but Shawn grab the phone and cut it..
" I am not here for him.." he said. And than keep looking at my drawing.
" I am here to talk with you.." he said to me.. and than look at me.. and our eyes meet.. we both are close.. I Feel hot. And my heatbeat getting faster.. I didn't say anything.. and nodded..
" I saw the news.." he said to me. I nodded again..
" You don't have to worry about it.. I will handle this.. " he said to me.. looking at me.. I nodded again.. I want to say but I just don't have words how to said..
" Why you do this.." he ask me.. I don't know what he talking about.. I give him confused look..
" This.. avoiding me.. switch the position.. what's going on in your mind.. " he said to me.. come closer to me.. I try to stap back.. but her arm come to my waist tightly pull me towards him. I shivered when it's happened..
" I.. I.." i want to give him answer but words can't come out..
" Stop shuttering and speak.." he said. When he said I feel like he don't like it. What i done. He's mad.. but why..
I don't have to think about him. I want to think about me.. what's good for me.. when I still didn't say I see he's eye's.. I getting more angry.. before he said anything.. I give him he's question answer.
" Beacuse i want to work with your bother.. not with you.. and I don't want any drama like what happened yesterday.. so it's better this than that.. " I said to him..
" Ohh so you want my brother.. how can I forget this.. " he said to me.. and push me over to him.. and make he's distance for me.. I feel hurt when he did that.. but also confused that what he mean by that..
" You can work with him now as much as you want to do now on.. i will never interfere in your life anymore.. " he said to me.. and left my office.. I see hes anger. He's eye's boiling in anger.. I hope he will be alright. And don't do any bad things. Or stupid thing's..
I drink glass of water and clam myself down.. he really giving me a hard time.. why I always feel like this. When he's near me.. why i feel different and strange.. I don't know what this feeling is but I like it.. I got attract to him. I like it when he touch me when he talk with him.. I like it when he smile.. he's smile are beautiful.. and he's laugh.. he's look cute when he act like worry free.
Why he always act with arrogantly with people. Now it's my most question that keep eating me.. I mean why can't he just act normal like normal people.. why he's rude with everyone.. is he allergic to the people.. I hate that when he talk with everyone like this.. I real want to change him. Know him why he is like this.. but again.. it's not my business.. I am not here for know why he's like this.. I am here for work.. I have to do my work. And mind my business. And like this. I started to work on my project..
And my day gone like this all bussy in work.. hazz come to my office when office hours is close. And I am happy that she come.. than we both left the building together.. and we talk about this our project.. and discuss about it.. she told me that she's also got stressed about this project.. and Shawn giving her hard time..
" You don't know.. but he seems so mad.. I mean it's my first day.. I see how he act with other people.. " she told me .
" I see him hazz.. he always like this.. that's why I keep mind my business.. and try to do best to not to hear bad words to he's mouth.. he don't respect anything.. " I told her..
When we both reach home we both when to kitchen and start cooking.. we thought that first we eat food. Than we go for freshen up and than watch some movies or series. And i don't mind with her.
" But bell today you have to do this . I mean morning when I saw him. He seems not like this. But when i see after had my lunch.. he's seems to much angry.. i don't know but it's not good think.. " she said an I think about it.. I see how angry he is when he left my office.. he all angry throw on them. Poor people they all are scared of him now more..
" Did something happen.." she said. When I didn't said anything to her..
" What.. no nothing happened.. what your talking about.." I told her..
" I mean I was thinking that maybe he come to you and you both got fight and after that he's mood like this.. who knows.. " she said to me an tease me. I rolled my eyes. And show her that whatever she thinking that nothing happened..
" Ohh my bad I thought maybe..," she said to me..
" Shut up hazz.. and why he come to my office.." I ask her..
" I don't know who knows bell.. " she said. And drinking orange juice.
" Well don't think all rubbish.. and he's always like this.. just forget about him.. you tell me what happened in lunch.. " i said. And she saw my face when I give her smike and told her that I got you girl..
" It's was nothing.. he's also going for lunch.. and he didn't even know I was standing there.. when we both get in elevator we didn't talk.. we just stood there. He asked that going for lunch. I just give him look that he just nodded. And than offer me to join him.. I first dicline him. But than he is so stubborn we both are ended together.. you see I don't have any choice.. he's always did what he want. And I have to ended up with him. And I hate this. Sometimes I feel like he's commanding me. And I am he's robot and do all things what he want me to do.. " she said grab her bread frustratingly..
" ohh god I am going to be mad one day.. " she said. And it's cute. I also want to laugh but I didn't..
" Don't worry hazz.. I am here " I told her. And she smile at me .
" I will book for you bed in hospital." I told her and she didn't know what I said but when she get it.. I just run away to her laugh looking at her face..
We both head after little pillow fight. And tinkle to each other.. when we both got bored. We both grab our dinner. And eat it. And post some of pics of us in my social account.. hazz smile at it. And than we quickly comment there and pulling each other leg.. and than we when to the our room.
I get shower and wear my comfort night clothes.. and than grab my laptop and enter to hazz room. And jump on her bed. She did same when she saw me.. and than we both get comfortable in bed. And watch movies and when we both sleep we didn't know.. I wake up in mid night I see that movie finish but my laptop still on.. so I just closed it.. and take it side in desk.. I look at hazz sleeping like little baby.. her body is hugging me. So I didn't up and sleep with her.. I also don't want to up and go to my bed. I kiss her forehead. And close my eyes. And sleep..
Next two days gone like this. We both are to bussy in our work. We didn't even watch movie or anything in night. Because we to tired to do this.. we come home and eat dinner and went our bed and sleep.. hazz is to bussy in her work. I see her she also get her work with her to do it.. she told me that Shawn is giving her very hard time.. he keep snapping at her. And she doing it this again like 5th time. She told me that today's if I didn't impressed him. He will going to kick her out.. I told her that if I could help her but she said she's oky with that. She want to do her own.. and i am appropriate that..
Today is Thursday.. and we both are little late because hazz woke up late. She told me she sleep late night beacuse she's to bussy in going her project.. I didn't say to much.. when we reach our floor we quickly hug each other and part away..
When I reach my office.. I first go to Alex and told him sorry to come late. He didn't said . Just nodded. I feel little relax.. when I come to my office.. I text hazz tell her that I am not screwed and Alex did mad at me.. he didn't even say to me..
I wait her to text me.. to see that she's also oky or not.. than I grab my work. And started to work.. I hope she's okay.. after my phone buzz. I check it.. and it's from her..
She told me that Shawn to mad at me to come late. And he yelled at her. But she's fine. She handle him.. I feel really guilty now switching things. Beacuse me she want to see all that.. I hope Shawn don't give her hard time.. I hear another buzz. She told me that she's going to show him her work. She want me to wish her luck. And I smile at her.. and I wish her. And told her that all is she don't have to worry. She will did good. After that I bussy in my work..
After 20 minutes I hear hazz com to my office with crying.. I got up on my chair. And hug her. And she crying out loud.. what Happened to her.. why he's crying..
" What happened to you.." i told her. I got panicked looking at her..
" He.. he.." he said. And keep trying.. what he did.
" What he said. Tell me I will swear to God I will kick he's ass ." I told her.
" He don't like my idea.. he told me that.. that I am useless.. and he kick me out. And told me that I don't have to come here.. he just fired me bell.. I am so scared what i will said to dad.. I am scared bell.. " she said. And cry.. I got angry he cry my hazz. My sister.. how dare he to do that..
" You wait here. You are not going anywhere.. you are working here.. I see how he just fired you like this.. you seat here. You don't have to cry.. shh.. stop crying.." i told her. And give glass of water to drink it.. she drink all of this.. and I don't mind it there.
" Bell. I am so scared.. I don know what happened next.. I don't think so he higher me again.. they way he talking to me.. I see him.. damn I am so screwed. " She said. And try to not to cry more..
" You don't have to worry.. that's not going to happen.. we both are going to complete our internship here no matter what.. I assure you that.. " i told her. She look at me with sad smile.. I kiss her forehead..
" You stay here. Order some lunch we are going to lunch here together.. I will be back.. " I told her..
" Where are you going.. " she asked me looking at nervously..
" You don't have to worry about it.. you just take rest.. and don't cry.. I don't like it when you cry.. and see your face.. your all make-up ruin.. " I told her.
" I will go to washroom and clean myself.. " she said to me. An get up in chair.
" I will come with you.., " i told her.. and she didn't said much. We both are go and she wash her face. I give her hanky and she clean her face. She look now beautiful without makeup.. I smile at her. And she smile back..
We both quickly get out from here. And than again come to my office.. and we both are seat there silently.. I have to talk to him.. before first I check that hazz are oky.
"Are You oky.." I asked her. An she nodded. I feel relaxing..
" So like I said before.. order some lunch.. and feel free to seat here. I will back.. I have things to do ." I told her. And get up on my chair..
" You don't have to do this belll. " She said. To me..
"I have to hazz. Because of me he did with you.. if we both didn't switch it. That's not going to happen.. " i told her..
" And what happened. if He will fired you.." she said to me..
" So what.. but still I think that it's my fault and let me fix it.. " i told her..
"You don't have to do this bell. " She said again she know what I am going to do it..
" I have to.. i want you to join here again.. and I will do everything for that.. " i told her. Kiss her forehead and left my office..
It's time for face the devil.. and this time it's not going to end well.. I just hope that all go well..