I Love You Too Princess

Standing there to front of he's room taking deep breath.. I don't know he open the door for me or not.. but I want to try..

I known he's door hesitately.. but he didn't answer it . Than I again try it.. gods know what that boy doing in there..

" I don't want to see you Bobby.. just go away.." he shout.. thank God he's oky.. he think that I am Bobby. Means Bobby is not here with him.. he's alone in here room..

" It's not Bobby gray.. it's me.. Bella.." i said to him hesitately..

" Bella.. " he said. I wait for him to open the door. So I can get in. And talk with him.. and my luck he opened the door..

" What are you doing here.." he said looking at me up to down.. and with food.. I look at he's face.. He's black eyes. Small cut in he's lips. And he's red nose. Deep cut in he's cheeks.. damn Shawn really badly hurt him..  he still didn't even change he's clothes..

" I am.. umm.. want to talk with you.. plus I know you also didn't eat anything so I brought this.. " i said him nervously..  he's eye's look with mine. And nodded. And the gusturd me to come in.. and we both enter he's house. And he lock the door behind us.. I don't mind in that..

I take all food in small table.. and turn around to face him.. he's standing there and looking at me. I walk to him.. and touch he's cuts.. he hissed in pain.. I apologized him. He didn't say anything after that..

" Go get Change.. take warm shower.. I get you clothes.. after that we can eat food.. " I told him.. looking at him.. removing he's tie.. he nodded.. and did what I told him.. it's feel strange to doing all this thing.. after long time..

He grab the towel. And left to get shower..  I walk to he's closets.. and grab he's joggers. And dar blue hoodie. In this he look so handsome and smart.. I grab it.. and take it in bad.. and Walk toward to the window.. and looking at the sky..

How much thing changes.. I don't know it's good thing or bad. But I just wish that whatever happen after that.. everything goes well..

I hear the door unlocked and Gray come out.. I look at him.. he's on towel whom wrap around he's waist.. like old days.. I look away.. and again look at the blue sky..

After 10 minutes later I see he's fully changed.. I grab trolley with me.. and we both are seat in bed like all times and I forward both burger and pizza whom he want to eat first.. he grab pizza. And eat it.. and I get burger and we both started to eat silently.. and I like this.. yeahh there is tansion between us.. but we have to first get comfortable..

He suddenly chok.. I rub he's back.. and clam him. And give him glass of water to drink it . An he accept it.. and drink it.. I still rub he's arm.. that he can't chok again.. and like this we eat out food.

Eating food. I quickly clear it all this.. and grab first aid kit. And told him to don't to move.. and he didn't move.. I apply betaine and than his wound get fix as fast as that..

When I done with it.. and I started to walk away.. but he stop me.. and hug my waist tightly.. I got confused first.. than I didn't say it anything.. i stood still there. Give him he's movment.. my hand touch he's head. I Am started to massage he's hair. I mean started to play with him.. whom I really want to do long time ago. When he's with me but still he is with me but not the way I want too.. and now get I time to do this.. now I am not that girl anymore..

" I am sorry princess." He said to me.. I hear he's broken voice. I feel sad.. hurt to looking at him like this heart broken.

" I am sorry to Grayson.." I also apologize to him.. he broke he's hug. And  look up to me...

" You don't have to apologise.. it's all my fault.. and I deserve all of it.. don't you think.. " he said to me.. I walk away form him.. and take first aid kit in he's place.. and site besides gray.. holding he's hand..

" No.. you don't deserve this.. you deserve better.." i told him..

" You didn't here what hazz told me.. how I act like bastard to you.. how I hurt you when I never want to.. " he said to me.. I give him smile and nodded that yeahh I heard what she said.. but still for me he doesn't deserve it .

" Yeahh I heard everything what she said.. and there is not her fault.. she said what she saw. We can't blame her right.." i told him..

" But I am not thinking about you like this.. I know you are not like this. For me your perfect husband to me.. you did all this things for me.. I guess no other husband do this.. you give me for us chance that we can take slow step's to make this work this relationship. And appreciate that.. in all this year's. I never think that you did anything wrong. You do your job sincerely. " I told him..

" Like you promise my dad you did all this thing.. except one thing.. but you know what.. I am not angry on you for that that you can't love me back. Or you leave for someone else.. maybe I west to much time to give our relationship a chance. And when I think it's time. Like hazz said you already I had with chance but it's too late when I realise and I lost it. But now I am thinking that we both are not mean to be maybe someone else has it like you see Bobby to you.." i said to him.. crying and laughing both at the same time..

" But still I don't blem you.. maybe we are not meant to be. " I told him..

" Princess.. your are the best thing happened to my life.. I know that I never know this.. but I am telling you right now.. I know I half of 3 year's I ignore you.. but still in all this things. I missed you.. I miss our time. I miss how you care for me.. and I am sorry that I didn't give you that. And I broke your heart.." he told me..

" It's oky gray.. it's past.. now I am over it.. I just love you like best friend. And I don't want to ruined it.." i told him.. wiping my tears..

" I always love you princess.. " he said to me.

" Mom cry to much when she see your face. She didn't stop it.. i want to you go to her and talk her about her.. she Love's you.." I told him.

" I know everyone's loves me more than you.." he joke. And we both laugh..

" Yeah whatever.." I said to him..

" By the way.. your lover boy is to strong see what he done to my gorgeous face." He said to me.. I smile at him sadly.. and I kiss he's cheeks..

" You don't have to worry about it.. he's going to apologise for what he don't to your gorgeous face.. " i said to him..

" By the way how that all happened.." he asked me.. and than I smile how me and Shawn meet... how our first encounter is..

" Well that the story.. me and hazz we both are meet the Staves before we join there.." I told him.. and told him how hazz meet Alex.. and we both laugh out loud..

" Damn I can't believe with she really did it.. " he said..

" You have no idea.. the lady who's switch with seat with her she's he's own mother.. " i told him..

" Oohh damn how do you know.." he tell me..

" When they invite us to there house party.." I told him duh tone..

" And how you and Shawn meet.." he asked me..

" Well its just that hazz told me there is club.. she saw it.. when she grab breakfast for us.. so we already plan it than we go there. Because after than maybe who now's we get time.. so we go there.. " i told him.. and he so interested it and smile hearing this.. and excited to know this what happened..

" We are enjoying our fun.. than hazz started to compliments me that how I am looking hot and sexy and all this thing.. I thank her. And than she ask that why I didn't compliment her.. so for her happiness.. I look at someone who can compliment.. so I see besides me someone is seating there doing something on in phone's don't know what.. he even in interested in anyone. Drinking he's own drink. I tap he's shoulder and he look at us.. and give us question look.." i told him.. and thinking about that movment..

" Than I told him to can he told my friend how's he looking.. he look at hazz once over. And than told me that he's not in mood. And drinking he's drink.. so I got mad. I mean I told him nicely.. what will happen fir he just compliment hazz. But no he just ignore us. It's big rejection you know.. so I just throw my cocktail drink on him.." i told him..

" Holly fucking shit.." he said and laugh..and I just join her..

" Ohh damn.. you have to.. you have to..," i want to say him but my laughter can't just die out..

" I have to what princess..," he said to me..

" You have to saw he's face.. Duffy. Priceless.. angry Bird.. like any time he going to kill me.. i give him tissue to clean himself.. and than me and hazz both run away to him.." I told him..

" After that.. hazz and me laughing out loud in restroom.. and than hazz told me that is my fault.. so we decide to apologise him for this.. to we search him but he didn't seem anywhere.. so than we leave them.. than I got in idea. I give money to bartender and buy counter. And can of beers..  and told them that what we are going to do.. so they told us that we have to wait for this.. and that time hazz told me that boy again come and he's behind me.. whom I throw drink on.. so he said before.. I apologise to him.. after that I don't know what happened he leave. Didn't even say something.. hazz told me that he got call and all.. so I just ignore it.. well I finally apologize to mine side.." I told him...

" After that bartender told me that they did it.. than me and hazz up to the counter.. and the spread all beers to everyone.. and than me and hazz both dirty dance in counter.. after that our little performance.. we got again join the crowd and dance with them.. but that same time uncle jhon can hazz. And it's like 2 in the morning and we both are still in club.. so hazz told me that she will handle it.. so I seat in counter alone.. and enjoy my drink.. after that you know believe that what happened..," i told him...

" Than tell me so I can know woman.." he said and I laughed at he's behavior..

" The same man come to me and compliment about my little performance.. and than something happen we both argue.. I didn't know about what.. so I just got up angrily and walk to the dance floor. And I seduce him..." I told him..

" Yeahh I see you drink the short when it's question come.." he said to me..

" Well he has to much ego.. if I told him come dance with me... He will reject me.. so I seduce him.. and you know it work.. and come and dance with me.. that the same time hazz told me that we have to go home.. so without telling him anything.. I just left with hazz. But I know I felt that he's eyes on me Everytime.." I told him...

" After that Monday come.. and me and hazz both are late because of her. So we run to that time guy in elevator.. so I just worn him to don't get hopes that something going to happen between us that guy didn't said to me.. he only smrike.. when me and hazz enter the Staves office. That me and hazz both shock that who our boss's are.." i told him..

" And that Alex and Shawn.." he said to me. And I nodded..

" But one this is first sure.. Shawn did what I told him.. he only talk with me when it's about work.. but next weekend we both meet together and than I feel something to him.. because of me it's to mysterious guy.  But still I stay away for him because it's good to both of us.. and I am married so I don't want him to involve all this mess. So that's why I switched my place with hazz and I started to walk for Alex.. but Shawn started to give hazz hard time. And he also told her that don't to come next day to work.. that day me and Shawn had argument about it.. and than..." I told him everything what happened that..

He listen everything what happen and how it's happened.. no matter what I just want hide with gray.. he deserve to know.. like he told me about Bobby. So I also have to told him about Shawn..

" So that's why today he behaving like this.." he said to me.. and I nodded..

" He have anger issues but don't have to worry about it.. because he's trying already.. and i know he will be fine.. " I told him..

" But princess I am still worry about you.. what if he's not the guy.. I don't want to your heart broken again.." he said to me..

" Gray.. you don't have to worry about me.. how can I explain you.. oky you just wait and observe him tomorrow.. you will got your answer in your question.." I told him..

" What you mean by tomorrow I want to know now.." he said.. typical him..

" If you want to know. You want to wait for tomorrow.. now go and sleep. Tomorrow is big day.. " i told him and kiss he's forehead..

" By the way where is Bobby.." i asked him..

" I don't know she try to talk to me so maybe she go for her childhood friends.. who's also coming today." He said to me. And I nodded..

" Oky fine cool.. but don't forgot to meet mom and dad.. and you meet before.. just give your face. Or mom blame Shawn more.." I told him.

" Don't worry princess I will handle this..  I will talk about this.. you go.. and sleep. I love you.." he said and kiss my forehead.. I smile..

" I love you to gray.. I love you always.." I told him..

I still love him.. but not more like lover anymore.. I love him like bestfriend.. and like this I left he's room. And walk to my room..

When I enter my room I see that Shawn are sitting in my room.. I surprise looking at him.. don't know how much time he seat here..

" Hyy you come.." he said to me..

" I thought you never come.." he said to me.. i walk where he's standing..

" And why you thought like this.." i said to him.. and hug him...