" Are you oky.." Shawn asked me.. I broke the hug .. and smile at me.. I looking at him.. how handsome he's.. how attractive he is.. how beautiful he's blue eyes.. my favorite color is blue..
" What happene.. it's something on my face.." he said to me very husky and Sexy voice.. and my mind just thinking all sexual things .
" Are you . Umm.. I mean.. you had food.. did you eat.." i sad to him.. why I always so nervous whenever he's closer to me..
" Yeahh I did had food. Did you had food.." he ask me.. I nodded with my eyes.
" How's do.. umm I mean Grayson... Is he okay.. " he asked me.. and I smile at him..
" He's fine now.. hazz words really hurt him.. I never saw him like this.. lost boy.. and you have to apologise to him tomorrow.. " i told him..
" Yeahh yeah . " He said rolling he's eye's..
" Don't roll your eyes on me.. since when you are doing this.." I told him..
" Since my eye lead on you.. " he said to me..
" When.." i whisper to him.. he's jew tans and I like it when he react.. I smrike at him..
" You want to know.." he ask me.. of course I want to know. When we meet first time he never even look at me. So I am curious.
" yes-s " I told him..
" Ummm.. next time.." he said to me. And wink at me. I borrow my eye..
" You are such tease.. " i told him..
" I like it when you bagged me.. " he said to me and kiss my nose.. and I blush.. closing my eyes. I smile.. they way he make me feel.. shut up Bella.. I open my eyes and look at him..
" Whatever.. not get out of my room. I want to sleep.. tomorrow is Gray's wedding.." i told him..
" I don't want to go anywhere.. " he said childishly..
" Than what are you doing here staying my room.." i told him..
" Cuddle.." he said.. drama queen..
" No.. get out now Shawn.." I clear my thoughts and said to him..
" Fine.. I am going.. " he said. Kiss my forehead and than he wish me goodnight and get out my room..when he's out of my room.. I switch of the light. And jump on my bed..
" Ooohh.. my confi bed.. I missed you so much.. " I said and close my eyes and sleep..
...,.......
" Get up woman.. all are waiting for us to breakfast.. " hazz yelled my ear..
" Get off me.. let me sleep.. go away.." I said in my sleep..
" If you not up in 10 sec.. I will eat your pancake whom Aunt Mary made it..." She said. And I open my eyes. And jump on and seat in Indian style in my bed.. rubbing my eyes..
" I hate you " I yelled her. When she know I am up.. she get out to my room..
" I love too my baby.. now come in 10 minutes.." she shout back.. and get out of my side..
I see it's 8 o'clock in Morning.. who the hell wake up in morning.. I try to re-think and started to sleep again.. than I remember what hazz said.. pancakes...
I quickly get up.. brush my teeth.. wash my face.. done my business and get out to my room..
I reach downstairs.. and went to the dinning room.. there is noises coming.. means all are up...
" Goo morning my fav people.." i told them entering there.. after that one by one i kiss everyone accept Bobby..
When I reach to Shawn he smile at me. And I also give him kiss I he's cheeks.. and he give me bright smile. And I seat beside him..
" Good morning.." i greet him.. he kiss my forehead..
" Good morning love.." he said. And I blush..
" So what's special in breakfast.. I am hungry.." I said.. and everyone looking at me..
" Today's all my favorite things.. not for you special princess.. " Grayson said to me..
" Mom... " I call my mom.. give him smrike to gray..
" He's right darling.. after all today's he's day.." mom said to me.. and than gray smrike back..
" I hate him.. " I murmured to my breath..
" You don't love.." Shawn said in my ear.. I look at him.. and smile at him..
" Bella eat fast rubby and Sasha both are coming in half an hour. We don't have time.. plus we have to reach church before the 12 o'clock.. I want to see that hows the decorations and all plan Grayson.. " hazz told me..
" It's all Bella did it online.. I also didn't even idea I also want to know.. " gray said..
" What.. she did it.. you said. You will handle it.. like this..." Bobby said.
" It's oky baby.. you will love it.. you just wait and watch.. " gray told her..
" I better.. " she said to him her rolling eyes..
" Oky i am also going the photographers told that they won't bride and her partner come earlier.. so they will get some beautiful shots.. " she said kiss gray on he's lips. And leave..
" So what's your today's plan.. did you talk with Grayson.." I ask Shawn..
" Don't worry princess.. we both talk.. and also he's not Lezy like you.. he apologized to me and also everyone.. " Grayson said to me.. I give him fake smile.. and nodded with him.. i look at Shawn he look at me nodded with he's head.
" So what's your plan.." I ask him...
" He's going to with me whole day.. and help me for my wedding... " Grayson said again.. I hate it when he annoying like this..
" Are you Shawn.. " I ask him..
" No I am the greatest Grayson.." he said an wink at me..
" You know what.. Shawn you had you breakfast.." i ask him..
" Of course he did he's not... " When started to explain.. I grab Shawn's hand.. and we both are leave the dinning room.
" Before wedding no funny business princess." He shout again and said.. and all are laugh.. I close my eyes. It's so embarrassing..
" Ignore him love.." Shawn said to me..
" Sorry about that.. he's always like this.. " I told him.. and we both are come to living room. And seat there..
" it's oky.. i think I have to little talk to him about this. " He said looking at serious. I got panic again.. he look at me.. that I started to shake.. he again change action and laugh..
" You... You have to see your face.. " and he. Laugh.. I got up and jump upon in him. And started to punching he's chest.. but he still laughing.. and what the hell who's he.. he's chest are made in metal or what.. I mean it's to hard. An he didn't even yelled..
" Oky stop.. " he said.. grabbing my both hands and he hug me.. and pull me toward him.. I blush when he did it..
" You are so innocent you know..." He said to me..
" What you mean by that.. you want experience girl.." I burn out. And than I realized what I just said. I bit my tongue.. and he suprise when I said to him..
" No.. no I mean.. damn Bella. You are such tease..." He said..
" What I even do.. I just ask normal question... " I said to him..
" But why are you talking about all this.. I never said I want that.. " he said to me.. I rise my eyebrows..
" You don't want that.." i said him..
" What.. no.. no.. I mean yes I want that.. but not that fast.. damn.. bella.. how can I explain you.. " he said to me.. lose he's hold on me.. i look at him.. I hug my him. With my arm to he's neck.. and also I hug my legs to he's waist.. and I am looking at him..
" Hyy.. it's oky.. we don't have to talk about that.. " i told him.. but he's not looking at me.. so I hold he's chin to my one hand. And than turn he's face on me. So he can look at me..
" Bella.. you don't know what are you doing to me.. but I just don't want to jump on you.. i want to do all this things slowly.. " he said to me..
" Like I did with Gray.. " I said.. again stupid me..
" Not that slow.. chill you will understand.. and I want to say that.. I am not your first love.. but I want to be your last. So don't ever think that I will going to just lose you or leave you.. what happened is your pas and that is not going to hppnd in future.. if we fight or anything.. don't have dare to leave me.. you understand that.. " he said to me. I know he's serious about it...
" I never leave you shawn.. but what if you leave me.. " i ask him..
" I will never do that.. but if you think that I will do any of this.. you don't give up on me.. " he said to me.
" Shawn.. " i said called he's name. He look at me to my eyes.. " what if you cheat on me.."he said to me.. now he's time to rise he's eyebrows..
" I will never do that such thing.. or if I did.. you have to hear me out this first.. than it's up to you what you want to do... " He said to me..
" What if I cheat.. " started to say but he cut me of..
" I trust you Bella.. " he said to me.. amd I just looking at me so much in Love.. did I have to call myself to lucky..
" Bella.. we are going to their let.. " hazz said and interrupt us... I give him sad smile. But he dont mind it.. kiss my nose.. and I got up he's lap.. and walk with hazz..
" I want to hear all details..." hazz said.. when we reach in my room..
" What details..." I ask him..
" Don't play me.. I know last night he's in your room.. "she said to me.. I just give her look seriously girl..
" Well nothing happened.. we just talk.. and I told him to go he's room.. beacuse I want my beauty sleep.. " i tell her..
" You both are just talk talk.." she said me sarcastically..
" Yeahh.. nothing happened. " I told her.
" Not even kiss in lips.. " she ask.. and I nodded.
" Omg you both are losers.. " she said..
" It's not like that hazz.. he don't want to jump on me like this.. when he know I never do all this things.. so he want to enjoy all this.. and do a things memorable. So yeah.. something like that.. " I explain her...
" I am telling you.. he's totally into you.. " she said. And smile..
" I don't know hazz. Let's see.. now let's start.. when ruby coming.." i ask her..
" Fuck.. they will be here any movement.. I have to go get shower.. by.. I will see you later.. " she said.. and just like she runway..
I grab towel.. and get in the shower.. today's going to be long day...
" You look beautiful Bella.." ruby said.. I look at to myself to the mirror.. I am looking at beautiful.. this maxi dress also looking fabulous on me..
" It's All beautiful because of you ruby.." I told her..
" Thank you so much.. are you coming to the wedding.. " i asked her..
" Not in wedding.. but sure we are doing to be come with you guys.. in evening ball.. " she said to me. I nodded with her.. an we both are get out of my room..
" Let's see is hazz ready or not.. " I said to her. And she pack all things..
" I will meet you in evening same time.. last yesterday.. it's oky with you.. " ruby ask me..
" It's totally fine with me.. " i said an smile..
" Hazz are you... " And like this we both are look at each other up to down and our mouth are hand up.. she's looking beautiful growing woman..
" I have to tell Alex that ask there present to talk with Uncle John.. before someone else does.. " I told her. And she blush and laugh..
" Shut up.. I am not ready at.." she said..
" Who knows.." I said. And she rolled her eyes .
" Let's go.. we have 30 minutes to reach there.. i don't want to miss anything.. thanks you girls.. we will see you in the evening.. " hazz said.. and we both are walk to downstairs..
" All are already are reach there.. it's just us.. Alex already asked me two time where were we.. and I am keep laying that we are stuck in traffic.. and he just trust me easily.. can you believe that.. " she said. And we both get in car.. and I laugh..
" No.. but he's also know that your laying.." i told her..
" Why did he text you.. or anything.. " she said with little panic..
" No stupid girl.. it's just that he knows how we are.. we are always late.. " I told her..
" I don't think that.. fine than when we reach there.. ask him.. if I said it's true than you have to do my laundries for week in New York.. " i said to her..
"Fine.. if I won.. same gose to you.. " she said to me with smrike..
" Are you sure... " I ask her again.. she think about it.. she want to believe on this.. biut than I smrike at her.. she again leave all thought and nodded with her head..
" I am damn sure.. " she said..
" We will see.. " i said with bright smile..
" And yeah.. ready for your punishment.." i said to her..
" Well I don't thing so I will going to lose that easily.." she said to me..
" Whatever.. time will tell.. " I said .
We reach on time.. even we are 10 minutes early.. means we have to time talk with people.. involved with them...
" We have time's.. let's start with selfees baby.." hazz said. And I agree with her.. we click couple of pictures.. and we both click single photos to both of us..
" Don't post now.. I want to see all reaction in real..." I told her.. and she nodded..
" What you thing.. what will happen in there.." she said to me..
" For that we have to get in woman.. " i said to her annoyingly..
" Damn why are you like this.. can't you just say sweetly.. " she said to me..
" Than don't ask stupid question hazz." I said to her.
" Oh my god.. there is Media you will be oky so. We can make walk fast.." she said to me..
" Why they just can leave us alone.. " i said to her..
" It's there job.. who knows.. they also don't want to do this.. but it's there work.. right.. in return they got money.. just click couple of Photos.. that's there profession. " She said.. she's right.. I don't have to think about them like this.. but still..
" But they always annoying us.. I mean I am not saying that don't do that.. but sometimes they creeping me out.. asking questions. " I told her..
" Than who's saying you to hear them.. just ignore them.. it's not that they demanding you or anything.. it's all up to you.. what you want to do.. " she said..
" Wow.. now you are talk like adult.. " I told her..
" Come on.. I know i am smart.. " she said..
" Wow can I forget this.. that after all your Grayson cousin.. " i said to her..
" Don't compare me to him.. I am not like him.. and he if wants to be.. still he's not going to be like me.. " she said..
" Don't forget that you still love him.. " i said.. and she smile..
We both are quick enter there ignoring all media.. and when we reach there.. we saw that.. both Alex and Shawn are talking with girls.. and they both girls are looking too beautiful.. they are talking with girls. Laughing.. and they some things to girls that both borh girls are blush..
" Fucking hell what the hell they are both doing and how dare he flirting with other girl in front of my family.. " hazz said.