Chapter 17: The Confessions And Feelings

😘" Ryan's POV "😘

💋" In Game Room "💋

Woah! No freaking way! This room looks so freaking awesome! I think to myself as I sit on one of the big bean bags that practically surrounds the huge room.

You're probably wondering what the room looks like, right? I'm gonna tell you anyways even if you don't wanna know!

So, there's a ton of bean bags and all different colors. The walls are painted with weirdly cool looking designs. There's a hockey table, a few arcade games, an Xbox 360 (A/N: Don't judge me, I prefer Xbox 360's than Xbox 1's), a huge flat screen TV, comic books in the corner, board games, basically all the things you could want in a game room.

When I first came in and sat down I noticed that Stacey, Blake, and Ember were outside the door having a conversation. Oh well, I don't really care. I think to myself as I lean back in the bean bag and close my eyes.

After a few minutes I feel a tap on my shoulder and I open my eyes only to see Ember and Blake standing in front of me with concern looks which, kinda confuses me but oh well.

"Hey, what's up?", I ask and they look at each other and nod.

"Do you mind if we sit next to you?", Blake asks and I shrug

"Go ahead, I don't really care.", I say and they sit down on a bean bag on both sides of me.

"Thanks.", Ember says and I nod.

"So, since I can already tell you guys need to tell me something, what is it that you need to tell?", I ask and then a loud crack of thunder strikes. I jump not expecting the thunder.

I have one thing to say and that is that I have a huge fear of lightning. I mean I have my reasons. Like if you get hit by lightning it can freaking kill you.

"You okay?", Ember asks and I nod.

"So, what do you guys need to tell me?", I ask

"We like you.", Blake says and I smile.

"No, we like like you.", Ember says making my eyes widen and I stand up looking at the both of them.

"Like more than a friend?", I ask scared shit less of this situation. Look I haven't felt what love or being liked feels like in years and honestly it's kinda scary.

"Y-yeah.", Ember stutters and I gasp outta being surprised.

"I-I.....", I trail. Shake my head and run outta the game room and out the door grabbing my shoes and not worrying putting them on.

I hear people calling my name but I don't care. I just run, and keep running until my legs give out and I fall scrapping my hands on the concrete.

I just sit there in the sidewalk curled in a ball bawling my eyes out. I felt arms wrap around and I scoot away from them.

"Wh-why- IS THIS THE REASON WHY YOU GUYS ALL OF A SUDDEN BECAME MY FUCKING FRIENDS?!", I yell at them standing back up the soaking all three of us but I didn't care and I don't think they really cared.

After I asked the question they looked down. I scoffed.

"It is, isn't it?", I asked in an angered tone and they nodded.

"At first it was.", Blake says and I glare at them.

"Then we got to know you more and after we did get to know you more we didn't just like you. We wanted to be your friends too.", Ember says and I sigh.

"That's not the point!", I exclaim causing them to to be taken aback.

"The fact of the matter is that, I thought you guys wanted actually be my friends. I don't know how to like or love someone. Hell it's been years since I felt loved. This," I motion to them as in our friendship, I started to feel tears fall.

"This friendship, the love and care I feel from our friendship.", I say to them meaning Summer's, Stacey, their's, and my friendship.

"That's the only other kinda emotion I've felt besides from people being angry at me and physically and mentally hurting me, me thinking I'm a complete and total fucking failure, and me just being sad and angry at myself, and pretending to smile be happy and acting as if my whole entire existence isn't fucking hell!", I yell at them

"I can't choose between the two of you.", I said sadly and looked down.

"I love you guys but not that way. I may not ever love you guys that way. But there's a chance I could love you in that way too so don't forget that.", I say hugging them tears still falling and rolling down my cheeks. They hug me back.

"It's fine. We figured that this wouldn't work out I mean, why would someone as good as you wanna be with-", I cut Blake off.

"Swear to God if you say that you guys aren't good enough for me and Ember agrees with you I will cut your dick and balls off and shove them down your throat and then bury Ember in a coffin alive.", I whisper to them and pull away. They looked so freaking shocked I had to laugh.

"Oh my God! The look on your guys faces!", I yell laughing. After I was done laughing I looked back up at them a serious expression on my face.

"But seriously, if you guys ever and I mean ever think that you guys aren't good enough for anyone especially me I'd hurt you cause if anything I'm not God enough for you guys.", I say walking away back towards Stacey's house before they could say anything.

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🥰" Summer's POV "🥰

😍" Back In The Game Room "😍

Stacey, Blake, and Ember come back in the room. Stacey walks over to me while Ember and Blake walk over to Ryan.

Stacey looks at me, concern, fear, and nervousness written all over her face.

"C-can I sit down next to you?", she asks nervously and I nod slightly with a smile.

"Of course.", I say and she sits. She looks at me and look her straight in her light green and light brown eyes.

"So, how can I help you today?", I ask and she giggles slightly.

"Well, I have a confession.", she says her fingers fidgeting with the hem of her shirt. I grab her hands and squeeze them a little trying to give her some reassurement.

"Please don't freak o-", she goes to say then we look up hearing someone run out and Emebr and Blake yelling Ryan's name. They run outta the room

"We'll be back hopefully!", they yell running outta the house.

"Umm, okay? What the hell is going on?", I ask in confusion.

"Um, they confessed something to her and now it's my turn to confess to you.", she says and I nod slightly.

"W-well, when I tell you this promise you won't freak out.", she says and I nod.

"Okay. I like you Summer.", she says and I giggle.

"I like you too Stacey.", I say and she shakes her head.

"No like I rea-", she says before I cut her off by kissing her on the lips. She's shocked at first until she realizes what's going on and then she starts to kiss me back. After I few moments I pull away.

"Like I said, I like you too Stacey, alot.", I say and smirk at the shock expression on her face.

"I-I....", she stutters out and I kiss her again. I pull away she smiles happily at me.

"Well I didn't expect this to go this well.", she says and I smile.

"So, I-I have a question.", she says and I nod

"Summer Hoggins, will you be my girlfriend?", she asks and I smile brighter.

"YES!", I yell and tackle her down with a big hug and another kiss. She pulls away and looks up at me.

"Woah, I don't think I'll ever get used to that.", she says with a small giggle and I chuckle.

"Well, I guess you better. Cause there's gonna be alot of these.", I say and peck her on the lips.

I get up and reach my hand out to help her up. She takes my hand and I pull her up just as the front door opens and I can hear people chatting. Ryan, Blake, and Ember walk in and stop at the door once they see how close we are.

"So, hey guys. Guess who has a girlfriend?!", I exclaim and hear a squeal then I'm tackled to the ground in a hug.

"OH MY GOD! I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU TWO!", Ryan screams and I giggle. I look over to my side and see Stacey on the ground too.

"Thanks Ryan, now can we get up?", I ask and she gets up off of us and we get up.

"Okay so, let's play games!", Ryan exclaims and goes to a mortal kombat game.