TEAR

If someone said they would turn back the time for me

Would I have been able to be a bit more honest?

The bare face that only I know

The ugly and pathetic old friends within me

Would you still be able to love me again like before

With that smile you used to look at me

-Bts-tear-

Jungkook 's POV

Like everyday I woke up with that same horrible dream.The previous day Taehyung invited me for a coffee.Still my mind was full with her.her pale lips,her beautiful face,her long hair, her long eye lashes those things told another familiar story.I didn't know why but I felt guilt rushing through my veins when she cried.I felt like I was the reason behind her every tear drop.I couldn't hold back my tears.my heart started to pound so fast.the pain was unbearable.I clutched my shirt near my heart and went out of that miserable room,room no 301.Taehyung asked me why but I remained silent But I was over the moon to meet the known stranger again and know the answers to those loud questions in my mind.

AT THE COFFEE SHOP

He was there with his usual warm boxy smile.

"Hi jungkookie ,you missed me yeah?" he looked at me.

"Normally I don't miss strangers so No" I told him teasingly.

"See because of you little taehyungie is hurt" he pouted and pretended like he was crying.'UM BRAIN,ARE WE SURE THAT HE IS A DOCTOR?'I asked from my brain because I wasn't functioning.

"Taehyung I think you watch too much dramas"I told giving him an awkward smile.

"HOW MANY TIMES SHOULD I TELL YOU THAT IM OLDER THAN YOU,CALL ME HYUNG RASCAL"he yelled earning glares from the customers there.

"You are hella annoying Taehyung"I told rolling my eyes and breaking the formalities like he did.

"WHY DOES EVERYONE I MEET HAS TO TELL THAT IM ANNOYING,I KNOW IT MYSELF,JUST ACCEPT ME OR JUST WALK AWAY FROM MY LIFE,IM USED TO IT"he sounded sad even though he yelled the words out.

"Okay don't scream now"I told trying to calm him down.I cleared my throat,adjusted my clothes and changed my tone into a deeper one.

"In the name of god,I Jeon Jungkook,take you,Taehyung,to be my annoying bestfriend,to have and to hold from this day forward,for better,for worse,for richer,for poorer,in sickness and in health,to love and to cherish,until parted by the death,this is my solemn vow"I told trying to sound dramatic as possible.I saw the little smile which came to his lips as he heard me.

"So thee Jeon Jungkook,do you like to take Kim Taehyung as your beloved bestfriend?"he asked.

"Yes I do"I told having a serious face on.

"Alright then,And now the power vested in me by the government,It is my honor and delight to declare you as best friends.Go forth and live each day to the fullest,you may seal this declaration by a coffee.Im so pleased to present the new best friends,Jeon Jungkook and Kim Taehyung"he told and I couldn't help but flash a smile.

"What about your vows?"I asked.

"I do as well"he told and ordered two cups of iced americano.

"I know you are confused about my sister"he told while waiting for our drinks.

"Your sister? is she your sister?" he nodded and I looked at him with a questioning look on my face,he raised his brow expecting me to tell something.

"I thought that you are her boyfriend" I told and I saw his face expression suddenly changed.

"MY WHAT? YOU BASTARD,TELL THAT AGAIN, I'LL KILL YOU WITH MY BARE HANDS" he answered like he was going to kill me.

"You were holding her hand so yeah I thought like that"I told.

"She was in a coma since her birth even if im her boyfriend tell me the possible way to fall in love with someone who has closed eyes?How come you randomly fall in love with a person who is in a coma?"he told.

"thinking about that,I think Im dumb"I told giving my famous awkward smile.

"Jungkook I was so broken until I met you,like you completed a piece of my life"well that was so sudden because I wasn't or he wasn't in love with each other but that was something I felt too,feeling completed but I couldn't be straight forward as he was.

"Well Im feeling the same as well"I told while taking a sip from the newly arrived americano.

"I like to know about your sister because I feel so weird around her.I feel a sudden pain whenever I pass her room that's why I was there yesterday.I wanted to meet you"I told being honest.

"And when you were crying I couldn't help but cry,why would I even cry for a random stranger?It was like my body forced me to cry,more like your TEARS can make me cry"I told

"So do you think we were lovers in our previous lives?"fuck him for coming up with that conclusion.

"Can we go and have some ice-cream?It's so hot today"I told.

"I think it's because you are sitting in front of me,Im hot so yeah" he replied

"I feel a bit cold now I guess"I told ignoring that he just told such a thing.

"You have a girlfriend?"he asked out of nowhere.

"No,single bingle"well because I wasn't into love that much I didn't find any interest in boys or girls.

"What about you?"I asked.

"well,well,well when I was in the university, I had lots of stalkers,they always asked for my number.those days I loved spending time in the washroom"he told making me spill my americano.

"why?"I asked because no one in this world like washrooms that much.

"Because girls can't enter the boys' washroom pabo,so I loved that place because,I had peace there"

"Why are you still single?"he asked.

"Well im not into those romantic stuff and those cheesy things.I always enjoy my own company. back in the university, girls called me"MYSTERIOUS GUY"because I didn't talk with people.I kept doing things I like,like painting,drawing,singing, and I liked to keep all the things to myself,I didn't share anything with others, not even with my own family"I told my truth.

"Bro,well if you want to share anything just share with me,im here for you,we have many things in common.I also kept all the things to myself but I talked with others not like you but I shared all my things with my son and im still doing it.he helps me a lot.just cuddling with him makes me happy" 'what the?how can he have a son?' I thought to myself.

"I thought you aren't into love,you could have at least told me that you made a girl pregnant"I told not believing him.

"I don't know anything about his mother.I bought him from a pet shop,I felt so bad because of me,he had to leave his mother but I think im the best father" he put a proud smile.

"What's his name?"I asked.

"Kim yeontan,my baby puppy"

"Huh?puppies are obviously babies duh"

"Ok, ok whatever"

Not to sound so cringey but that day he didn't fail to give me the same feelings he gave me the previous day,the feeling of home.that welcoming aura of him made me feel safe near him like he was there to protect me from the dark world,

Little did I know the reasons behind all those feelings I got

"Kook what about ice cream?let's go"he said while getting up after finishing his coffee.