chapter 4- LOST

" there are no bonds so strong as those,

which are formed by suffering together"

- Harriet Ann Jacobs -

jungkook's POV

we went to the park while eating ice cream,suddenly hyung looked at somewhere else.his ice-cream was melting,he didnt even look at it he was so focused on the sight,I followed his gaze,he was looking at boy,in a doctor's point of view, I swear I saw him like a patient who is having depression because his nails were digged into his hair,while resting his head on his hands,he was sobbing so hard, even though I couldnt see him crying ,his body movements were exactly like a crying person's.suddenly hyung stood up and walked to that person who was sitting on a bench,his action made me goosebumps, he was so familiar,I couldn't see his face but his side view, god ,it was familiar, did hyung also feel the same,oh wow what's with two of us GOD I thought as I got up from the wooden bench which I was sitting

taehyung's POV

while I was eating ice cream,I saw this boy,even though I couldnt see him properly,I can tell he is someone I know for years.this is driving me crazy,first it was jungkook now it's this boy i thought, I dont know why I walked to him,but before I could even think,my legs reacted ,I sat beside him,i put my hand around his shoulder" seems like someone needs my help"he looked at me with teary eyes,at that moment jungkook also came to me and sat beside him

taehyung's POV

"what is your name?"I asked

"jimin" ah,god not again ,first that name jungkook,now its jimin,I looked at jungkook I found the exact same expression as mine on jungkook's face

third person's POV

"what is your name?"taehyung asked

"jimin" taehyung was frozen,and jungkook too

"par-park jimin" he sluttered,like we are some kind of ghosts,taehyung thought to himself,but little did he know about jimin and his horrible life

"is it par-park jimin?I never knew there are names like that?"taehyung told while laughing ,other two looked at him like he is dumb

"hyung he is park jimin,not par-park jimin"jungkook told with are you a child ?look

"do you really think that im just a five year old kid,who cant even understand?, its time for me to find people who know jokes"taehyung said while putting a blank face

"so,how old are you?" taehyung asked

"25" taehyung went surprised,because jimin was also in his age,he asked lots of silly question from jimin,which made jimin roll his eyes annoyingly

"what month?"taehyung asked while smiling so hard

"ah you a moron?,why do you need the month,isnt 25 enough?" jimin told annoyingly

"jiminie pabo tell me,im also a 95 liner,uwu,I was born in december,may I call you hyung" jimin went confused,was it because of those two words?

"what did you say,jiminie pabo?"his face lit up,his swollen eyes which showed his pain were shining

"tell that again?" he requested

"jiminie pabo?"taehyung furrowed his brows

" its funny how jiminie hyung like it when people call him idiot "jungkook laughed ,he almost fall to the ground,no it wasnt because he like that,but because those two words were very familiar,almost everything about those two were familiar

'who are you two?"jimin asked .he had lots of questions in his head

"im taehyung and this is my bestie jungkook" taehyung told while pointing at jungkook,and jungkook nodded

" wha-what? tae-taehyung an-and jun-jungkook?"two of them nodded in agreement

"are you sure? is this our first meeting?"two of them wanted to shout NO so badly but they stayed silent because it was their first meeting

"i dont know " two of them said at the same time,not knowing what to tell,all of them went silent,they were in deep thoughts,until taehyung broke the silence

"so, par-park jiminie aka jiminie pabo when is your birthday?"taehyung asked while laughing like hell

"october 13 th pabo"hyung dont you think that we know each other for years? taehyung thought

"hyung why were you crying?"jungkook face palmed himself because he almost forgot the main reason why they were there with jimin

"im LOST,dont know where to go,I don't have anyone, everyone hates me for no reason, I went surprised and afraid at the same time when you two approached me,because no one had talked with me for past twenty years" what's the connection between us and twenty, taehyung and jungkook thought,jimin's words brought tears to taehyung's eyes,he looked at jungkook,who was fighting back his tears,the next question which taehyung asked to break the thick tension between them hurt jimin so badly

"so,hyung what are you doing for living?"jimin laughed,it included pain and sorrow

"me? I dont do anything for living,im depending on a stupid orphanage for god's sake, yeah a freaking orpanage,my parents dump me like im garbage when I was 10,no one like me,i hate every single person in this world, mainly my stupid parents,how can they treat me like this,I hate this world,once I was gonna suicide,but I stopped telling myself that running away from problems is not an option"tahyung felt guilty,he faced the ground trying to avoid jimin

"im sorry,I didn't mean to hurt you,al-all i wa-wanted w-was, list-en to you an-and take your p-pain"taehyung apologized with eyes full of tears

*lost my way*