I NEED YOU

"lust feels like love until it's time to make a sacrifice"

-unknown-

"will you stay next to me?

will you promise me?

that if i touch you,you will fly away and break

im afraid

will you stop time?

when this moment passes

that will become something that didn't happen

that you will forget me

im afraid"

bts -BUTTERFLY

jungkook's POV -continue

"he will surely help you ,don't worry,why do you need his help?" jimin hyung asked

" to save my sibling" she said while sobbing

"you think ,that im gonna help?you should go to the primary school again and learn manners before asking for help" i said with arms crossed

"jungkook respect elders,she is probably older than you so respect if you are younger" taehyung hyung said

"how can i help her,when she insulted us?" i asked

"you are a doctor right? so you should help her no matter what" jimin hyung said

"please I NEED YOU to help my brother,please,please i'll pay as much as you want" the lady pleaded,'this lady seriously knows how to get on my nerves,does she think that i'm working for money like those asshole doctors?' i swear taeyung hyung read my mind because he stroked my hand to calm me down

"what's your brother's illness?i hope you know im a heart specialist" i said to her

"he he h-e..." she sluttered and i cut her off

"he what?miss or mrs can you just stop being nervous and let the cat out of the bag?,yeah i know,it's hard but you should tell it right now or later,you have to tell it no matter what" i said being the nice guy

"he has a hole in his heart" she said

"first of all can u please tell me whether you are married or not?" i asked which made hyungs and the lady look at me with 'what the fuck ?' look on their faces

"um im not married yet,but why did you ask me that?" she asked from me

"um,i can't always use miss or mrs whatever person so that's why,and miss i wanna tell you that it's a normal operation any doctor can do,there is nothing to cry or worry,it's a normal operation but the thing is, a large,long standing atrial septal defect can damage your heart and lungs because a hole can increases the amount of blood that flows through the lungs" i said and she nodded her head in agreement

"but doctors said that they can't save him,telling it's a major problem that he will only live for some years" she said while crying,jimin hyung patted on her shoulder acting like a gentlemen,when he was not

"miss,but it's something any heart specialist can do? when did you all discover about his heart problem,age i mean,you should have gone to a doctor that time,when it was a minor problem,many heart diseases can be healed if you get treatments in early stages"i said

" doctor jeon,you think that we didn't try,we discovered his heart problem when he was just 6,we tried from that day and now he is 26 ,can you believe 20 years went like nothing,he is still suffering" she said,which made me go shook,it was a question to me'if they went to a doctor just then,why is he still suffering,why couldn't the doctors heal him?is it that much hard?' i thought

"so miss,why are you keeping hopes on me?if they couldn't, i don't think i can,so better not keep hopes" i said

" jungkook,stop being harsh like an idiot,you are really telling a sister that you can't save her sibling so much easily like nothing,you know it hurts a lot,hearing something like that can make me shatter into pieces" taehyung hyung said angrily

"sorry for being harsh,but why do you think,that i will be able to do it?" i asked

" my friend told me that you are such a good doctor,you had done a heart transplant surgery to her mother,my friend's name is choi jin-hyun i don't think you remember her " she said

"um i don't remember her cause i had done tons of heart transplant operations,sorry" i said and she nodded her head

"and again thanks for the compliment miss" i said shyly

"well, your welcome doctor" she said while smiling

"miss,i'll try my best i promise you,come to our hospital at 8 a.m,come on time miss,and i have this question with me,why did u choose our hospital when it is a private hospital,you can do a heart surgery from the government hospital without spending money,im telling you it will cost lot of money,i hope you are okay with it,im not the person who wants money,but our hospital needs money,because they are also doing a business,i hope you are okay with it" i told and she nodded again

"jungkook,thank you so much,i can't thank you enough,i seriously owe you a lot,you are my only hope now,i can't thank you enough" she said while crying

"excuse me,miss ,by the way can you tell me about your brother,his condition and all the things from the beginning,what other doctors said,and all those things related to his illness,f course i should know about my patient,it will be easy to communicate with each other when the doctor know things about the patient's private life,hobbies something the patient likes,something the patient is interested in" i said

" yeah doctor he is 26 years now and his name is jung hoseok,we first foun-" taehyung hyung cut him off, 'i know why you are confused hyung,i felt the same'i thought to myself

"JUNG HOSEOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK,ARE YOU SURE?OR ARE YOU KIDDING ME?" taehyung hyung screamed his lungs out and once again the people inside the restaurant ,and when he noticed it,he immediately covered his mouth with both his hands,and bowed a bit in a apologetic manner

"what the purpose of covering your mouth after shouting like a donkey?" i said and he looked at me with a disgust face,probably because he was angry because of my sudden behaviour change

"are you sure it's jung hoseok,isn't it too much familliar ?" jimin hyung asked and she nodded her head for the first sentence and looked at jimin hyung with a confused face because of the second statement

"why?you know him?" she asked jimin hyung

"no, no no jus-t my childhood friend,his name is also, you know hoseok,guess what ?hoseok really is a famous name right? like is it destiny? both your bro and my friend has the same name,phew destiny this is" jimin hyung covered up with a lie,which seriously seemed like a lie

" it's a bit weird of you to tell something like that mr,cause there are tons of hoseok's in this world and i don't consider it as destiny,i thought you know him because he is a bit famous in gwangju because of his dancing skills" she said and we were listening to her like three puppies listening to their owner

" no,no actually you know hoseok is mine and jimin's friend,suddenly he and his parents had to move to America yah,we are waiting to see hoseok again"taehyung hyung said,continueing with their amazing lie,which seemed like an actual lie

"by the way can you give me your phone number,so i can contact you if needed" i asked from her,she took out a small note book from her bag,and wrote something and tore that page off,she then handed me the paper,i read the small paper

"so you are jiwoo right?ok come tomorrow with hyung" i saw how the expression on her face changed hearing the word 'hyung',she just smiled at me and stood up,we bowed to each other,and she left

"taehyung,jungkook what do you think about hoseok?" jimin hyung asked,i took out my phone and started to play a game to show him that im ignoring him

"don't read my mind hyung,i think the same" taehyung hyung said,even though i was playing a game,i was concentrated on that topic 'hoseok'

"that means do you two think that he is a part of our dreams?" jimin hyung asked and taehyung hyung didn't tell anything,after like 2 or 3 minutes,i looked up because of the sudden silence ,only to find two of them staring deep into my soul like i had done a crime

"you asshole, can you plaese talk,spill your guts away,ok im sorry,im sorry,just talk man,not like you are gonna die if you talk" taehyung hyung said,and again i looked down at my phone,not replying to what he said

"i don't think so" i said while looking at the phone

"what are you talking about" jimin hyung asked

"replying to something you asked earlier"i said with my cold tone

"oh jimin,use that one brain cell left in your brain,he is telling that he don't think that hoseok is a part of our dreams" taehyung hyung said

"but why not?that name is really familliar" taehyung hyung said

" ok you get to know someone called adele,that name is familliar cause there is a singer with that name,but it doesn't mean you know that person for ages" i said while playing the game

"ok keep looking at the phone of yours" taehyung hyung said

"let's not talk about this hoseok,we should wait until tomorrow,if one of us can read his mind,we are successful,and it means ,we can collect another peace of our life"jimin hyung said

"but jungkook is the only one who is not a protector,so if this attitude problem person can't read hoseok's mind,that means hoseok is not one of us" taehyung hyung said,and he highlighted those words,attitude problem person

"if you are done discussing,im leaving,bye" i said while getting up and leaving

"we came with you,how can you leave us alone?,go to hell you asshole" i heard taehyung hyung screaming,i turned around only to find many people looking at that human called'taehyung'

"this is the third time we got attention today" i murmured to myself

as i was about to go out from the place,a familliar face met my eyes,she met my eyes and she smiled at something behind me, she walked passed me, i turned around only to find taehyung hyung and jimin hyung bickering from the same spot as before. 'did she smile because of taehyung hyung?' i thought to myself,i saw that girl from the hospital walk to a table ,and she waved at the other girl,i thought to approach hyungs to know her intentions

"oh here comes the attitude problem man,why did you think to return?" jimin hyung asked me

" just thought to, because you came with me,so you should go with me as well"i gave my hand to taehyung hyung to stand up,but he kept falling back to the chair,from the corner of my eyes i saw that girl's worrried face,she turned around every time when taehyung hyung fall to the chair with thud sounds,she again looked at hyung,and she cought me and suddenly turned around'she caught in red handed,there is something fishy about her' i thought to myself

"give me your hand protector ,im still DOPE,jungkook is not strong,i keep falling back to the chair" taehyung hyung screamed,again all the people looked at us,i heard the people telling things like

'these brats don't know how to behave'

'this is the 100 th time they are screaming'

'they are making me go goosebumps'

'if that person is not gonna stop screaming,im gonna kill that asshole' i wanna scream for the fifth time,but i controlled myself

jimin hyung and taehyung hyung got up and walked outside,i followed them,but i suddenly felt a light tap on my shoulder,i turned around only to meet that angelic face of hers,she had plump lips and beautiful eyes,any man out there would kiss her without waiting,her beauty was in another level,but i didn't feel anything towards her,i had few crushes back in the university but i didn't feel shy or anything towards her, 'why don't hyung confess to her if she likes him,isn't he interested or is he just lying to us,i swear i had seen her before,why do i feel like that?' i thought,and came back to reality when she spoke

"hello,doctor jungkook right?" she asked me and i nodded

"hm,can a i put an appointment?doctor" she asked me

"do you have any problem regarding your heart?"i asked her with a 'duh' look

"yeah,it's beating like crazy" she said while keeping her hands on her heart

"i don't have time,sorry,doctor jinyoung will be free, and he have lot of time to waste too" i said

"i thought you are very nice,i thought taehyung oppa is with you because you are a nice person" she told 'are you kidding me 'oppa'?man give me a stone to hit myself ok,i should have recorded this and set it as my ringintone hyung will be very angry' i thought and laughed it off

"so you know hyung?i mean taehyung oppa" i asked with a laughter,she just nodded

"so how do you know him?" i asked

"i met him five years ago,and he don't know me " she told and my eyes went wide

"ok you can come to me at 7 am okay?better come on time " i didn't want to waste my time on a person like that,but there was something fishy about her,i knew she was gonna use me to get closer with hyung,but a big part of me told me,that their relationship won't be a good one,a big part of me didn't want them to end up together

"ok doctor" she said

"all i want to tell you is love is not lust or attraction" i said and walked away

"i know it and my name is lee hyerin"she shouted,and i turned around

"i know you wanted me to know your name,you are playing hard to get your so called 'taehyung oppa' aren't you?and you are using me i know it" i shouted back,she had a blank expression on her face,and i smirked to myself

"there i can tease hyung now" i murmured to myself

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A.N- hello there,this was a draft,i had and yeah i won't be able to come up with a chap until 7 th ,i have exams and yeah i have something to tell

DO YOU THINK THIS IS A LGBT STORY?[someone asked me and promoted my book as a lgbt story in the other app(did i tell u all that i was first publishing this in another app,some of you may guess the other app,and oneday i got a message from a webnovel author,telling my book is great and it will be a win win situation if i publish it here too,an author called anna,and i suspect that author is the author of slave to my vengeful lover,i don't know i put a message to her again,but she wasn't there in the other app when i checked her account)]

no,are u kidding me nope,this is not,i personally hate shipping and stuff,i don't hate lgbt,we should support them right?that is a problem with their hormones,but i HATE PEOPLE WHO MAKE STARIGHT PEOPLE GAY,and yah i will NEVER EVER SUPPORT THAT THING ,i hate taekook(as lovers),mini moni(as lovers),taejin(as lovers),jikook(as lovers),jinkook(as lovers),vmin( lovers,because all the people ship it as friends),what will they feel ,u like it when others ship u with your friend?if both of you are male/female nope right?if u are straight u don't like it right?so what will bts feel?think about it

thanks for reading this far

whats your fav chap? mine is friends

and bye bye,till we meet

and let's not talk about scammy shit,it got on my nerves,fuck scammys