HEARTBEAT

I wish that you would love me

Like yesterday, don't let go of this hand ever again

And every time my heart beat

Match your steps so you don't wander around ever again

Coming across you is like a TV drama created by the universe

So many wanderings, being lost endlessly

You're my light and salvation

The rain is coming close to an end and I won't let go of your hand

5 am at Taehyung's house

"If you are lost in the dark ,wondering why,that's the effect of the hatred he had towards her" taehyung's eyes shot opened,he breathed heavily,drops of sweat dripped down his forehead.he was curious about the new words he heard.the female voice somehow sounded so familiar to his ears.even though he had no idea about the words.he knew it was a clue,a small door which was already opened to go inside a big castle,even though he didn't know the way to the door.he shook jimin's sleeping figure to wake him up and tell him about the new words he heard after his dream.

"wake up jimin" he screamed but there wasn't any respond from jimin.

"jimin wake up,it's already morning,wake up you lazy ass" he screamed again.he stoop up and opened the curtains and let the sunshine come inside the dark room.

"close them" jimin said in a tiny voice.

"hyung I have something important to tell you" he said to jimin but jimin ignored his words and slept again.

"hyung,today something different happened after my dream I heard some words, a female voice told me"If you are lost in the dark ,wondering why,that's the effect of the hatred he had towards her" I dont understand,im completely lost like she said,help me" he said to jimin while staring at the white ceiling of the room.

"Ah?the hatred he had towards her? who is this 'he ' and 'her'and it had affected you,im lost as well,we should talk with jungkook" jimin said while rubbing his eyes using his thumbs.

"well,will he talk with us today?he wasn't in good terms with us yesterday" taehyung said.

time skip-at the hospital

jungkook was waiting for that mysterious girl in his room.suddenly the door to the room opened and her figure came to his view.she smiled at him and sat on the chair which was in front of jungkook.

"straight to the point miss ,so your heart beats crazily when you are near your 'taehyung oppa'right?" he asked.

"yeah,do we have medicine for that doctor?" she asked.

"excuse me?you are not here because you have a illness,you are here because taehyung hyung is my friend.stop beating around the bush and say what's on your mind" he said being the arrogant person he was.

"jungkook ssi,im having a major crush on your friend and im here for your help,can you make me his girlfriend?" she asked while smiling,which made jungkook murmur a little'shameless' to himself and rolled his eyes annoyingly.

"when you don't even know him,why are you liking him so much?you don't even know a single thing about hyung and here you are,telling you like taehyung hyung" he said

"Dr.jungkook I still remember our first meeting.his eyes,lips,nose and every other feature of him was perfect.I was addicted to him and im still addicted to that drug called'taehyung',the first time he met me,he helped me with money and the same day we met again in the hospital,we have so many memories,wish he can notice me,I get lost in his eyes every time I meet those opalescent eyes of him"she said

"you can't force him to like you,what if he won't like you back?" he asked,not knowing how much taehyung hates her.

"I kno-"before she could complete the sentence,the door to the room opened and taehyung peeked inside

"Ah-im sorry,I thought you are free,continue" she went goosebump as she heard his deep voice,she was back facing taehyung.neither hyerin nor taehyung saw each other directly. taehyung was about to close the door and leave but he again peeked inside.

"kookie,I hope you are in good terms with me and jiminie" taehyung pouted while waiting for jungkook to reply.

"treat me with fried chicken and I'll be friends again with you two" jungkook told.

"great,I will" a big smile came to taehyung's lips and he winked at jungkook.

"I have something to tell you,we will be waiting for you" taehyung said and left.

"Oh my god! he is not straight,I thought he is straight,it's okay I'll make him straight" she said while covering her mouth.

"Ah? he is straight,are you kidding me?" he asked.

"he freaking winked at you" she said.

"how did you see him?" he asked.

" I did on my selfie camera,I saw him winking at you" she said.

"he is straight,you shameless person" he raised his voice.

"why did he call you kookie?,even you are in between me and taehyung oppa,I will try until the very best,even if I fail I will keep trying" she said

"I don't know the fuck you are talking right now,remember that you can't force anyone to like you back " he said.

"I want to be in your shoes,where I can hear him calling me by a nickname,where he will wink at me" she said and left the room.jungkook was dumbfounded.he was stuck and lost at the same time.'she is blinded by love,she doesn't even know him that much,but still she likes him a lot,there have to be something,this is abnormal,what is this?is she dreaming or am I dreaming?' he thought to himself.

he went out of the room and he found jimin and taehyung in deep thoughts.he cleared his throat to get their attention.

"Oh here our little kookie comes" jimin welcomed jungkook with a warm hug.

"you two are worrying about something?"jungkook worriedly asked from jimin.

"yeah" jimin answered while breaking the hug.

"today after my dream,everything turned in to black and I heard a female voice telling'if you are lost in the dark ,wondering why,that's the effect of the hatred he had towards her',this is really very confusing,jungkook help me man,im so lost" taehyung pleaded for jungkook's help.

"Aish,are you thinking deeply about something?'if you are lost in the dark,wondering why' means something like that" jungkook said.

"wait a minute,why didn't it come to our minds?" jimin asked from taehyung.

"Im not thinking about anything kook,I was all good until I heard those words,I wasn't lost,I was only lost about our connections the theories and I think this has nothing to do with it" taehyung said while scratching his chin.

"the thing I can't understand is the last part,the effect of hatred he had towards her means ahhhhhh I don't know it hyung" jungkook told taehyung.

"even I don't know " taehyung said

"you know I met hyerin today,she is addicted to you hyung,you are like a drug to her,she even told me that she gets lost in your eyes whenever she meets your eyes,she is really addicted to you,she admires you like you are some kind of a god"jungkook said to taehyung.

"you almost rapped kook" jimin said while laughing

"who is hyerin?I really don't know" taehyung said

"the girl we met the other day,I even met her yesterday at the restaurant and she put an appointment telling that her heart beats crazily because of you,I wanted to know the truth,so I asked her to come in the morning,hyung you should talk with her,she really is addicted to you" taehyung's face completely changed hearing jungkook's words,the girl he hates the most likes him the most,was something he couldn't process,he was a bit scared because of how she had described him.

"ah,man I knew that from the beginning,but I never thought that she is addicted to taehyungie like that,I can't believe it bro"jimin said

"have you ever met her before?"jungkook asked knowing that he had already met her before

"yeah" he simply said

"we first met at the flower shop near the hospital,and on the same day I met her here,she was a small girl when I was 20,I don't even know her age,after our first meeting I saw her here everyday. even though she kept staring at me I ignored her the whole time" taehyung once again hid his true feelings towards her,the feeling he gets whenever he sees her,the anger builts inside him whenever their eyes meet,he wasn't ready to share it with either jungkook or jimin

"why do you ignore?why not liking back?"jimin asked,taehyung looked down not wanting jimin to read his mind.

"jungkookie, hoseok ssi and his sister came to the hospital,mind visiting?" taehyung changed the topic.

"wait what did you see him?whoah you three met?where is he?will I be able to read his mind,did you find him familiar?" he asked lots of questions from them.

"whoah calm down little,we didn't see him yet,we only met jiwoo noona ,and he is in room number 302" taehyung said

"wait, why is he in room no 302?" jungkook asked

"actually it will be a lot easier for us to manage if my sister's and hoseok's rooms are near each other" taehyung said back.

"we don't even know whether he is related to us or not" jimin said.

"let's be positive,the vibes of his name tell me that he is related to us" taehyung said while bringing his hands together and looking up, asking the lords up there to help him.

"let's go" jungkook said while signalling two of them to follow him from behind.

"no kookie,you go alone,miss jiwoo told that he didn't like the idea of visiting the hospital as he doesn't believe in recovering from it,so handle him alone after all everyone is not like jimin and me kook,your presence will make him angry because miss jiwoo had forced him to come here" taehyung said and patted jungkook's back to calm him down.

"okay I will do my best,I promise hyungs" jungkook said nervously, first he approached room number 301 ,his heart started to ache ,he peeked through the small glass square on it and he saw her fragile body lying peacefully on the hospital bed,he then reached room number 302,he kept his hand on his throbbing heart and opened the door with his free hand,he then entered the room and his eyes landed on hoseok's sleeping figure which was back facing him,he cleared his throat to get hoseok's attention,hoseok turned around.a shiver ran down jungkook's spine at the moment their eyes met,he tried to read his mind,but he couldn't,all the hopes he had vanished to the thick air in the blink of an eye,but again a second thought hit his mind." I couldn't read jimin hyung's nor taehyung hyung's mind so that's obvious im not his protector but how can I know whether he is a part of our dreams or not?but I know he is a part of it,his eyes clearly tell me that,even though I can't read him' jungkook thought to himself.

"hello im jungkook,your doctor,you are mr.jung hoseok right?"hoseok sat on the bed and he nodded to jungkook.hoseok's eyes were glued with jungkook's,he was checking jungkook from top to bottom,he observed jungkook because of the familiar feeling he got.

"why all of you are doing this to me?I don't like this,why everyone is forcing me to do this freaking operation?" hoseok attacked jungkook with questions.

"because they love you hyun- I mean hoseok ssi,they want you to heal" jungkook told

"doctor I don't want to sound rude,but we were trying,we went to every famous doctor,they told that they can't so what's the use of coming to you,you can't make miracles happen doctor" hoseok told,jungkook controlled himself,even though he can't stay calm when someone is talking shit about him,he stood silent because he knew that hoseok is a part of the dream.

"It's being 20 years doctor,nothing really happened so im sure I won't be able to live any longer,I searched in the internet,many people who were suffering from this had done the operation and they are now living a happily,why it have to be me?why couldn't doctors cure me?" hoseok asked from jungkook,20 years is the only word jungkook could hear before going back to his deep thoughts,taehyung's voice echoed in his head as hoseok told about 20 years 'you mean like first of january 2000,'that's my sister's birthday'.

"hyung 20 years ago I lost both my parents,I was only three back then" jungkook's voice sounded so down.

"ah,im sorry "hoseok apologised

"hoseok hyung even if you still don't know ,two of us are connected by the string of destiny,it's so strong and powerful,that it won't easily break,miracles can always happen,because all of us have faced many things that normal people haven't faced,even though you don't know ,this is something super natural" jungkook told.

"hyung?who are you doctor?who are you for real?do I seriously know you,this is weird,I-" he was cut off by the sudden pain,he kept both his hands on his aching heart,he closed his eyes as the pain started to spread through his whole body,jungkook's eyes widen as he saw hoseok struggling with the pain,his already aching heart started to ache more ,he ran to hoseok and screamed for help,he screamed the two names which came to his mouth,which were 'jimin hyung' and 'taehyung hyung'

"jungkook please don't try hard to save me,I know my HEARTBEAT is gonna stop,thanks for the kind words"hoseok said with his shaky voice.

"no,no,I won't,im not gonna lose you,I maybe can't read your mind but still I feel you,I know you are one of us" jungkook screamed as hoseok's eyes closed,jungkook ran through wards and found jimin and taehyung who were busy with joking.

"hyungs,hyungs hoseok hyung-" jungkook was cut off by jimin.

"what happened?"jimin asked,but jungkook ran out of words so he ran to room no 302,and two of them followed him,they bursted into the already opened room,hoseok's tired eyes landed on the two figures behind jungkook.

"jungkook no need to try hard"hoseok's weak voice echoed through the room,they were the last words he could say before his weak body fall to the bed with a loud thud.the sight of hoseok made all of their hearts ache as well,tears came streaming down their faces,jimin's theory came to jungkook's mind as he stared at hoseok's body'back to the movie okay,I think if one of us die others also have to face the same fate as us ,and if one of us is in pain,others will also feel the same,I think that's why when taehyung cried I couldn't hold myself ,like it forced me to cry,like if one of us cry,others will also cry no matter what'

"hyung tell a nurse to ready the operating theater hurry,we got only 5 minutes to save him"jungkook told taehyung,taeyung who was already used to situations like that ran out of room but it was different with jimin who was frozen to the spot,he was speechless,not like jungkook or taehyung he was just a simple boy who wasn't deep,he digged his nails deep into his clothes because of the sight in front of him,he was afraid to lose a part of his life'I feel you hyung,even thogh I can't read you,I feel you with all my heart' jimin thought to himself as he kept both his hands on his throbbing heart.

At the Operating theater

"nurse get the AED" jungkook demanded the nurse,he kept both his hands on hoseok's heart and did the CPR,nothing happened so he took the electrode pads into his hands.

"200 joules"he screamed at the nurse,because of his nervousness,his whole body was shaking, his hands were trembling,his legs were about to give up,he gathered all his energy and pressed the electrode pads against hoseok's chest,his body came up and fall again with a thud,the E.C.G showed a straight line with no ups or downs,he did a CPR again ,but the E.C.G didn't change.

"200 joulse again" he screamed,tears came streaming down his face,he had never felt like that,that is the first time he felt afraid in the operating theater,anyone in the room could tell how scared he was.he swallowed the lump in his throat and pressed the pads again on hoseok's chest with hopes,the E.C.G didn't change only his body came up.

"360 joules" he shouted at the nurse without even trying another CPR,even the nurse herself was scared of jungkook.

"but doctor it's too much" the nurse raised her voice.

"do as I say,im the doctor ,not you" jungkook's hands were trembling,his vision was blocked by tears because he knew it was the last time he could try ,he kept the electric pads on hoseok's chest again without any hopes.

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A.N-sorry couldn't come up with a chapter and I was late because I was busy searching for those hospital things and yeah my exam went well,and don't ya think april 7 th was ages ago?but i updated REMEMBER ME

how was butter????????????????????????????????our trending list is on fire,normally as an asian country they don't care about BTS and disrespect,but still

mv-trending no 1

teaser-trending no 11

i don't know about the numbers

but billboards performance

shooting sketch

dance practise

the late late thing

all of them are in it,even though dynamite came trending no 1 in less than 24 hours,dynamite teaser didn't come to our trending list nor others,like dance practise,vmas performance nothing

wait,what do u prefer?dynamite or butter?i don't know but my heart can't forget dynamite I streamed it like hell

im hot like summer,you know that?but i don't owe it all to my mom as im standing under the sun