Chapter 19 – Just This Day

Ellie

I lean my back against my locker as I stare at the students walking in front of me, observing everyone of them.

There are those people who smiles without any worries in the world, those people who lets other people mess with them, people who are happy with the company of their friends, people who secretly loves someone yet they remain it hidden, people who fakes a smile just to put a face, people who does not care about anything around them as long as they have a phone or a book to hold and a people like me who stares at those people, thinking of whether which category do I fall under?

I should be happy right now because Matt admitted that he has feelings for me and to top that, we had a date but I couldn’t seem to be happy because even if I just developed feelings to that certain someone, even if it was just then, I feel like the feelings I have for him was much stronger.