Chapter 19. The decision

Time seemed to pass in a high speed and absolutely against me so that when Will came home he found me still on the bathroom carpet with the test in my hand trying to find the best way to tell him the big news and so all the scenarios in my mind just crashed.

"Sam? What are you doing? Why are you standing in the bathroom?"

I could hear his voice as if I were under water and I couldn't see anything.

Unable to look at him or say anything, I held out the pregnancy test in the direction of his voice, in the next moment my hand was empty falling inert next to my body.

"What the hell is this?" I heard his voice again, there was a short pause, then I heard it again.

"It's yours?"

Unable to say anything, I nodded approvingly. I used all my strength to get up and leave the bathroom, passing Will without touching him. Arriving in the room I sat on the edge of the bed staring into space. A few seconds later he followed me and slowly sat down next to me.