#10

I'm in embarassing scene with my mom she liked Ryan and wants to see him again. "Are you dating Jim? He seems like he's from a nice family and very respectful." have I told you she's a sucker for respect. "He's cool mom he isn't into groups at all he hangs out alone at school some people call him a freak all because he doesn't hang out with them." Kyle inputted his 2cents worthless opinion. 'He's not coming back ever." I said. Mom laughed "As if they boy's crazy about you he'll come back. Trust me I know." I rolled my eyes. When we finished eating we washed dishes. "I need to talk you after that." mom said leaning on the doorway of the kitchen with a serious look. "Oh snap what did you do Kyle?" I asked him he shrugged. "Me? It could be you. All we know is we're in serious trouble and it's bad." he said.

"So let me not beat about the bush and rip the plaster off. Your father's coming back next week." she said and added a dramatic pause. Kyle tensed beside me and I felt my heart break he wasn't there when Kyle needed him and went through somethings he didn't even tell us. He talked to Lilah's father but he said he felt awkward so it worked the slightest. Now he's back. "Okay." Kyle said in a bored tone. "So I'd like you to remember he's still your father..." Kyle cut her off with a bitter chuckle. "Not mine maybe Xaé's." he said rolling his eyes. "He's still your father Kyle even after all that he's still your father and my husband." she's getting back with him? Oh god no no nooooo. "You're getting back with him? After all he put you through? Mom?"Kyle cried. "Yes Ky he's still my husband and I...I...I still love him I haven't stopped." she said with a low voice. Kyle stood up and went out the door. I ran after him ignoring my mother's calls it was dark does she think I'm going to let him run at night? Nope never. "Kyle wait for me please let's take the car then." I said and he stopped infront of it. I unlocked the car and we got in. We drove in silence and Kyle's heavy breathing. "How could she? How could she? Wasn't she the one who advised you to stay away from men and that she's over our father and all it takes is one call she takes him back. Why Xaé why?" Kyle said his head in his head. I felt like crying Kyle's so heartbreaking.

"I don't know Kyle I really don't. I wish I could understand and be able to explain but I can't." I said my voice breaking. "Hey hey don't cry." he hugged me and I chuckled "You're bad at comforting you know?" I said and he chuckled also. We stayed quiet over looking the city which beautiful. I still can't believe my mom is taking back that douche he left her with two teenagers and a letter. We sat in silence and let the city lights to drown and light over our problems. Tonight was the worst every thing changed and it isn't good change. I drove a sleeping Kyle home. "Wake up Aurora we're home." I shook him and he grumbled. "Ohh god just get your ass up and go sleep in your room." I said he did.

"I love you sister." he said standing at his bedroom door. "I love you more Kyle.In this..." "Together till the end." he finished our pact when were in trouble or when we're sad. I got into my bedroom and face planted on the bed. I was about to fall into a peaceful slumber my phone rang. "Who dares wake up the Queen from their slumber." I said annoyed of course I am who wouldn't be. "It is thee King Ryan McBlack the first I wanted a word with the Queen." Ryan played along. "Ohh talketh Your Majesty." I said and rolled my eyes. "Ohhh your fellow royalty seeks a companion because he can't sleep." he said with a sigh. "Well your fellow royalty can't be your companion I'm very sleepy after a shitty day." I replied. "What happened?" he asked concern filled in his voice.

"Nothing in just tired Ryan. And I need to sleep." I said. He chuckled. "Ha as if I'll let you let's chat please... pretty please." I imagine him pouting.and giving me puppy eyes. "Okay what are we chatting about?" I asked him and sat up. "What are you wearing?" I laughed out loud. "Omg Ryan phone sex?" I said and he chuckled. "Yes considering that me imagining you in lingerie we have to do it." he said and sounded very serious. "Imagine me? Pervet." "I prefer you call it very creative. Now will you tell me? I'm hard and need to release." he said and I froze. "Ryan are you okay? Are you drunk or high?" I asked. "Is inhaling meth considered high?" he said

"Meth? Ryan are you crazy?" I almost shouted. He giggled and it was followed by a thud and a shout. "Where are you Ryan?" I asked him. "Chill I'm home and Nonna almost caught me." he said and giggled. "So you're telling me what you're wearing or should I come see for my self?" he said in a low voice that sent fireworks in my stomach and almost made me give up. "No Ryan I'm not and you're not coming here go to sleep." I scolded. "You're no fun." he said with a scoff. "Yeah I know, Now tell me when you're in your bed."

"But Im already in bed."

"Well say anything till we both sleep I'm not hanging till I hear you sleep."

"Okay what to say? Uh... ohh yeah do you ever want to cuddle a very cute bear to sleep? I love pandas they're cute and clingy like me but I'm not cute I'm handsome. I miss my mom you know we used to be close and all before all that shit from Ohio happened she was my hero but she left X. She left me and it still hurts I have been clean for almost 6 months and I relapsed today because I needed it it makes me forget for a while. Why can't my parents love me their only child? Why can't they..." he mumbled incoherent things a few minutes later I heard soft snores. "Goodnight Ryan." I whispered and hung up and slept.