#11

Me and Ryan have been close the past few weeks we have been having sleepovers what about my crush you may ask it has grown and its massive i cant hold it. It doesn't help that Ryan is a cuddler because we always cuddling and boy is he a warm one i sound like a stupid in love. "Hey Xaè." Lilah's voice said from come to think of it we haven't talked in weeks i haven't updated her with Ryan. "Yes?" I replied. "Can we do something today?" Lilah asked. "Fuck!" "What is it?" She said rolling her eyes. "I have a thing with Ryan today kinda like a sleepover. Speaking of him he has been a sweet thing my mom loves him he's always cuddling and likes my kind of music..." i didnt get to finish Lilah stood up abruptly and ran off i stood up "Hey X." Ryan said standing infront of me.

"Hey Hearly." I said with a big smile i got butterflies. "Where are you going?" "Ohh no im not going anywhere. Sit down." So he sat we chatted and laughed all the way to classes and recess. Soon school was over.

"See you later?" I asked him. "No nooo im busy today with Nonna." He said with a shrug. My butterflies died down."Oh okay next time then." I said he nodded "Bye then see you on Monday. " i waved him and walked back to my car. "Bye X." he said. I opened my car and sat what the hell would i be doing the whole weekend? Oh no Lilah! I took out my phone and dialled her number. "Hello." She picked up after the second ring. "Hey are you okay?" She scoffed. "And you care because?" "What? Because you're my bestie." I said and she laughed. "Yeah right." "Whats going on with you?" "What do you want Xaè?" I sighed "Do you want to hang out during the weekend?" I asked her. "No." She said bluntly. "Have i done something wrong? " she chuckled."No look go and hang out with Ryan and ditch me again im fine i dont want to hang out." She said quickly and hung up. What the hell? I drove home still confused.

"Why do you look like you saw Casper?" Kyle said as soon as i entered the house. "No its nothing." I said and headed for my room. Lilah is angry at me Ryan ditched me. I will have to talk to Lilah tomorrow yes...I'll go see her. I showered and took a nap.