Again

"Definitely not!"

Those words keep on echoing inside my head the moment I heard it from Mr. Jordan. Since then and now, I'm definitely not his type, huh?

I already know about it but when I heard that again coming from him, it still hurts. He already hurt me before when he dumped me. And now he do it once again unaware.

I get it. He doesn't need to remind me of it again and again coz I still have feelings and emotions. I'm still human and I can feel pain.

This past few days, I thought everything was back to normal between us. That we're now friends again. Just like before.

I thought were getting along well coz were not arguing at all. He's talking to me comfortably again and everything looked naturally as it seems. But I guess I assumed— again.

When would I ever realized that no matter what happened, I'm still someone he doesn't liked?

When would I ever input on my fucking mind that him and I was beyond the horizon?