my glass sheild

This is my glass  shield

It's made of men and women's bones and sand

They tought me to build up my shield and to never let my walls fall

To never let someone else touch me like they did

To be nervous when left alone with an adult of any sex

To always cover up

And never tell anyone what we did.....

Our little secret... may it never leave my lips

One day it slips and I tell

Our little secret isn't ours anymore

Now it's the courts

You try to break my shield and ill break your face faster than you can say Our little secret

If you ever do manage to break my shield, I'll stab you with the shards

And infect you with my words and my fists

I'll fight until my shield becomes full again.

I'm not going back to what I was.

I was afraid, and terrified, and pitiful.

Never again.