Chapter VII: "Point of View : Jim"
I am off driving my car to Dr. Hanover's Office for my appointment. I have arrived and immediately head upstairs, bringing myself to Dr. Hanover's office. I stepped inside and he let me in.
"Dr. Hanover, its so nice to see you again" I Greeted
"Mr. Parsons, its so good to see you again too. So what made you make an appointment at 6 am?" Dr. Hanover replied
I Immediately said
"Doctor I have been feeling something weird in my heart and emotions"
after I said that I felt light weighted, its like there is a big rock planted in my heart and when I speak to someone about that, those words I spoke lessen the weight of the rock.
"Oh, I didn't expect you to top that out, so tell me everything what caused that and when did that feelings come to you" Dr. Hanover replied
"So we have a new cast member, her name is Mayim Bialik"
As I said her name my heart started to beat fast
"Oh a woman, I didn't see that coming. But continue" Dr. Hanover replied
"The first time I saw her was at the day of the audition. We both bumped at each other, it was my fault. Then when I saw her face, its just like my world stopped. I kept on staring on her when its her turn to do the screen test. Then-." I paused
Dr. Hanover interrupts and really expand my story, then he told me "I was Inlove". I was shocked, cause it is impossible that me "Jim Parsons" will be inlove. Then he explained to me what the word "Inlove" means, and he knows me pretty well cause I didn't even know what being inlove is. He spoke words that really had opened my eyes, it was so nice, it really felt good hearing those words coming out from Dr. Hanover's mouth. When our session was finished, I immediately stood up and slowly walk to the door. As I walk step by step I realize little by little that all what he said was real true, that I am really inlove with Mayim Bialik, and there is no deny that I have feelings for her. Then I opened the door, stopped and then said
"I am inlove, this feeling is new to me, I feel weird whenever I am near her. My heart beats so fast, and seeing her face and smile makes my day, I think I found her doctor, and I wont lose her"
"Go get her tiger" Dr. Hanover replied
I smirked at him and left the office immediately, then drove to Starbucks to have my morning coffee. I ordered 2 coffee for me and Mayim, and happily drove to the studio. As I parked my car in my spot, I happily go to my dressing, then fixed myself up. I walked out of my dressing room, I was holding he Coffee while walking to Mayim's dressing room, then of a sudden my body stopped, I saw Mayim walked out like an angel from her dressing room with a guy, a guys I have never seen before. Then suddenly-
"Oh Hey Jim"
Kaley just pooped out of nowhere and scared me, but I kept it cool
"Hey Kaley" I replied
"What's with the coffee? And why are you here in this hall, usually you don't go near the ladies hall. What made you come here? huh?" Kaley asked curiously
She really noticed the coffee, and I assumed that she had saw me seconds ago before approaching me in a creepy manner
"Um-um-uh uh um, I was going to give you this coffee" I utterly
"Ohhh that's so sweet of you" Kaley replied sweetly and still curious
I just smiled then-
"Hey Mayim! Good Morning" Kaley greeted
"Good Morning Kaley!" Mayim replied
I saw the beautiful angel, her smile was bright so I guess she had a "good morning". Her eyes just sparkles, or is it just how my eyes see her eyes. Then when I am in my own world with only her in it, I forgot to greet her also. She greeted me good morning and I said
"Good Morning Mayim"
She is standing beside the man, the man who ruined my first move to Mayim. Then-
"Who is this fella your with this morning Mayim, I haven't seen this man yesterday, is he your boyfriend?" Kaley asked
When Kaley asked that questioned, I was very thankful cause I need confirmation. Mayim laughed at first then she just clarified that he is her manager/agent, and his name was Mark. I was relieved but i felt a little envy or jealousy in me. Then Mark introduced himself to us, we both shake hands and after awhile, we all separate ways. I headed to my dressing room, Kaley also headed to her dressing, then Mayim and Mark headed downstairs. As I enter my dressing room I felt sadness in my chest, I sat on my couch and sighed heavily. Then Amanda entered my dressing room, looking confused on why am I sitting on my couch sadly. She then comfort me, pat my shoulder and touched my hand, then I stood up just saying to her that I was fine and I picked up my script, walked out from my dressing heading downstairs for the rehearsal. There I saw Johnny, Simon, and Kunal, we all huddle for a circle. Then Kunal brought up a topic about who was the guy Mayim was with.
"Hey guys, who is the guy Mayim is with earlier?" Kunal asked "Wait what guy?" Simon added
"Oh, its just Mayim's manager his name is Mark" I answered
"Wait how did you know?" Kunal asked
"Well me and Kaley met him earlier" I replied
"Oh really, gosh the guy was so handsome and very cool" Kunal said
"Wait did you talk to him?" I asked
"No but he was so good looking and very cool" Kunal replied
"Well he and Mayim will be a great couple" Johnny said
"Agreed" Simon added
"Yeah he is good for Mayim also" Kunal said
"What do you think Jim?" Johnny asked
I was really irritated of them talking about Mayim and Mark being good together like urghhhh, I think this feeling really comes when your inlove with someone
"Oh well he is ok, but I think he is not good for Mayim" I replied
Johnny, Kunal and Simon stared at me curiously
"So you are saying to us that Mark is not good for Mayim? and you are good for her?" Johnny asked
And I just literally replied
"Well yes,... wait what? huh? what did you say?"
Realizing that I just accidentally slipped the word. I was really carried away by my emotions of jealousy. And just like that I was caught red handed, and I just honestly confessed to them that I love Mayim, so much. The Bell rang and rehearsals started.
After long hours and number of days passed by, it was almost tape night!!! On the Big night we all gave Mayim and Melissa a "Welcome Gift". It signifies that we welcome them in the family and looking forward to many more years of working with them. The Cast gave them both lovely gifts, I gave Melissa a nice scarf, embroided her character name. Then It was my turn to give Mayim my welcome gift to her, I was really nervous but his is my chance to just get near her so
"Hi Mayim, um here is my welcome gift for you, hope you like it and may you use it" I said handed to her nervously
"Thank you Jim that's is so sweet of you" Mayim replied
Every single time she says my name, my heart just beats like a race car running a 100 miles per hour. I cant really just describe how I felt whenever I am near her and when she says my name. Then she opens the box, there appeared a nice golden necklace with her character name engraved with a date.
"Jim this is so beautiful, this date is today, omg" Mayim happily said
"I am glad you liked it, the meaning of the engraved name and date is, "Amy Farrah Fowler will be introduce in May 24 2010"" I said
"Omg Jim that is so sweet of you" Mayim said gracefully
I smiled, really glad that she liked it. As she was looking at the necklace I grabbed the opportunity to get close to her, by putting the necklace on her beautiful neck.
"May I?" I asked generously at the same time nervous
"Sure" Mayim agreed gracefully
Mayim stood up in front of the Mirror while holding her hair up, I slowly walked to her and stood near her and putting the necklace around her neck. It was beautiful, very beautiful. She was glowing and I am falling for her day by day, night by night, and every time I can just steal a glance of her face, her majestic face.
"Mayim you look amazing" Kaley said
"Thank you!" Mayim replied
"You look amazing Mayim" I said, she really looks amazing
"Thank you so much Jim for this wonderful gift" Mayim said and hugged me
In that moment I cant explain what I should feel about it, my heart beats even faster then ever, both our arms are wrapped at each other and our clothes touched each other. I hugged her back and it was the best day of my Life. I get to hug her and my chance was perfectly not wasted. I was very happy that time, my inner soul is screaming out of happiness. Then the rest of the cast came in for a group hug. It felt really nice, the hug that Mayim gave me was one of the hugs I had never felt in my whole life. It was so gentle and pure, my emotions are mixed, and I cant wait to make her mine
The Bell Rang so it means the taping will start in 5 minutes. We all pull back from each other, Mayim and I gazed at each other happily, at last I saw that smile, the bright smile I was looking for, the bright smile that hopefully will be smiled back at me. The we all headed downstairs for taping.