The next day was a Saturday, and as I woke up, the event of the previous day replayed itself in my mind.
hmm... when did my marriage become this worse? ordinarly, immediately i caught him with the woman, I was supposed to go report him to his mother, but who am I to do that.
This is my cross and not his mother's, it is my marriage not hers. so why would I do that, why can't I solve my problems my self.
Luckily for me, we still had some garri at home and with that I ad my children could survive the morning and at this crucial time, we could really use anything we found to eat.
I was much luckier because my children never complained about but took it the Way it came.
In the afternoon towards the evening, I started having some weird pain and all of a sudden I rushed to the toilet to vomit, after cleaning up, I dragged myself to bed and asked tobi to get me some pain relief and a glass of water.
I took the medicine, but still felt uneasy with a feverish body.
I covered myself up with the blanket.
When my children came to tell me they were going to bed for the night, they found me worst then they had left me.
They cried out and all I could request for was a bowl of water.
Tobi had suggested to call his father, but I stopped him stating that his father might be busy at that moment. They brought me the bowl of water, soon enough.
Even though ii knew what I said to Tobi was a lie.
After mopping my body thousand times with the cold towel, i finally fell asleep, only to wake up the next morning and find a figure sleeping beside me.
I dragged myself out of bed even though I felt so exhausted. I didn't know when I fell back into the bed waking Edward in the process.
what is it again, can't a man have his reason was all he could say and I didn't bother to reply him.
For one thing I didn't need anybody that would shout at me after what I faced last night.
So with that I raised mysrlf again but remembered that we had no food at home and the last thing I wanted this morning was to ask edward for money but I had no other option and it wasn't as if I was working, so I needed to ask.
I tapped him gently at first to wake him, but he neither turned to look at me nor answered me so I got up and went over to the side of his bed.
Edward pls would you hear me out for a minute, I asked.
what na! any time I want to rest, that is when you would have one thing or the other to say. okay am all hears what is it you want this time, he asked.
Sorry for disturbing you, pls I need some money, I said.
For what! he asked.
There is nothing at one and the children are really hungry, I said
I knew that was what you wanted to ask for, all you know is food, food. food, and more food, don't you have what you use this your brain to think about other than food? he said tagging at my head.
I had become angry at his remark and all I could do was to shout at him.
oh so you would not give me the money I asked for abi, who the hell do you even think you are stating my follies to me, you are such worse than I am.
so because I haven't mentioned what I saw you doing with the lady at the office the other day you think I have...
before I could complete the sentence, I heard a vicious slap across my face followed by a mighty hand coming down on me and before I knew what was happening, I found myself on the hospital bed.
Where am I was texting only question that came to my mind as I moved up to a sitting position.
you are at the hospital said a woman wearing white and soon my vision became clear and the thought of what happened followed as sadly I remembered it.
please get me out of here I pleaded with the woman, as I struggled to get up from the bed.
No madam you have to take enough rest as the doctor has instructed.
pls who brought me here? I managed to ask.
Ma, it was your husband I think, said the woman.
I sank into my self as reality drawn really hard on me.
MINUTES LATER IN THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE
Mrs. Jones thank God you are finally awake and how are you feeling? asked the doctor
Netter thank you, I said.
okay so after all the test we carried out on you, congratulations we found out you are two weeks pregnant, he said.
preg... what? i asked.
yes mrs. jones, you are pregnant, congrats said the doctor
my regards to Mr. jones and the children and remember to always stay off stress and have a good rest every day.
don't forget the ante Natal pls always come, he said.
Thank you doctor I managed to say amidst a fake smile.
When I got home, I found edward and my children eating on the dining table, thank God at least he had the nerve to buy them something to eat.
Welcome mum, my children said.
hmm I managed to say while nodding
Welcome he said to me, actually acting like he cared in the presence of the children.
hmm mm I said again.
After the children had finished eating and gone to their room, I braced up and went to give him my pregnancy report.
oh! so you have finally gone to get yourself impregnated by some man, and you come y
Jere to claim that I impregnated you abi, he said after taking a look at the report.
What! how dare you say that to me? , was all I could say or have you forgotten what you did to me that night and now you are claiming not even responsible for the pregnancy?
wow! what a good thing to say.
you know what Mr. edward jones, when I married you and took the vows at the alter, I never thought my life would become like this but now I see not all that glitter is gold and you know what the doctor told me as he gavee this report, he said " stay away from stress" but you are the real stress here. I said and stumped off before he could stand up.
why don't you say it directly in front of me you this cheap harlot, nonsense! you want to bring someone elses child into my house abi?
don't worry I will make sure that pregnancy doesn't stay in you for long, I heard him bark as I went.