Four months as passed now in my terms with the pregnancy, and edward as travelled as he claimed to have somethings to do abroad but within me, I knew he was lying.
He said he is to spend six months over sea, but his mother as been my perfect companion since he traveled.
she had this exceptional way of taking care of me any time I am pregnant and that I really enjoy but wish it were my husband really doing this. well if wishes where horses, beggers would ride.
Mama, Edwards mother as always been telling me how proud she was of her one and only son, not only for his achievements also for his responsibility over his family.
she praised him even at his absence and all I could do is nod my head and wish I could agree with her.
Edward as never let a day go bye without calling his mother since he traveled.
sometimes, I watch as mother and son both talk on the phone, and a flash of pain rises in me.
He asked never for once since he traveled called me up not even to ask for the welfare of his children but here he is speaking with his mother on the phone.
Well not that I really expect him to call amy way.
TWO MONTHS LATER...
6 months now, and I am already feeling labor pains it not even nine months yet.
I went to the hospital and there I was informed that I had a still birthday, the baby was premature.
o my God where did I go wrong in all this.
sorry ma the baby couldn't survive it was all the doctor said as he came into his office to discuss with me.
I cried and cried until no tears could form in my eyes again, all wanted was to cruddle up in bed and shout the world out.
When edward called that day, his mother told him what happened, and like you would know, he pretended to be sorry and promised to call me after he finished with his meetings.
Finally when he called three days later, all he could tell me was, yes! that is good for you.
At least that child of a bastard was forever gone, if you like to and open your legs for another man to impregnate you again, then you will know what I am made of.
Foolish woman, common fuck off, how are my even sure that am the owner of those three children and with this statement, he cut the phone.
I couldn't cry nor smile, I was left expressionless.