regrets

Pov "chetty

God I didn't expect such a cruel reaction from Mickey when he grabbed my arms with his hands I thought he broke all my bones but then he let me look at me with contempt I don't understand why and then he pushed me away from he hurt me more to move away than to hold him on my arms, then he fell to the ground on his knees in front of me and hit the floor with his hands I see blood coming out but he doesn't stop I'm afraid to approach him but I have to do it, so I recover I force myself and I also kneel in front of him, he does not stop, so I decide to get closer to him I take my hands and stretch them towards his face, he has stopped I have not looked up yet, so I decide to look up with my hands I approach with my head and I rest my forehead on his, I can understand his breathing which is very accelerated he tries hard to breathe he does not look me in the eyes his eyes are closed.