Closure

Forever it may,

The world we built will always remain.

I can't erase.

I sold the jewellery I had saved.

I sold my faith,

To build something so great

And all the sacrifices we made smiled when the end was near.

When you started to build a wall that didn't match one of ours

And what we built started to fall.

I got buried under the bricks I had designed with my gold and dime

But I was still left alive.

You were no where in sight.

All that I could see was the empty land in front of me

And even though I could break free, I only screamed.

I looked for the bricks I had made

To ease the pain

But all my jewelry had lost its rate, I was left with empty space.

Now I dream of us coming face to face

Because I know, sinners don't cave

And they love to tell their tales

As forgiveness walks away.

Admitting you are not sorry is oh! So hard to say

Since I will never forgive because the empty space can't ever be filled.

I will never know; if you ever really thought of it as home.

I don't know why you didn't show how badly you wanted to go.

I don't cry anymore

But I let the wounds show.

I have given up on my soul, I want others to know,

I will never enter their doors.

The art they show only makes me mourn.

Everything, I feel like has been shown.

I feel like a thousand years old.

I don't want to live anymore.