I vowed to never stare, a single glance can make everything disappear, break everything in shape: my eyes left to collect the remains.
I let myself go, to end the risk of wanting more.
But I failed, the beauty of nature has me amazed.
My heartache disappeared.
My word was betrayed, and I lost to fate.
I sense a bitter taste.
My hurt left no trace as if I didn’t give my everything to keep it near.
I am alone again, why must everything end?
Just like the story of her and now my hurt.
My love for the two can’t ever be renewed.
I always thought of people who leave to be beneath the loyalty that subsides in me.
But I forgot nature and one of its many betrayals.
I lost everything I yearned for, only to lose her.
I worked half my life to attain something that had already died.
The loss of love: the very act of God himself.
And I am not the one to sit and think of a scenario better than,
But I
Have lost my vision.
I resign from the sight of a new season,