Stay away

After four days in the hospital, I've been released to go home. I spent four days knowing that I can't go and hug the person I love who’s in the room right next to mine. I wanted to go and thank him. But I can't do it formally. I can't act like Ethan's cousin only. It's like last year when he saved me from the accident. He didn't know me back then, and he doesn't know me now.