Beginning

What do you want, Ren?"

"You know exactly who I am and what I want, don't you?"

He is such a delusional man living with a superiority complex. He really think I give a fuck about myself that I will fear him.

"Alex, be my little slave won't ya , and accept my little tasks as you did in middle school or your life would be same as your middle school."

"Like I care."

"Hhhh What, Alex your making a mistake in expecting a little bit of mercy."

"Hmmmmmm"

"You gonna regret this moment, and I'll make sure of that."

It's been a while since I have seen frustration on his square cut face,

and hatred in his deep brown eyes.

I know very well what he gonna do next, leaking my fake past and creating my enemies. Even though if I choose to accept his demands then too this cycle will never end. So its better to regret.

As I was thinking Ren got back to his seat.

Time passed very slowly, but thanks it was finally lunch break.

I slowly stood from my seat , and my eyes diverted towards Ren who was secretly planning something with his some stupid looking friends. Ignoring their intense glare , I walked to the playground of the school, looking for the least crowded area. I had already got the intution what's going to happen in next periods. So I decided to peacefully eat my Cream Filled Bread.

The playground has beautiful cherry trees , and I enjoy nature's beauty. Its scary that how enthralled I get by these small small things. How these things bring a smile on my pale face.

As I completed my meal, like a drunk lunatic I started walking strangely, I don't know why but I feel like I should do such things to keep myself protected from fearful glares of people. On my way to my class I met our philosophy teacher whose period was next in our class.

"Hhh, Why are you walking strangely?"

"I don't know."

I don't know what else to say so I said the truth.

" You sure a brat."

"Heh Teach, What do you think about humans?"

"  Unexpected question from an unexpected brat. Came out of the blue, but you seem serious so, I will answer."

As I expected from a philosophy teacher.

"Humans are the most exceptionally unique and intelligent species. They are  unique and are born with innate abilities and emotions. Humans are kind and supportive that's how they have evolved being the ruler of this Earth.They understand each other and are bonded with ties of love."

"Enough, Teach.

You sure don't know enough to answer my question until now, but as soon as you enter this classroom, you will know enough."

"Hhh, You're a psychopath or what."

I entered the classroom along with Teach and as soon as I entered the classroom, I knew what was awaiting me. Being alone increased my self awareness, I was able to see through people , I could read atmospheres and definitely I developed my brain.

"Hey see who's arrived, Alex, THE MOST FAMOUS TEEN."

I took my seat ignoring their voices.

"Alex and famous, you might be joking."

said Mac.

"Yeah he is a man intimidates a girl and call for negotiation. Who threatens innocent people for his own desires.I caught him redhanded back at middle school. He never care for anyone and anyone's emotions.See right now no words, nothing , it only proves my saying.

And when I standed against this twisted psychopath he tried to murder  me. You all will never know what's going inside this man.If you don't believe see this mark of a blade."

He is calling me twisted, well he did as expected. He knew that others will believe all what he said even if it's a lie.So he made up a intense story , who cares to find it's true or not, it's just one of the nature of Humans. I wonder myself why I am not trying to prove my innocence, why I am looking outside the window when everyone is talking about me.

Suddenly a beautiful girl stood up glaring at me.

Her beautiful blue eyes were enough for any boy to fall in for her. Her blonde hair rolled into a ponytail.

Her height near about 5'5 inch.

"The moment he came into the class he started staring at me, the look on his eyes was like he was planning  something against me through his eyes. I am scared."

I even don't know who is this girl. That's what atmosphere is. Seeing the atmosphere where one person is attacked but not defended by anyone, not even by himself, anyone can blame anything, even if someone doubt their lies , they will not dare to go against whole class, that's how fucked up humans are. Observing her in her present predicament, I got some points about her;

1:She is a not such a popular figure in the class.

2:She cares way too much about public opinion of her.

So ,why did she stood up to tell a lie against me?

The answer is quite simple to deduct.

Its all about ATTENTION.

She said so to gain sympathy and attention ,moreover she wanted to divert the attention from her to me.

Humans are the most social species.

They care too much about their social reputation that they can do anything to protect it.

Suddenly I saw a tall heighted well built man coming towards me. His hairs were black and a mess. His face is

triangular and his black eyes were filled with anger.

"What do you think you can do anything in this class too! I will not let you hurt others in my class."

He threw 2 punches on my face, honesty I didn't expect it to hurt too much but it is hurting like hell. Even blood started to ooze out of my face.

What a day!

At last Teach spoke

" I think its enough, he has not done anything till now."

Honestly I don't care, even a bit.

"Alex come with me, to nurse's office."

I don't want to go to nurse's office cause I like this blood and pain, it makes me feel like I am still on this earth. At least It gives me a feeling while I don't experience any other emotions at all.

But since I want to talk to Teach I decided to go.

After stepping outside Teach started the conversation I wanted to start.

"I can't imagine of you doing such things, and I am sure you haven't, but then why didn't you show any resistance."

"Its simple, cause it doesn't matter, other opinions doesn't matter to me.

Moroever if I decide to speak up against them, will they believe me.

Teach I believe now you have seen the true colors of humans as I have said."

"I don't get it, how do you know that this was gonna happen."

"Its because I am right,Teach.

Humans are weak they are so selfish that they are not even aware. If I say this to someone they will come up with a retard that not all humans are like that. Some are kind , they are tender who keep other above others. But have you ever thought that why do a person gives a penny to a begger or say why you help others .Its because  on seeing other in trouble and misery they develops an uneasiness and desire to help them , development of guilt , and to ease that uneasiness they help others. So by helping other they just satisfy themselves. They do help other, they are kind but just for complacency

The moment the humans are born they never got to know their true nature; how cruel and selfish they are. They just learn deceiving others and in the process they even deceive themselves."

"You're right, Alex. That's all what I can say right now."