12.Bad Days.

I felt like shit. My father's anniversary would be tommorow on Friday. I have a date tomorrow with Enzo. Why tf did I even agree to that?? I have been trying to act like tomorrow won't ever reach. I have always wanted to be strong enough for my family but then I don't have one.

People deserve second chances that's what I grew up knowing. My father was a hero to my sister and I. They looked like a happy couple and I grew up saying I wanted a marriage like that . We were always happy not because we had money but because we were united . At least my parents made sure my childhood didn't have any tainted bad memories because it could be in my mindset for life. I grew up knowing men served as protection because that is what my dad did, you should protect those you love.

It all started when I was around seventeen years . I was confused as hell because never in my life have I ever seen my parents disagreeing. I was at the age where I could understand things I was no longer a baby. Am glad even if there arguments were so heated my dad never hit my mum. That would make all the good things that I grew up feeding my mind to be lies and I didn't want that .

There first argument was because my dad was suspecting my mother to be having an affair with someone. It was never that she never cheated it was something worse.They don't know I heard them I had started noticing changes in there relationship . They were not the lovey dovey couple I grew up adoring I was no longer a kid so I knew this things. The smile my dad wore around us didn't reach his eyes , everything was all fake the holding hands the pecks the kiss all for us. I couldn't blame them for not telling us there problems because personally I wouldn't want my kids to have a bad percepective about marriage. But the more I grow up I realize they were just protecting us from reality. Relationships aren't a walk in the park ,there are good and bad days , happy moments and sad ones. At least they loved each other. My mother changed ,she started coming home late being rude to my dad and I didn't like that . In a relationship whatever it is as friends or a couple I believe there should be respect . I didn't have to know what there problems were to be on anyone's side they taught us to respect each other and now my mum was doing the opposite of everything she taught us. There marriage was crumbling to pieces . I couldn't say it was money my father was the owner of a chain of companies ,my mother was psychologist she earned enough and my dad made enough. Sometimes I thought to myself that maybe my mum needed a psychiatrist . I never liked my mum's side of the family they always seemed like something was going on . They say blood is thicker than love or whatever they said ,but it shouldn't be like that even for wrong things . I don't understand what happened between my mum's parents and my dad's parents but they knew each other when they were young that's the little I know. They had a feud something about a stolen idea. They were in college together and were even friends . They were doing some research and came up with a business idea and they all put there efforts in it to see it work.It didn't work at first and my mum's dad gave up , bad spirit I guess never give up you just have to keep up trying trust me it will work out in the end because it did. When my mum's dad so it wasn't working he just gave up but my dad's dad didn't when you put your whole effort into something you always want to make it work.My mum's dad moved away to Atlanta and he started his own stuff there and he made it I guess. They lost contact after that and everyone went on with there life.

When you start doing something you don't make it in one night it takes time to get to where you want so it took a number of decades to be who they were and there businesses being in the limelight. Then my dad's mum knew that there idea was successful and he wanted half the shares of the company. Was that right?? In my opinion it wasn't because it was just an idea he gave up on the first attempt he wasn't there the multiples times my dad's dad felt like giving up but couldn't . When he was denied the shares he made it his sole objective to take them by force. They stopped talking for a while and then started talking again. They were in good terms again and my mum's dad claimed that he realized he didn't deserve the shares. It was obviously a lie . It was a plot and that plot was what made me and my sister Bianca to be in this fucked up world. Yes he used my mum to get back the shares . My mum met my dad which was a coincidence on my dad's side but it wasn't it was just planned . My grandpa was a genius he even faked to be in good terms with my dad's dad in order to get the approval of my mum and dads relationship.

My mum fell in love and forgot about what she was supposed to do . Her dad started pressuring her again and she changed driven by the thirst of hatred for my dad's family. I don't know how she did it but she managed to get half the shares and she had the majority . This obviously affected my dad and in a bad way . How could he loose everything his dad worked so tirelessly for to his wife. Someone he trusted more than himself. He couldn't leave with the betrayal how could he being betrayed by your wife ,she is like a half you . My grandpa(my dad's dad) died when he learnt of what had happened he lost his company just like that. The old man had complications and the heart attack he suffered didn't spare him with his deteriorating health.My dad felt like he was to be blamed because his love crushed his family's legacy. He started drinking wasting his life I understood his grief now. He started doing I didn't like it one single bit but I couldn't do anything . There divorce with my mum was granted . It was the hardest point in my life. Three months later my dad was found dead at his place due to overdose. It was all her fault right?

AUTHOR'S NOTE

Hey guys here is another chapter I thought I should tell you a little about Ella's childhood and how she changed but this is just a teaser it's not even half of what made her how she is. I hope you like this chapter

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