zigginah

Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

I hated life,look at me. Sometimes life is unfair right? I mean look at my mum in that hospital bed when my dad can get to have fun like didn't he care. I open my apartment door and went in and closed the door behind me as I dumped my leather boots on the door step. I plopped myself on the couch thinking how am a mess. 


22.Reality.