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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

"I will always love you don't ever forget that,even on the bad days I promise to try and make everything be okay",I say as I kiss her forehead.

"I gotta go ,dress up",I say to her I know am being a dick."Is something wrong you sounded off after receiving that call?"she asks . "Nothing's wrong I have to take care of some stuff",I tell her as I fold the blanket and start going towards my car. I open the trunk and put it in. She is already dressed and is following behind me. I open the car and she enters the passenger seat .

"I'll drop you at your place",I tell her as I start the car but she doesn't answer back . I know she is pissed but there is nothing I'll do.

21.All On Him.