zigginah

Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

<p>They always say only one person is your soulmate or the love of your life. I was pretty sure Ella was the one for me. She made me feel loved ,I had never felt so content by just being with one person. When she said jump I asked how high. I would do anything for guaranteed that it would make her happy . The days she was not with me I felt like a piece of me was missing . I did not sleep well when we were not on good times. I looked at her and thought to myself how lucky I was and I would do anything to have her in my life forever . Our kids would look so cute if they had her eyes...</p>

20.Star.