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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

"So you know her",I tell Ella precisely like I statement cause it seemed like they knew each other . "Yeah",she says just that okay then. "I'll probably drop you at your place I have somewhere to go",I tell her as I start the car . "Okay",she says. I don't push her she seems in thought so I give her space . That girl seemed to have reminded her of something because her demeanor changed and wondered what it was she was hiding. I reach her place and call her out of her trance . "We're already here",I tell her when she doesn't notice we're already at her place. She unlocks her door and steps out when she stops and glances at me. "Thanks for tonight Enzo",she says. The way my name sounds from her lips .


25.Just a Friend.