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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

I wonder what it was this Camila girl had against Ella. It's not everyday that someone just shows up who you are not in good terms with and joins your circle of friends. I wonder what Jade knows about this.


I drive to Ella's place and wait for her as she grabs some of the things she wants. We pass by the grocery shop to buy some stuff we need and head over to my place.


I glance at my watch and realize it's almost time for my therapy session. 


"Uuuhhh cupcake I gotta rush somewhere I'll be back later ",I tell her as I kiss her on the cheek.


"Where are you going if I may ask?"she asks .


"Am supposed to go over at the house my dad wanted to talk to me about some stuff",I lie .


"Well okay ,be safe",she says as I grab my car keys from the coffee table.


"I sure will",I say as I get out of the house. 


I make my way to the coffee shop and buy two coffees like always and head over to Dr Potter's office.


32.Pain