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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

I am going to be late today all because I had to go back to my place for a change of clothes. I stayed over at Enzo's place for the whole weekend .


"Are you done we're going to be late?"he asks he is on my bed and am trying to straighten my unruly hair.


"Just a little bit ,am done",I say as I look at my reflection in the mirror. 


"You look fine come on do you want to try on other tons sets of clothes?"he asks. I've been changing clothes since we came here an hour ago.


I walk over to him and take my bag that's besides him as he spanks my butt and I give him the finger. 


"I like your hair like that it shows off your pretty face",he says.


"How does tieing my hair in my ponytail hide my face?get up we're going to be late"I say as I leave my room with him on my toes.


"I could have come to school in my car you know we didn't have to share your car ?"I say .


"I wanted to ride with you to school ",Enzo says .


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