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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

I had to make a decision as I made my way to the doctors office I kept thinking of what it will be...

I know I was being selfish holding her back but she was my strength. A mother was everything she could always make you feel believe that you could get yourself out of any situation.

I haven't talked to my sister since the fight we had . I hope she would come . I had to let my mum go it is the right decision.

"Enzo you're back huh",says the doctor as he walks out of his office.

"Yeah I had to come sooner or later"I say .

"Your sister and father are actually here they were waiting for you",he says as he walks to the direction of the elevator.

We reach my mum's room and my sister and dad are out sitting on the bench .

Cindy stands up and walks to me the moment she sees me.

I feel like my world is shattered when I see her teary face.

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