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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

I wanted it to as normal as possible I was dressed ready for school .

"Hey sure you don't want to stay in today?",asks Enzo.

"I want it to be a normal day I don't want to stay in and be sad all day,I'll be fine",I say .

I wait for him as he finishes getting ready and we head to school together.

The moment I reach school the first person I bump into it Soffie.I know what she is about to say before she even starts speaking.

"Are you okay ,I thought you weren't coming to school today?",she asks .

"Why wouldn't I come to school is something happening in school that I don't know off",I try to shrug it off knowing damn well what she is talking about.

"Isn't today your sisters anniversary?"she asks.

"It's wierd you guys call the day someone dies an anniversary and yes it is ,so what about it?",I ask .

Gone