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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

The disappointment on her face was clear as she opened the door and saw the person on the other side of the door. The little hope she had in her was now crumbling. She thought that he had come to his senses and realized she was the one for him .

"Baby were you expecting someone else",says Xander as he chuckles.

"No no why would I be expecting someone else?"asks Ella as she moves aside to let him in.

"Babe ,I saw the look on your face I was not the one you were expecting. What's up?"asks Enzo as he sits down and pats the space next to him.

"It's just bot trouble",says Ella as she sighs and sits next to him.

"What happened this time around it's always something with you guys",he says faking an irritation.

"Don't be stupid,he said he lost feelings. "

"Oh my God babe are you okay ,do you need to go out for drinks?"he asks his voice laced with concern.

SURVIVAL