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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

"I know I never tell you guys this alot if times but I love you guys and I appreciate you. I never had anyone before I met you and you guys came into my life and made it fine. I may be not the best friend a person can ask for but am glad you guys understand. The best days I have had have been with you guys and am so happy for being your friend. You m an so much to me and I hope everyone else can have people like you. People who care about each other. I hope this friendship lasts a lifetime because I don't want to introduce myself to other people and have them judge me and tell me am wierd",says Ella as she chuckles.

"Don't get all smoochy and corny with us",says Calleb.

"Am serious dumbass I mean it ,I do not know how my life would have been in this city without you guys by my side",says Ella .

SCARED