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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

They lay there in silence as they both were in their own worlds thinking about whatever they were fixated on.

Ella could not believe that she was finally in love. All the years of heartbreak had payed off and she was so in love and she could not believe it. She got so nervous everytime he looked into her eyes and she fell for him more and more as each day passed. She never thought she would find someone who was worth the wait. Someone who loved all the things that she hated about herself that people did not know.

He was the one she loved.The time she had spent with him had been one of the most happiest moments of her life. Maybe finally she was worthy of someone loving her and dreading to loose her.

She wondered what her life would be like if she hadn't met him. She would have been with someone else maybe she thought.

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