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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

"You don't have to be",he says as his hand carreses my face and his lips hover above mine.

I can feel his breathe on my face and I get the longing of reaching to him and kissing him but the moment I move my face he moves his face further and chuckles.

"I live you so much and each day that passes I will show you that",he says as he stares at my lips and in a split second his lips touch mine. It feels like an explosion. All the feelings I have for him and the longing I have had all rushing making me a little too excited. His hand cradles my face as his lips move uniformly with mine. I can feel the tension in the room the moment his lips leave mine and stares at me. The list in his eyes making me even want him more .

LUCKY