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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

The flu she had catches had really taken a toll on her. She felt she was weak all the time and all the Mill's she had taken did not seem to work.

She always had a weak immunity do it did not come as a surprise when it had been a week and she did not feel like anything had changed.

What was shocking was that no one around her seemed to catch the flu?

She looked behind her to see where Sof was but it seemed like she had stayed behind with Harry and Calleb.

Was she being hard on Harry? She thought that she was just helping but maybe all she needed to do was leave him alone to do what he wanted. It was his life after all and he was the he who would pay the consequences of his actions not her.

She never understood why she always got the urge if trying to control the lives of people around her. It we like she was trying to be a mother to them.

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