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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

Ella was not the type of person to hold grudges. She believed in forgiving and forgetting But other things were hard to forget.

The image of the night was still stuck in her head. It did not hurt her anymore but it didn't mean that it has not made her feel like shit for a very long time.

She remembered hearing their moans the moment she had entered the house. She had walked slowly so as not to make any noise. Knowing how Ryans' house loomed kike it was a tough job. There was litter everywhere and the floors were filled with near cans.

Since they're best friends, they always shared GPS locations so that in case any of them got in trouble one would know where to look.

The moment she had checked her GPS at Ryans' house she had wondered what she was doing there. She was not picking up her phone and she never did that. Being the good friend that she was she had rather g nothing was there.

ELLA