ELLA II

There were some things that you just thought about or came up with in your head and they just didn't add up. You would tell yourself that maybe it was just paranoia but then there were others where the points just we're there. 

You wondered why it took you so much to figure it out and connect all the dots but then you had been too preoccupied to see it. 

I always thought that when someone was cheated on that they would eventually forget about it and heal. That you would only stalk their accounts for a while and forget about them but I was wrong.

It was kike the person you were cheated on with would become part of your life. You would think about her more often than you'd like. She would be a constant memory at the back of your head always reminding you that you were not good enough. 

You would often loom at them and wonder what it was that they had that made them so special. What is it that she had you didn't?