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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

He left his office hoping everything was going to be okay. It all had to be there was no other way around.

Things always had to get done. It was funny how some time ago one would just say that it is what it is and go on with their day.

No one talked about how hard it was to beg alone doing things on your own. It was draining. Everyone needed a support system but Enzo didn't have anyone it was just him.

I sometimes wondered why people felt so entitled about certain things or why they were so judgemental. No one had their shit in order maybe some people did but that was okay.

Enzo wished that he would just go to Ella and tell her about everything that was troubling him and maybe he would feel okay for a second. Then again she had her issues to deal with and he did not want to be another problem.

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