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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

None of them wanted to talk about Cheryl. It was a site topic that if they opened they would end up fighting.

They did not want that they did not even know when they were going to see each other again. All they could do was enjoy their daughter's dinner and talk about all the happy moments.

Was Enzo wrong for inviting Cheryl to stay over at his place?

He was Ella's boyfriend and he would have been pissed if Ella had done the same things. It did not matter if they ever had sexual encounters with each other.

To some point maybe he was not wrong. He was a human being who also had a life outside of Ella and could do what he wanted.

He did not have to ask for permission to do anything but that was not how relationships worked. It was not everything that your partner would be okay with.

As long as they did not feel comfortable with something it was your responsibility to make sure they felt safe and respected.

HAPPY MOMENTS