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Tear-stained cheeks, my mascara was now an ugly smudge after being ruined with all the crying I had been doing for the past hour. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears. I could hear them in the next room. Their moans enraged me and made me feel like throwing up. I retched but nothing came out. 

Disgust is what I felt.


My life had turned out to be a chaotic mess and I wondered what I had done to deserve all that. I was a good person or so I believed.

I smiled through the pain and thought to myself that everything was going to be okay. I did not believe that myself but I had to tell myself to keep going or I would be stuck in a loop with my past trying to set myself free...

DAWN.

They were both quiet during the ride as no one had anything to talk about.

Ella was tired all she did was sleep through it. She had spent the night drinking with Enzo even though at the start of the night she had said she want to go to drink.

She was celebrating him it was just selfish of her to say no.

She was so excited to reach home and as hi to her mother. She had not talked to her for a long time and she was getting more worried with every second that passed.

Things between her and Enzo were okay now that they had talked through everything that had happened.

At the point she was in life she wanted nothing to do with relationship problems. She had other things to think about.

"Do you think that something bad happened to her?"Hugho asked her.

"No I think she is okay maybe it was her phone that got spoilt and she could t get one ", she said forcing a smile.

ELLA AND ENZO