Mood swing

"Annoying people is much more fun than hurting someone feelings"

It's been a month since they left the music academy even though they didn't have so much fun when they got here in the Philippines. And it turns out that the Stanford High Academy, they are expecting that can enjoy the last year of their college in their new academy but it's on an opposite way. Some four guys ruined their first day of class. What will happen to them throughout the year? - Daisy Shine

Jamie POV

What keeps me going? Another day has passed in my cold room, this feels nostalgic, this is how it felt when anxities consume me. Maybe I'm running away or just escaping from these thoughts. I need to give myself some time

This exhausting feeling can't be ease by rest. I need inner peace of mind. I'll grasp the light even if it's flickering. I need to remember that this world is full of unknown reason, excuse, tragic situation and pain. One thing's for sure is that it's not always black and white. Maybe, that's enough to keep me going

Where am I? "Hello" and it echoes inside feels like a big empty room

I can't see anything since it's too dark I started to cry and feel too emotional that my life has become dramatic then a door opens where I see a light. As I entered it, I see a lot of food and I think I'm in a restaurant which I wiped my tears because food give strength.

Omg, this is delicious which I can smell various food. My cravings are filling me in already. Burger, Fries, Coke Float, Orea Mcflurry, Salad, Sushi. Then I smell shrimp and Crab. I suddenly feel hungry and I see that I'm in a restaurant. Is this a dream? I hope not because there is a lot of food that I can choice around here

A waitress leads me the way to my table and I just followed here. Then a waiter prepared all the food even I didn't yet order which makes me want to smile on this day

"The food is ready Ms. Park" I'm ready to eat now then I face the waiter to thank him but look familiar and look closely at him. What! It's him! How come he is here? Please tell me this is just a dream and it is not real, like omg wake me up right now

"Get ready once we met and see each other again" Oh fudge! He is my classmate for the first semester like living a nightmare makes my life miserable. Even in my dreams, he is bothering me. He lean closely to me and touch my face but I removed it and move my chair backward but suddenly I fell off on the chair and my butt hurts. This jerk keeps annoying me.

He just moved the chair and move closely to me "Are you even scared?"

"Stay away from me! Stay away! Stay away jerk!" he just tease me then laughed out loud which it is creepy all my hair on the arm stand up which gave me a goosebump. What a pervert! He still coming close to me but I punch him then he avoided it. My face smack on the floor and I got dirt on my cheeks. My poor cheeks and he is still laughing at me. The guts of him to laugh at this situation

"Just stay away from me! Don't even come near me" I just throw the food at him

"Never ever come near me. Just stay away from...." Ouch, that hurts. I suddenly woke up and seeing myself at the floor which I didn't even realize I already fell down on the bed and sleep on the floor

As I stand up, the three are looking at me which made me have a heart attack. Gosh! That almost bring the death out of me. "What? Is there any problem?" I asked because they are just standing there while staring at me like suspiciously but it seems to me they are just trying to stop laughing. Is there something funny on my face? I lay down on the bed again and noticed that they were still here and not leaving

"You look hilarious jamie" lovely said then laugh. I notice there is small bruise on the face of alexis

"What happen to your face?" I said but she just looking at me which make me have goosebumps "Next I shouldn't approached jamie while sleeping because she might punch me again"

I don't understand what she is saying but am I the one who did that to her? "I'm sorry" then begging for her to forgive me

"Did you have a dream of food fight?" michelle asked and yes I did because of that jerk appeared on my dream which he ruined it "Because you're like a kid playing while sleeping"

"I think you're having a nightmare because you can fight well, ain't you?" alexis said then lovely laugh again. Would she stop that?

It's really a nightmare because I thought I would never wake up don and as if he gets close to me to do something wrong definitely it will ruin my life. Even in my dreams, I can see the look on that man's face that I will not be happy with. I suddenly remember, he is the pervert stalker I met last time who took a picture while I'm peeing. You can deny all you want I still have a proof you're that pervert stalker who keeps following me in the mall.

"Chop chop girls, change your clothes now because we have a morning class to attend and you lovely stop pouting your lips that won't affect me of you trying to be cute" michelle said then left the room which make lovely left hanging around. The two went off to their room while me I stand up and fix my bed. What to wear today? I should wear denim pants and blouse then with a pair of shoes will do. I took a shower rather thinking to take a swim in the bath tub which made me think like a fool.

"Heartthrob King" I can't still believe that coming from him. But his attitude says likewise and it doesn't even fit him at all. Well he can still be called as "The Pervert King" that would be much better

"Jamie, make it fast there or else there will be no more food left to you" alexis shouted outside the door. That won't be necessary because I will not be the last when it comes to food

I immediately put a light make-up and fix my things that I need on school then put them on the bag so that I won't forget it. I put on my clothes and wear my bag but why my bag does seems to be heavy because yesterday I only brought one notebook and pen. I didn't even bought food yesterday

Oh well I checked my bag and what the fudge! Why is there so many trash like crampled paper, candy wrappers and junk food, there are also a bottle of coke and rocks??? My bag became a garbage bin. I clinch my arm

"Jamie, lets go. I'll just buy you a food in the cafeteria okay" michelle said then went downstairs straight to the van. If I really found out who is this person made my bag a garbage bin I would definitely get my hand on you. At least my bag don't smell that bad and just sleep in the van to ease my mood or else I'll explode because of anger and I won't like it. I should listen to Day6 songs since they make myself feel calm and relax at the same time

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Benjamin POV

At the end of the day, we will only remember the struggles we faced and survived as mere stepping stones to what we've become because instead of waiting to be ready, we decided and chose to be ready. We didn't wait for the right moment, we made the right moment that's how our life changes for the better. I really love this one because it is written by erikabwrites which made me realize some small things in life

Life goes on they say, that we shouldn't take advantage what's on reality, don't expect what might lead you on disappointments in life because it would hurt your from what expectation will bring upon you. Beyond on what you see is the reality that we should face because not all of the people around us will be there until the end. Remember, the only person can save you is yourself who is hanging on the difficulties and striving hard to survive in this day by day living.

We might not know the right moment will come to us, but trust too much because trusting a person is like a broken vessel that you need to fix at the beginning when you give you're all where no one will be there to believe in you because sweet lies is stronger to believe than the painful truth to be heard. Life can be hard on us but hang there because you can achieve anything in life even there are many trial and error that we need to do and try. What we decide is what bring us in the future but not what others say to you. You hold your own decision not people who should decide for you own sake.

Take the risk even it brings your life upside down because one day you'll become the person you want to be

Early in the morning, the sun shine bright and I woke up with a beautiful with a short of time by not roughing my drawings which I plan to give it to the girl who can wear my dress and desire design on the fashion show to see how beautiful it will fit on her. I should draw another design for the upcoming event next month and find a model to do the runaway show. I maybe look like nothing to do in my life but I didn't tell any of them about what I desire

I still have time before we go to school, when someone enter my room without knocking I suddenly stand up and hide all of my drawings. What the fudge charles!

"Dude, we should ea...." then he noticed and stare at what I am holding at my back "What is that?"

"Ah nothing, just cleaning up my room to be tidy and neat" I said and laugh to pretend that I'm doing something to distract his attention in other way

"Okay, you should go downstairs now" he said and closed the door while I can relax but he enter again and check

"What are you hiding benji?" he asked. He's really scared when he asked that because I can't lie with him or else he won't talk to me if I lie. What to do now? I closed the door and locked it so that james and mico won't go here to tease me

"It's a design of various dresses" I said without making him suspicious "Do you like someone?" he asked then stare at my drawings which make me feel nervous. Actually, as of now I don't like someone but love at first sight I think will do

"No, I don't why?" he is still staring at my drawing would he say something because it's becoming awkward here I can't handle this kind of situation

"Then who is this for?" How can I explain it to him? Since I don't know what to say and it sucks. "For all I know, you never fell in love with a girl except for your bestfriend who's in USA now for their upcoming pageant and practice"

"Dude, she's just my bestfriend and I would never fall in love with her. I rather keep our friendship long than being relationship with her that might ruin it" I said and look calm. I prefer to be honest than to ruin my day with this

"But whoever that is, do not let that girl go" wait, that is out of nowhere. Did I hear him correctly? Coming from his mouth when he's never been in relationship at all

"You only get one great girl in your life. You might have other good girls too but only one great girl that you will never forget for the rest of your life I promise you" he said which make me somehow relieve but wait did he just said that I might have other good girls too? "Dude, don't compare me to james who have a lot of flings with him" this is kind of offending somehow

"Let me finish first okay? Sorry if you're offended by it but first the reality benji"

"Do not let that great girl go and do whatever it takes to keep her cause you'll regret letting her walk away" he continued and seems to be right that makes me think about it

"One more advice for you benji, never assume that someone likes you by their sweetness because sometimes, you're just an option when they're bored" wow! That's a deep advice and I didn't know that charles would be expert at this

"It says that your right person will bring out the good in you with so ease and sometimes without even doing anything" I said and that left him hanging for about a minute but he didn't mind because charles never been into relationship then he won't be relate at this kind of advice

"Let's go downstairs now before the food gets cold" he said and both of us went out

Then we hear someone laughing out loud then we saw mico dancing. What is he doing early in the morning? I think he is crazy escaped from a mental hospital and talking to himself. Did he forget to take his medicine brought by the doctor?

"Dude, do you need some medicine? I have some I might give you one" charles sain and mico is still like that laughing all around while I just keep staring at him

"I think he was still laughing yesterday after we talked to the four women. But I really think he did something silly that we did not know while we were busy with our phones" james said while pointing at mico who is crazy laughing by himself. If I can only smack his head so that he can stop laughing like a crazy guy who escape in a mental hospital

My phone suddenly vibrates and I check what it is. Nathan is calling me and is there something wrong? I hope not but I should answer it at least

"Hello dude, how are you?" – Nathan

"I'm great, have you eaten?"

"I'm so good, I got a great news for you" he seem to be excited and I hope it's not a prank

"What is it?"

"I'm going to transfer in your academy?" – Nathan

Is he serious with that? It's the last year of college yet he's going transfer. Can he just at least finish it? And we're going to meet soon after graduation

"But how about your academy now?" wait, he didn't tell me which academy he is attending for almost 8 years

"Well, I have like enjoyment and fun but I just remember your academy and that is why I'm transferring" – Nathan

I'm still happy because he's attending the same academy with me for the last year of college at the same time I'm glad to see him again soon

"I'll see you next month, bye dude. The professor my caught me" he said and end the call. He has the guts to call in the middle of his class

Well it's been 8 years already since he move to USA but still we have connection thru video call and messaging thru his social media but minimal since he is famous singer.

"Let's go or else will be late at the class" charles said and the food is already cold so I'll just eat at the cafeteria

He is always scared of being late in the class because the professor might scold at us and suspend us a week. It only takes 30 minutes to arrive at school but somehow I can ride bike going to the school but I choice not to because I almost got into an accident and lost control of the wheel. We left the house and mico is singing like a guy who is crazy inlove

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Jamie POV

We have finally arrived at school, but I should find who the freaking is that person who made my bag like a garbage bin! As you can see, like more than 20 candy wrappers, three bottles of coke, 10 junk food wrappers and a lot of small rocks. Where the guts that this person gets all of this just to ruin my day today! I am a nice person but if someone cross the line messing around me I would definitely not back out even no matter what it takes

I will probably just want to relax in this last year of college, but why there is some idiot punk out there?

I can see that lovely is too lazy to attend class and her body seems like want to go back to bed to sleep. She's like a zombie because the way she walk but she can still wear proper clothes and put a make-up

"Jamie, let's go to the cafeteria since you didn't get to eat your food awhile ago since granny is gardening" michelle said and I forgot to say goodbye to granny because I'm so preoccupied with this piece of trash on my bag. I don't have the appetite to eat right now unless I didn't get to find that person

"Lovely, let's go shopping" alexis said. Let see if lovely won't even walk like a human. In 3....2....1

"OMG SHOPPING! LET'S GO! RIGHT NOW!" she said and jump into excitement. See I told you her brain is active when it comes to shopping but if it is school who even dreaming talking about it. You know what? She should attend a class that will help her fulfilling her dreams instead wasting her time here

"Alexis is just teasing you, because you're too lazy to walk look like an alien or zombie who got hit by a car" michelle said and she frowned again

"Look at the bright side, we can walk and tour around the campus" alexis said while messing the hair of lovely which she fixed it more than an hour

Lovely look sad like a baby who wants to ask a candy for her mom then her hair is messy because of what alexis did after it took long for her to fixed it. She seated on the grass near at the tree and fixed hair before we go to the class

"What happened to you awhile ago?" michelle asked me

"Someone put a trash on my bag which I don't know who is messing with me. But If I get my hands on that person I will throw all the trash on that freaking face" I said and to the pointing I'm getting mad thinking about it

"Like seriously? Don't you think the guy named mico did that?" michelle assumption is somewhat 70% true but I'm not sure about it since I'm busy listening to Mr. Jung explanation but if he did it, I will never forgive him for pulling a trick on me

"Omg" alexis said while looking at lovely. I think she's going to tease her "What happened to her hair?" she pretend like she didn't do it "Who did that? I will punch that person face"

"Ah, someone who is idiot and boyish that would messed my hair like this" lovely said which make alexis go quiet and approached her but lovely just kick her but not too much only slight

"Would you punch your face because you're the one who did this anyway" lovely smirked and alexis just laughed and messed lovelys hair again then they played fooled around like a kid while lovely is running out of breathe because alexis seems to run fast.

Actually alexis is an athlete which makes her a great runner. How can I say it? She did 100 meter, 4x4, and a long distance but guess what she doesn't seem to get tired at all after all that run she did. While michelle is a ballerina and do ballads but it's just her habit and she is not interested joining any competition internationally because it's too much work for her so she prefer gardening and that is why she have her own shop in states

While lovely has a lot of talent but she never show to anyone but only to her family and us. She can draw a dress for the fashion show, then play badminton and she is a pro like no one can really beat her only alexis, me and michelle but she always win the first place in any competition she joined. But one thing she always wants to do is having her own company for all of her design that anyone can wear it and do a runaway model. While for me, I would definitely want to have my own restaurant and studio.

"Catch me if you can" alexis said while lovely look exhausted right now "I give up" then all her makeup worn out so she need to fixed it again. She checked herself in the phone "What the fudge? What happened to me? This is all your fault alexis" she said and kick alexis on the back which make her lay off on the grass but alexis just laughed. She really love teasing lovely because she is easy to be target on making her fool

"Can you just stop it? My makeup and hair is all messy because of me" complaint of lovely and she really hates when someone do this to her

"I'm fixed my hair for more than an hour and yet you have the guts to ruin it. How dare you" lovely said who can't refrain herself getting sarcastic at all

"I'm sorry for that and you look great on your outfit anyway" alexis compliment her and lovely just fixed her makeup a bit and didn't pony tail her hair anymore which her usual look is way much better because she looks different

We picked all our bags and walk all the way to the room. There are a lot of students here in the campus which it makes this as the famous spot that any student can relax and do projects

"Lovely your phone is vibrating, I think someone is calling you" alexis said and pointed at the phone

"Can you answer it for me?" then alexis answered it

"Hello, this is lovel..." when car suddenly passed by which almost killed alexis and lovely then the two of them, all of a sudden the two of them seated on the road and because the driver is so stupid when someone is walking yet have the guts to do that because that driver did it on purposes. Me and michelle approached lovely and alexis can't seem to breathe properly. I hugged her tightly so that she would calm down for a bit and sing her a song that would make her mind relax

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Alexis POV

"You idiot! Watch were your driving!" I shouted and I almost got killed there, I thought I lost my life without knowing a drunk driver is out lost and crazy. My tears fell when I remember that night a drunk old man almost bring me into a motel and I got into an accident back then when I was looking for my parents

"Alexis just wait here okay" mom said then I saw some show in the park so I went there to watch

It took more than an hour and half. I should go back now were my mom and dad left me but I don't know where that is since there are a lot of people around here in the park.

I started to feel anxious and nervous since I can't ask anyone here because I don't know them. I'm not used to walking here alone because I'm afraid someone might follow me and this place is too big for me to be familiar with.

I really shouldn't have left my place where mom and dad left me. Because I'm too naughty too, I still went to watch the show

"Where is that place?" I started to look for it and went around but I only got lost on my way which makes me even furious in a way this might take a while. I'm about to cry because I can't find them

"Mo...mommy"

"Da..daddy"

I see people are keep staring at me and hearing them gossiping

"Honey, I think she is lost"

"Who leave their kid here in the middle of the night?'

"What kind of parents let their daughter be alone here?"

"What a shame"

Suddenly a drunken old man approached me "Hey pretty girl, do you want to go for a drink?"

"No I don't want" I said and refuse then I went to the other way but he holds and grip on my wrist tight which it is really hurt a lot. I bite it then he let go of me then people suddenly help me

"If you're drunk, just go home old man"

"Think about your kids who are waiting for you but you drinking. What a shame"

"Get hold of yourself old man"

Then he left because he is too embarrassed now and I went to other way. I can't stop crying and it's frightening me. All of my body is shivering and it is really cold here

"Mom, where are you?"

"Dad, where are you?"

I think I'm lost, I don't know where to go and I searched for them because they might look for me which make them feel worried. I start to think about million things in my mind which mix my emotion to look for a direction to go back but I'm still scared since it's too dark here and there's no people around the area that makes me even scared of.

I sigh and look for a sign if there is a bus. I went to the other side to cross to the pedestrian lane so that I will be around people since my mom told me to surround myself to a lot of people

"Alexis, my daughter!" when I heard someone is calling me and its dad. I cried out and tears burst which I wipe my tears and run off towards to them but I see light flashing and a car coming in with speed limit which is not stopping then in no time I was hit by a car and thrown to the floor which hit my head that hard.

I can only see blood and I see that there are a lot of people around me. Someone held my hand but I could not see because my vision was blurred the only thing I hear is my breath and I lost conscious at that time

Jamie is trying to calm me down and tap my shoulder. I think out loud, sigh and stand up. I saw the car stop and lower the window! What the fudge! It's them as always and they almost killed us. Do they have a problem with us? Unfortunately, my day got ruined when I saw that ugly ass face

"Oh sorry, I thought it was garbage scattered on the road. My mistake, its two people walking in the middle of the road, our bad" charles said sarcastic dropping the honorifics which make me even more

What! A garbage scattered? He must out of his mind when he knows were walking yet have the guts to do that on purpose which makes want to kill him once I get my revenge on him

"What did you say!!!!!" lovely is really mad right now like she wants to rip the mouth of this guy but he's mine because if we have the chance to get revenge I must as well smack and leave bruises on his face that no one will ever going to like him again

"Sorry, but I don't like repeating myself to those people who are stupid. I hope I made myself clear and bon voyage losers" that jerk said and went off their way

"Did he just call us losers! Like oh my head!"

"Calm down lovely"

I am a nice person but if someone crossed the line there's no more nice person in me because they are messing with the wrong person. They will regret it once I fight with them all and they will all see how terrifying freak I am. Did you hear that? I once called as The Queen of War Freak that most of student are scared of me because they never like to talk to me instead they might go to the hospital at no time because bullies should go to a detention or suspend them for a week to repent for what they did. But these fours are really getting into my nerves

"How can I calm down if I don't have the chance to punch that jerks face"

"He's mine because my fist is ready to smack his face multiple times so that no one will like him" I said which make my teeth clench with anger

Early in the morning, someone ruined my day and almost ran over me. I can almost really break his face and especially those with him. I'm certainly going to take my revenge once I settled myself to think a plan before doing

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Jamie POV

Once upon a time, there is girl who turned into a beast because the man she loves betrayed her when he finds out the true identity of the girl. They set the forest into fire but beast tend to kill them at all once then she saw the man who love her once but end killing him too.

The only thing she wanted is being loved and accepted to the person that will going to love her. But this is the story I just made up on my mind because alexis is about to turn into dragon which you can see her face boiling to the point that she can kill that guy who almost killed her

"I think I really need to smack his face multiple times so that he won't able to talk this time" alexis put a mad tampering which make her want to go back home where no jerk like him would appear any moment in this place

"Would you able to stand up alexis?" michelle asked

"Ugh! That jerk is really getting into my nerves!" alexis is really banging her mind because I know what is she thinking right now

"How dare they call us garbage and losers! I won't let this pass! Let see who is the real loser here!" lovely said

"That arrogance charles is really no good for something! I can really see it and an immature prick" alexis continue

"Well at least you two didn't get hurt that much even you almost lost your life there in a second. And how can they do that when they already know that you're on the corner yet still have the guts to drive too close

"Anyway girls, let's just talk later because we still have class and we're going to be late now" michelle

Sometimes alexis doesn't seem to be bother in her life whatever people think of her because it's up to them if they are going to accept her or not. Just like we did even there are some secrets we are afraid to tell off because people might judge us for who we are and keep saying harsh word that will hurt our feeling. It's tiring to explain yourself or your side to the people who don't wish to listen at all. We know ourselves better than anyone else. That is why it's up to them what they think of us which we don't care anymore.

We hurried to walk so we could get to class immediately but I heard someone talking in the parking lot

"Dude, why do you keep smiling there?"

"I also noticed that awhile ago, I think he's crazy"

"Even so, he is dancing too which make me think that he is in love with someone that we don't know who"

"Jamie, let's go and what are you doing there?" michelle said and they are looking at me

"Ah nothing, you girls go ahead I'll just catch up with you since I'm going to buy some food because I didn't eat breakfast yet" I lied because I'm going to check something first

"Okay don't be late jamie or else you'll get reprimanded or penalty"

I slowly walk in the parking lot and hide in a car to peek a little bit not to stalk but the voices are very familiar with me

"I think this person is crazy and we need to bring him in the mental hospital"

"Well my day is just good as the sun shine. What a blooming day it is"

What a prick you are!

"I just see a sun that the heat is too thick and it's getting hot here"

"Dude would you please stop smiling like that? Because you're too creepy when doing that"

"Could it be someone you like?"

"Not really"

"Then tell us what it is that keep you smiling like that"

"Well it's just a happy day for me"

"By the way, charles have you met the girl that will suit you and introduce to your family?"

"No I don't, I'm not interested at all"

But no one will be interested to you as well even you ask a girl for a date because she might reject you freaking jerk

"Someone is calling you mico"

"Oh really? But my phone didn't vibrate at all"

"Is it? Oh my bad dude"

"You know what? That girl jamie and you looks good together"

What the hell is he saying? In his dreams like no way I would ever like a guy who is a jerk, immature and no manners at all

"Benjamin, just zip your mouth"

"I'm just saying, they really look good together"

"What did you say? Do you have a death wish?"

What a temper

"No, I still love my precious life"

"Wait, are you still waiting for that girl you saved that drowned in the ocean?"

"Oh yah, have you met her again? I think mico you should look for her so that you will know if she had already boyfriend now"

"It's been 16 years since that day I saved her"

"Isn't she your first love?"

First love? I hope you will never get to met her at the day you would see her again

"Charles, you almost killed that two even mico is the one driving"

What the fudge! So he is the one driving the car yet ask what that jerk told him. I want to claw their eyes. What is beautiful today? You almost ran over my friends. Thank you they were not injured or hurt or else alexis already beaten you up now like a punching bag in a gym but you already mess up with the wrong woman this time

"Answer now our question mico, what's up with you? Because you never smile like that before"

Then he laughed all of a sudden which it is really creepy. I think he really fits in hell but I don't want to hear his laugh because it's cringe this time. He really likes a crazy person who ran away from the mental because he laughs like crazy prick

"Okay I'll tell you guys so that you can stop staring at me. Well I just put a trash on the bag of that jamie who accused me pervert stalker even I'm not then I also put rocks on it"

What! So it was you who put all this dirty garbage on my bag that it almost get smelly and ripped off the strip of my bag. What the fudge! If I only really get my revenge on you and you'll regret on messing with me! Wait, I know what to do now