Benjamin and Lovely (Studio)

Lovely POV

Have you ever missed someone these days? When you wish you want to see or meet them at this moment. I've never lose someone but my anxiety keeps bothering and makes me feel worry that something might happen that I won't expect. Loving someone is really unexpected as if we are afraid that the feelings are not mutual. One sided love is the most painful thing that we could ever feel and have that it may never be reciprocate with someone you like or love.

Have you ever been in a one sided love? When you're the only one who have feelings with someone even you don't have the right to get jealous nor have the right that person is yours even you want to. Have you ever wish that your relationship could have level? You have said I Love You many times, however, did you really make that person feel it? Or did you just play with him/her feelings for you?

Why do I think things like this that I shouldn't? I've never had a boyfriend so I don't know what I'm thinking right now. Is this the effect of cleaning the studio for more than four hours since 8am and it's almost lunch time. Maybe I should rest because I feel tired now

Someone threw a rag at me and I looked at who it was. What? Him? Who else could be with me here in the studio? This pathetic, dimwit and rude guy, he can throw it on the table instead in my face. I almost cleaned the studio and he arrived late and he still has the guts to complain like telling me that I didn't clean it well.

Why did Mr. Lopez partner us up with these idiots especially this prick benjamin? I don't care if you're cute but it doesn't fit on your attitude! I just borrowed the guitar and played it. I'll just sing so I won't feel this tired and annoyed with this dimwit. He is definitely so rude, he's going to throw a rag right in my face while I'm taking a rest

I've been awake for a while now ๐ŸŽถ

You've got me feeling like a child now ๐ŸŽถ

'Cause every time I see your bubbly face ๐ŸŽถ

I get the tinglies in a silly place ๐ŸŽถ

It starts in my toes ๐ŸŽถ

Makes me crinkle my nose ๐ŸŽถ

Wherever it goes ๐ŸŽถ

I always know ๐ŸŽถ

You make me smile ๐ŸŽถ

Please stay for a while now ๐ŸŽถ

Just take your time

Wherever you go ๐ŸŽถ

He is just staring at me while I'm playing the guitar and singing. It makes me uncomfortable

The rain is falling on my window pane ๐ŸŽถ

But we are hiding in a safer place ๐ŸŽถ

Under covers staying dry and warm ๐ŸŽถ

You give me feelings that I adore ๐ŸŽถ

"What are you looking at?" I said and he just smiles. He just listen to me and I don't know what to feel right now because it really makes me feel uncomfortable because no one stare like that to me while I'm singing because I usually get to used of jamie, michelle, and alexis when I'm with them and also my fans. I just realize right now, he is handsome and he looks familiar to me. Have we met before or somewhere?

They start in my toes ๐ŸŽถ

Make me crinkle my nose ๐ŸŽถ

Wherever it goes ๐ŸŽถ

I always know ๐ŸŽถ

You make me smile ๐ŸŽถ

Please stay for a while now ๐ŸŽถ

Just take your time ๐ŸŽถ

Wherever you go ๐ŸŽถ

"Have we met before?" he asked while cleaning the studio. I should be asking the same question to you because you look familiar

But what am I gonna say ๐ŸŽถ

When you make me feel this way? ๐ŸŽถ

I just, hmm ๐ŸŽถ

"I think we met before, or is just me who don't know it yet. I still remember when I met a girl back then when she was all alone in the playground because no one wants to play with her" he keeps talking when I'm not even asking any of it. He is really talkative, doesn't he?

And it starts in my toes ๐ŸŽถ ๐ŸŽถ

Makes me crinkle my nose ๐ŸŽถ

Wherever it goes ๐ŸŽถ

I always know ๐ŸŽถ

You make me smile ๐ŸŽถ

Please stay for a while now ๐ŸŽถ

Just take your time ๐ŸŽถ

Wherever you go ๐ŸŽถ

"Since I'm drawing a dress then I realize I should be friends with her because I find her friendly. When I approach her and she saw me. I said hi to her and she just smile at me which make me fall for her. It's a love at first sight I think" why does the story familiar with mine?

I've been asleep for a while now ๐ŸŽถ

You tucked me in just like a child now ๐ŸŽถ

'Cause every time you hold me in your arms ๐ŸŽถ

I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth ๐ŸŽถ

It starts in my soul ๐ŸŽถ

And I lose all control ๐ŸŽถ

When you kiss my nose ๐ŸŽถ

The feeling shows ๐ŸŽถ

'Cause you make me smile ๐ŸŽถ

Baby, just take your time now ๐ŸŽถ

Holding me tight ๐ŸŽถ

I also met a boy back then when I was all alone because no one wants to be friends with me and they always tell me that I'm spoiled by my parents. I still remember the drawing he gave to me and I only remember me telling his name ben but not his whole name that is why it's hard for me to look for him. Actually he is my first love and I met him 16 years ago. Until now, I didn't get to met him again.

Wherever, wherever ๐ŸŽถ

Wherever you go ๐ŸŽถ

Wherever, wherever ๐ŸŽถ

Wherever you go ๐ŸŽถ

Wherever you go ๐ŸŽถ

Always know ๐ŸŽถ

'Cause you make me smile ๐ŸŽถ

Even just for a while ๐ŸŽถ

Then he clapped which he is smiling while looking at me. I returned the guitar back to its place. I started wiping the window because there is still dust so I need to clean it.

"Do you like someone? Because I do, actually she is with me right now" I didn't mind him and continue what I am doing. Why did I have to clean here with him? He is not even cleaning at all and he is just watching me while I'm doing all the things here in the studio.

I can never forget that day when he made me smile and I really like the dress he draw which he gave it to me as a gift so that once we met again and showing the drawing he gave to me I could find him at all

I was with my older brother and older sister who help me to go buy some food

"Oppa, buy me a macaroon and pasta. Because I'm hungry"

"Ugh, our little princess is hungry right now. Just wait here, I'll buy you one and stay with Kathlyn okay?"

"Stay with me lovely, I'll buy your favorite dress later"

"Eonnie, can you bring to the playground later? Because I want to play with other kids because you just bring me in your office which I get bored easily.

"You'll understand office work when you grow"

"Eonnie, do you have a boyfriend?" they she suddenly spit the coffee she is drinking right now

"How do you know those kinds of things lovely?"

"I just heard it in your office awhile ago" then she just laugh at me. I pout at her which makes me feel embarrassed. Did I ask the wrong question? For her to laugh

"You'll know about it when you grow up, but now you're my little princess and don't grow so fast lovely because eonnie will never get to see this cute face"

"Do you have first love?"

"I do, but it's been a long time since I didn't get to met him and I just found out that he is already engaged with someone and sent me an invitation to their wedding. I'm happy for him because he finally found his true love and I finally let him go because when it comes to love we learn to let go than to be selfish and greedy"

"Have you ever told him that he is your first love?"

"I never told him because I want to stay friends with him than to enter in a relationship which can affect our friendship. It's better that way than anything else"

"What if you can keep both of your relationship and friendship?"

"You can't say that, because once you two end up breaking up then your friendship is over. Either if one of you wants to stay friends then its good but if not it means you have lost both two important things in your life. Your friendship with that person and the love you made with him. That is why I prefer just to stay friends with him than being in relationship with that person"

"How can you say it like that? Did you even try it?" she just laugh at me which made me think what is so funny about my question

"My little princess is already matured when it comes to love"

"Anyway, how about oppa? Does he have a girlfriend?"

"You're only 6 years old yet you know a lot of things about love. Well ask him so that you'll find out later"

"I'm here now I bought your macaroon and pasta. Maybe we will just eat at home with mom and dad since I bought 10 box of macaroon and pasta order. Is that okay to you lovely?" he asked me and I just nodded

"Let's go home now" he said and we went to the parking. He drove the car and play a song for me not to get bored they eonnie is talking to someone while oppa is focusing to his driving. When I saw a playground I told them to leave me there and to play with other kids.

Oppa just left me and told me to fetch me later. I ride on the swing and ask the kids to play with me but they told me they don't want to because I'm spoiled and I started to cry when no one wants to play with me then I saw someone approached me and he said him. I suddenly smile because of him then he wiped my tears

"Why are you crying? Such a crybaby you are" he said then I hit him

"Ouch, that hurts" then he hit me which make me cry

"Oh sorry" he hugged me

"Don't cry, you look beautiful today" he said which make me blush

"What makes you come here?"

"I want to play with other kids and make friends with them" I said then he wiped my tears again. He is so sweet and it makes me smile. Does he live here in state? Because I want to meet him again

"Do you want to be friends with me? I can be your friend" he said and that made me happy

"That's it, you're smiling. It suits you well and I hope you won't cry anymore okay? Promise me that" he said and want to do a pinky swear

"Yes, I will" I said

"How old are you?"

"I'm 6 years old and how about you?"

"7 and I'm older than you for 1 year age gap. You can call me oppa" I finally made a friend today and I should write it on my dairy

"Listen because I'm only going to say this once, you are my first love and I like you" that made me surprised and this is my first time that someone confess to me

"I'll promise to come back tomorrow and let's always meet here"

"By the way, what is your name?"

"I'm ben...."

"Sweetie, let's go home now and your dad is waiting for us now" I think it's her mom calling him

"I think I need to go now" he was about to leave but he handed me something "I draw that for you and I'll promise I will make that dress for you and give it to you. Keep that one and once we meet again just show me that drawing" he said and bid goodbye to me as her mom hold his hands but he turned around wave back to me as he leave.

"Hey, are you listening to me lovely?" then he snap his finger that is when myself went back "You're saying?"

Then he wipe something on the mouth "I think you're drooling" what! Is that serious?

"But kidding aside" I kick his butt when it avoided it then I slip off

"Ouch" he just laugh at me and he never be the same kid I met 16 years ago. Because I knew ben is gentle and friendly, not this annoying jerk who knows nothing at all. But I don't know his full name at all.

Should I ask him? What is the name of the girl he met back then? Why would I even bother asking him?

"Do you have to say anything at all?" I just noticed that he look thin and pale

"Why do you look pale?" I asked

"Not really" he said but I just touch his forehead and mine. What! He is burning up and he has a fever. He just remove my hand and started to clean again without realizing to himself that he is sick.

Why do I even feel concern about him?

Okay, I didn't mind him anymore. Then a bell ring so its mean its lunch time and finally I can eat because I'm hungry right now. I pack my things and left at the studio, I'll just come back here at 2pm since the only left to clean is the instrument and map the floor.

I didn't even notice that I have 3 missed calls to jamie, michelle and alexis. I think they're looking for me and I'm busy cleaning for more than 4 hours. I really need eat a lot of food today's lunch so that I have the energy to finish everything later.

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Jamie POV

Why our angry side is often addressed as our 'true color'? What about the times where we give it all? The times where we love more than we should? The times we check on people when nobody else did?

All these love but some people will still see your bad side as the one that matters. Which we make a lot of good things but why do people only notice our mistakes and blame us why they grow up like that way and we never been taught by our parents.

It's kind of tiring to understand these people who keep firing up the situation that our explanation can never help them know the situation we are in but on what they see that is the only thing they're going to believe than anything else.

Have you ever been a situation wherein no one understands you? No matter how much you explain to them the situation you had. Well of course, they only on your mistakes than the good things you have done before

Anyway, this day really sucks and I hate it much because I almost clean the storage room by myself while that mico didn't even do anything at all, just wipe the window then already leave without hearing with my explanation.

The worst thing is I fell asleep awhile ago then when I woke up there is something cover on my face when I remove it which it gave me an heart attack because of that annoying jerk is wearing a scary mask but I suddenly kicked the chair in front of me that hit him which he suddenly tumble on the floor that the bucket fell on the ground from where I am cleaning because I suddenly left it there and his butt get wet because of the water and now is totally pissed off.

Well he don't need to blame me because of what he did which she really deserves it for doing childish prank.

Is there nothing he can do to make better things than to bully someone? Did Ashley see the right thing on them? Because I don't, the only thing I see from them is they're annoying, loser, prick, dimwit and bully in this academy which how did these crazy fan girl students went over heels at them.

What will you do with those handsome faces if boys are too rude with the transferee students? I can't believe that this situation is happening to me, but I notice that mico look pale.

Wait, what did you just think there jamie? Snap out of it, he almost killed awhile ago there because of his childish prank. Now, you feel worry about him. Not, in a million dreams that I'm going to like a guy like him

What taking these three girls so long? I've been waiting for them about 30 minutes already? Are they done yet or not? Because I'm hungry right now and yet I didn't get a half way of cleaning the storage room because of the boxes scattered on the floor then there are a lot of equipment, costumes, tent, chairs, tables and speaker.

I can tell you right now, the storage room of this academy is really big like it's no joke at all. It almost feels like good for three classrooms.

But that mico didn't even fix the other boxes and put them on the corner which I almost fell asleep on cleaning which make me feel tired and hungry right now, also my neck hurts because I have a bad position while I feel asleep at the table

Then I saw the three girls, but alexis feet seem to be lame or sprain

"Sorry we're late jamie, because we help alexis walk since she hurt her left ankle"

"Isn't awhile ago, you seem to be fine. But what happen?" I asked her

"I sprained my leg twice so I just let it go since it wasn't that painful but I didn't realize it was swollen"

"Why didn't you call us?"

"I didn't bother because you girls are busy. But someone already help me go to the clinic" she said which made me think who it was. Is it charles?

"Who help you? Because we want to thank that person"

"Don't even bother thanking him"

"Let me guess, the one who help you is charles smith?"

"Isn't it obvious? Do you know what the doctor said awhile ago at the clinic. He thought he is my boyfriend when I immediately react on what he said that no way he is not my boyfriend" she said

"Well, you two look good together anyway" lovely said which make alexis feel annoyed. I can't imagine who will fall in love first and all of us didn't have a boyfriend yet ever since birth but they say that we have a lot of suitors even I reject them all because I'm too busy with my food than being in relationship at all. They always give me flowers instead of food that is why I never guess of having boyfriend at this moment

But I thought of the boy who save from drowning because I followed the butterfly when I fell on the cliff and he didn't even tell me his name instead he just gave me the necklace so that if we meet again and he might recognize because of the necklace

"Yay, what are you're thinking right now?"

"Ah nothing, you're saying?"

"It's your turn now, go pick a food" alexis said and oh sorry, their foods here are new and I don't know what to choose because I like them all. I should buy all the food "All of these food please" when the three girls are just looking at me which I didn't mind them because I'm hungry right now

"Can you finish all of that jamie?" lovely asked which I just nodded at her

Then we look for seats because there are a lot of students here right now at the cafeteria

"I think on the left corner" then alexis point the table near at the vending machine which no one is sitting there. We hurried so that no one will get it because if students seated there then we need to look for another place to sit and the other cafeteria are a little bit far way from here which take 15 minutes to walk then we only have 45 minutes left to eat

"Aww, look at alexis"

"Did she sprain her ankle? Omg, we should give her something to ease the pain"

"I didn't get to see my baby james today"

"I hope the boys are doing great and didn't get tired today since its too hot today"

"Finally, I can sit now for awhile"

"How did you clean the campus if you hurt your ankle?" michelle asked

"Well its fine and I still can handle it because I doing to slowly so that my ankle won't get hurt" alexis said which she doesn't us to worry about anything

I just listened to what they are talking while I'm eating because I want to finish all this food before I proceed cleaning the storage because there are still a lot of boxes, chairs and tables to organize while the dust and scattered costumes.

I hope he finish cleaning the other things in the storage because I can't handle it by my own and it's to exhausting because there are boxes that are too heavy.

I don't want to think about it now and I just focus on my food because I might constipation if I didn't eat it properly and might be hard digest it.

When everytime I eat, I always go to the restroom then feel like to digest the food I eat.

I don't know and I'll finish everything now while these three are talking to each other.

Jamie, you can finish everything today and don't make yourself get annoyed by that guy because it just ruin your day.

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Benjamin POV

How can I say things that I didn't mean to? Which I end feeling sorry to myself because I'm afraid when people start to talk behind my back?

I didn't even get to know her name because I forgot to ask her now I don't know when will I meet her again but I hope I will and I still know how she looks like.

I really love the way she smiles at me. She is such a crybaby but she just hit me lightly

"Honey, what are you thinking right now?"

"Hmm, nothing mom"

"Are you sure honey? Because you look sad"

"When did you meet dad?"

"When we're still kids and I met him at the playground because he saw me crying when the bullies' kids try to snatch the food I have then he save me from them and protect me. Actually he is my first love"

"Really mom? That is nice"

"Did dad ever break your heart or make you cry?"

"No, he never did because your dad loves me so much. We always keep updated to each other, he never makes me feel jealous of anything and same goes to me"

"How did dad caught your attention? How did you fall in love with him?"

"Actually, it took 12 years for us to meet again. Then he court me in highschool but I didn't immediately say yes to him. One thing he did is he courts me everyday and ask permission to my parents which he bought something for them."

"What they dad gave to grandma and grandpa?"

"Herbs, medicine and healthy drinks and foods"

"Didn't he give anything else?"

"No, I don't expect anything on him as long as he get close to my parents and that's fine with me"

"Did he give up on you mom?" then I mom smiling

"No he never gives up, but my parents like him which make me even happy"

"Actually, he never gives up on courting me even people say I'm hard to get but he never believes that one because a lot of girls like him but he never make any mistakes while courting because he keep choosing me"

" I still remember on how he makes me happy, smile and laugh everyday wherein I realize that I already love him and he told me that he love me from the very beginning"

"I want to be like dad someday because when I court a girl who I want to make her feel special"

"Really? Well you can be like your amazing dad. Let me guess honey. You like the girl awhile ago at the playground" mom said which make me surprise. How did she know? Is it kind of obvious? Then mom turns the car around and went back to the playground

"Mom, what are you doing?"

"Do you want to miss the chance when you didn't get to know her name? You might know when will you going to meet her again?" mom really knows me well then we're almost on the playground. I hope she is still here so that I could ask her name before I go back to the Philippines

"Go ahead now, mommy will wait you here" then I went out the car and look for her in the playground.

Why can't I find her? Did she went back home now? Well, it's evening so maybe her parents are already looking for her. I'll just go back in the car but suddenly someone took my hand and hold it

"Oppa, I forgot to say to you that I like you and you were also my first love" she said shyly to me which make me smile and happy. It's now my time to ask her name

"I forget to tell my name properly but just call me benji and you are?" I asked

"I'm lov...."

When I suddenly hear a music play near at my ears. What the hell! I'm almost there to remember her name but this person ruined it. Suddenly my head hurt so I woke up. I had a good sleep somehow.

Where am I now? Ah were on the campus and I slept here without noticing it. My back kept hurting because I had been leaning on the tree which makes my back hurt for more than an hour

"What time is it?" I stood up and do some exercise before I go to the studio

"1:30 in the afternoon which I need to go now because I'm only half way of cleaning the campus" he said and seems to be in a bad mood right now.

"I also need to go dude because I'm still have a lot of things to do in the studio especially to cleaning" I said and walk fast so that I could go there immediately.

I had a dream about her and I couldn't remember her name because james woke me up.

Besides, this is the only time I get to dream of her which makes heart happy but back then I used to be looking for her but I remember she's been in the states until now. I hope I could get to see her here in the Philippines.

I had my reasons why until now I don't court anyone nor have a girlfriend because I'm still waiting for her since I promise her that I'll give her the dress that I draw last 16 years ago and I hope it fits on her once we meet

Finally I'm here at the studio and still no sign of the danger zone right now, I might as well clean now while she's not here. I just cleaned the window earlier and then it's dirty again.

I'll sweep first and then I'll clean the window again because it's easy to clean. Which it won't take much of my time then I'll clean the instrument here.

I should listen to an audio so that I won't get bored while cleaning here since it might take a while

"How are you?"

"If by any chance that you are feeling blue and empty these days, I am not going to tell you to disregard your emotions and feelings. I am not going to tell you to be positive. I'm not going to tell you to smile. I'm not going to encourage you to be happy. What I want to tell you is to be strong despite of feeling down"

This audio is not even making me feel good today because of what the things said but somehow it made me realize a lot of things before I say anything at all where my mind had been thinking a lot of things

"I know there are tough times in your life that I know you just want to stop pretending that everything is okay, and that's totally cool. I know there are times when you just want to lay in your bed, cry out, or scream, and just tell everyone that you're not okay. But you can't keep it all in."

Sometimes, there are challenges in life that we need to face because we tend to give up easily without even trying. We lose someone then we grave on our own pain and burden.

We give up on something because fears comes when we think too much of failure when there are opportunities that we need to take and the risk we might face.

"To whoever needs to hear this right now, I want you to remind yourself one thing that you always remember it: Your emotions are always valid. You get tired, you get sad, you feel empty, you feel lost, defeated, and all sorts of things and you to fake positivity. But what I want you to remember that even in this time, even when you're at your lowest point, you are not weak. You just simply need time to recharge and find yourself again"

It seems right, were on the point of feeling down when we lost our motivation and nothing courage us to do something in our life that we might have brea....I just realize the look in her eyes that she feel worry about me and touch my forehead to check if I have a fever.

I suddenly looked at the mirror and I'm still good which she said I look pale even I'm not.

Her hand is soft and the way she looks at me like I see the girl I met 16 years ago. Anyway, I should play a piano for a bit since it's been a long time since the last time I played it like on the 50th anniversary of grandpa juan and grandma lucia.

I should mix it with beat and drum sound to make the tone flow right. What song should I play right now? Ah I know what song will be perfect

I start playing it

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? ๐ŸŽถ

If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? ๐ŸŽถ

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call? ๐ŸŽถ

If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all? ๐ŸŽถ

Then I start to play the beat maker to fit the sound to the guitar

I'll never know what the future brings ๐ŸŽถ

But I know you're here with me now ๐ŸŽถ

We'll make it through ๐ŸŽถ

And I hope you are the one I share my life with ๐ŸŽถ

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand ๐ŸŽถ

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? ๐ŸŽถ

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? ๐ŸŽถ

Nice, I can still make a sounds through the use of beat maker and my dream of becoming a dj still fit on me even my dad don't want me to be but I told him that I'm going to pursue it until he agree with me because mom didn't say anything and she just happy because I'm aiming for my dream instead of what my dad wants me to be a pilot or businessman

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? ๐ŸŽถ

If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? ๐ŸŽถ

If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? ๐ŸŽถ

If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? ๐ŸŽถ

I can still play all the instrument and thanks to my parents when they learn to play it when they were in highschool.

Actually my mom and dad is great singer even though they didn't pursue to be an artist instead to build their own company and they don't want to seek too much attention to the audience or people in the city

I don't know why you're so far away ๐ŸŽถ

But I know that this much is true ๐ŸŽถ

We'll make it through ๐ŸŽถ

And I hope you are the one I share my life with ๐ŸŽถ

And I wish that you could be the one I die with ๐ŸŽถ

And I'm prayin' you're the one I build my home with ๐ŸŽถ

I hope I love you all my life ๐ŸŽถ

I'm really into this kind of beat because it can relax my heart, mind and soul. The beats keep coming on my mind and I want to do this everyday which I can record it

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand ๐ŸŽถ

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? ๐ŸŽถ

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? ๐ŸŽถ

Last verse and here it comes the beats can come along

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong ๐ŸŽถ that it takes my breath away ๐ŸŽถ

And I breathe you into my heart and ๐ŸŽถ

Pray for the strength to stand today ๐ŸŽถ

'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right ๐ŸŽถ

And though I can't be with you tonight ๐ŸŽถ

You know my heart is by your side ๐ŸŽถ

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand ๐ŸŽถ

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? ๐ŸŽถ

Is there any way that I could stay in your arms? ๐ŸŽถ

I really love the beat and I went back on cleaning since I'm done singing the song with guitar, piano, drums and beat. This really feels good

"I can be a D.....AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!" What the hell? That almost gave me a heart attack. Why is she just standing there? Has she been here watching me all along? Because she was just looking at me and didn't say anything at all and what's wrong with her?

"I didn't know you had a great voice, I give you compliment on that" she just said and get the map which she start mapping the floor

"Are you waiting for someone?" she asked. Is she talking to me? Oh yah, who else is she going to talk to if I'm the only person here in the studio

"Yes why?"

"Nothing, because the song you're singing is like you're waiting for someone. Or maybe you're broken hearted I think" What is she talking about? I never had a girlfriend before

"Actually, I like your voice" then she smile at me. That smile is same as her and why do I feel like she is the girl I met back then? But I don't want to assume because I need to see the drawing and I know if she see me which she will definitely show me the drawing

"Are you okay now?" she keeps talking to me or maybe I should just ignored her instead answering her questions

"You know what? I'm also waiting for someone but I don't know how to look for him because I might know that he changed"

She start to play the guitar again

Summer after high school when we first met ๐ŸŽถ

We'd make out in your Mustang to Radiohead ๐ŸŽถ

And on my 18th birthday we got matching tattoos ๐ŸŽถ

Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof ๐ŸŽถ

Talk about our future like we had a clue ๐ŸŽถ

Never planned that one day I'd be losing you ๐ŸŽถ

She really has a beautiful voice that everyone will feel calm especially me. I sit beside to her while I just listen

In another life ๐ŸŽถ

I would be your girl ๐ŸŽถ

We'd keep all our promises ๐ŸŽถ

Be us against the world ๐ŸŽถ

In another life ๐ŸŽถ

I would make you stay ๐ŸŽถ

So I don't have to say you were ๐ŸŽถ

The one that got away ๐ŸŽถ

The one that got away ๐ŸŽถ

"Do you like someone?" I asked her but she just continue playing the guitar

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash ๐ŸŽถ

Never one without the other, we made a pact ๐ŸŽถ

Sometimes when I miss you I put those records on (whoa) ๐ŸŽถ

Someone said you had your tattoo removed ๐ŸŽถ

Saw you downtown singing the blues ๐ŸŽถ

It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse ๐ŸŽถ

"Because I do, she is with me"

But in another life ๐ŸŽถ

I would be your girl ๐ŸŽถ

We'd keep all our promises ๐ŸŽถ

Be us against the world ๐ŸŽถ

In another life ๐ŸŽถ

I would make you stay ๐ŸŽถ

So I don't have to say you were ๐ŸŽถ

The one that got away ๐ŸŽถ

The one that got away ๐ŸŽถ

"How can I win you over if you don't even give me a chance?"

The one ๐ŸŽถ

The one ๐ŸŽถ

The one ๐ŸŽถ

The one that got away ๐ŸŽถ

All this money can't buy me a time machine, no ๐ŸŽถ

Can't replace you with a million rings, no ๐ŸŽถ

I should've told you what you meant to me (whoa) ๐ŸŽถ

'Cause now I pay the price ๐ŸŽถ

"Have you fall in love with someone?"

In another life ๐ŸŽถ

I would be your girl ๐ŸŽถ

We'd keep all our promises ๐ŸŽถ

Be us against the world ๐ŸŽถ

In another life ๐ŸŽถ

I would make you stay ๐ŸŽถ

So I don't have to say you were ๐ŸŽถ

The one that got away ๐ŸŽถ

The one that got away ๐ŸŽถ

The one (the one) ๐ŸŽถ

The one (the one) ๐ŸŽถ

The one (the one) ๐ŸŽถ

"Are you broken hearted too? Because the song your singing is something that a guy neglect of letting a girl go

In another life ๐ŸŽถ

I would make you stay ๐ŸŽถ

So I don't have to say you were ๐ŸŽถ

The one that got away ๐ŸŽถ

The one that got away ๐ŸŽถ

Then she returned the guitar but I just hold her hand and pull her which suddenly sat down on my lamp and that made her a bit of surprise

"Now tell me, how can I win you over?" Her lips are pinkish and her hand is soft then students suddenly open the door and saw us.

She stood up immediately and get her things went outside the studio which I think she feels embarrassed. The students just smile and the girls just giggle.

Is there something wrong with what I did? Nothing happened and she suddenly left. I didn't even kiss her or what? I kept thinking about it but I just let it go and I just finished cleaning the studio and the students left the studio and lovely isn't here either